The World In My Eyes - bloodandgorelover (best books for 20 year olds TXT) 📗

Toxic
These people are toxic
Burning me
Hurting me
Until I come to a halt

I cry in blood
Burned and hurt
Can I trust them?
No

They spit out lies
And talk about me
To hurt me
To kill me

Toxic
You are toxic
Killing me inside
Can I ever be saved?

Probably not

I was raised by pain
Learn it the hard way
It will never be easy
Shut the F**k up

I died at 11
Never knowing
Always blind
Fake a smile
Hide the real you
No family, just friends

I became crazy at 14
Suicidal or psycho
Skin scratching, make it bleed
Make a noose and die
Leave me alone
Crazy

I found life now
Wicca learning
Rock and Metal hearing
Forget the lord
Great friends
Life

I'm still broken
Can't find the pieces
Where do I stand?
Do I love myself?
Can't be free
Broken

The darkness consumes me
Making me warm
The silence talks to me
Bringing me ideas to me
Even if I find peace in darkness
I still feel empty
What am I missing?
What do I deserve?
I don't care
Or I say I don't
All I know is
I am really
Empty

As the blade cuts my supple skin
No hesitation comes to mind
Watching the liquid of life fall out
I slowly become tired
Now the lights are dimming
And I can barley breath
But I keep on cutting
I bring the blade of the knife away from the wound
Then press the tip back in
Press until the wound gets bigger
Press until I hit a vein
Press until I can see the tip again
Then yank it out and fall down

Your empty void fills me to the brim
The sound of you gasping for air
Makes me smile
With my hands on your neck
I feel no pity
I will take your life
In a minute
Your limp body
And the smell of decay
Will fill this place
In this empty grave
You'll have no name
Because after death
There's nothing left

Dressed in black
Filled with pain
Cut the wrist
Set me straight
Kill me now
Don't just wait
I love you
Pain

Text: bloodandgorelover
Publication Date: 03-30-2012

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Dedication:
This is for one of my best friends, angel92296.