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I tried to upload this collection way back 2012 in a different title ( Poems for Olive) and some of the poems are still posted in my old blog. I decided to change the title into In Beautiful Solitude which came from my new blog together with my new penname, Maria Ty. I hope you will enjoy reading my poems.
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First Love
You came into my life
in an unexpected way.
It's hard for me to express,
all the things I want to say.
We came from different paths,
so our friendship didn't last.
The music ends, so did the song
Making me wonder what went wrong.
Perhaps, we're not meant to be
But it's hard to set you free
For somehow I still see
A chance for you and me.
I guess this is goodbye
But I know I shouldn't cry
For everything between us,
Is nothing but a lie
I may not be here one day
But there's no reason to regret
Because soon you will forget
The day our young lives met.
Thank you for passing by
And giving me reasons to smile
For you made me happy,
Even just for a little while.
A Wasted Life
I was alone and sad
In this small world I've created
Smoking, drinking, crying
Watching my life being wasted
Silence is my companion
To help me forget and move on
Don't dare to pry,
If you don't want to die.
I hate this cruel world.
I have no one to rely on.
Just a bottle of cold beer
and wipe away my tears.
Here I am in my paradise
With a bandage on my wrist
But then I realized,
I never meant to be like this.
A Second Chance
Another time, another day
Another life, another way
Another chance, another place
Another journey, another face
A sad goodbye, a new beginning
Another love, another meaning
Another song, another hue
Another friend, another you
Suicide
As I walk through the narrow way
Uncertain of what lies ahead
I was tied in the shadow of yesterday
What would have been my life instead
I find it hard to face tomorrow
With the mountain of burdens that I must climb
My heart was filled with tears and sorrow
If only I could turn back time
Remembering those blissful days
that set upon my weary heart
Trying hard to win the race
I lose before I even start
The victory I soon have clutch
Slip my hands like fairy dust
The reverence I long to touch
Will only be a bitter past
If life is all unending test
Uncertain journeys, failures and debts
How I love to finally rest
reach my hand in the solace of death
A Lonely Doll
She's sitting by the window
Waiting for a friend
There is a sign of sorrow
No one can comprehend
They share their thoughts out loud
Thinking she wouldn't care
A lost sheep in the crowd
She's weird beyond compare
She tried not to complain
If others are not fair
But her eyes can explain
The things she tries to bear
They told her to act grown up
She's acting like a child
But when she puts on make up
They say she's getting wild
Confused on how to live
Waiting to be accepted
Praised when she can give
Remembered when she's needed
She wished to be herself
A life that is her own
And not for someone else
Please leave the girl alone.
Innocent Love
As easy as picking flowers
In the midst of summer time
As cool as taking shower
In the rain on valentines
As sweet as eating candies
As bright as Christmas lights
As soft as hugging babies
In a calm, peaceful night
As cheerful as angels
As clear as the blue sky
As splendid as the silver bells
As free as the butterfly
As light as a feather
Beneath a cherub's wing
As lofty as a tower
As radiant as spring
As glorious as victory
As melodious as a song
As savage as the heart can be
As if love can do no wrong
As certain as the past
As confusing as a sign
Like life that happens fast
As bittersweet as wine
Coward
I'm running away from home
I'm running from the bitter past.
I'm running away alone.
I'm running away at last.
Away from painful memories.
The truth I long to find.
Away from endless agonies.
Leaving the hurts behind.
I find them moving forward
Vanished before my eyes.
And I'm left alone a coward
With my strength and vision died.
I could not face tomorrow
There is nothing I can do.
Running away from sorrow
Running away from you.
A Reason Why
Love is enough reason to live
Enough reason to die
And a reason to lie
But you know you shouldn't cry
For everything happens for a reason
and there's a reason why she said goodbye.
I may not know the reason
why you're still holding on.
I may not have the right to tell you
to just let go and move on
I may not know how much you love her
but holding on is not the answer
The time and years you spent together,
If love is gone, it wouldn't matter.
If you think that you can make it through
Ask her why she's not fighting for you
Don't waste your time trying to save it
A selfish love will never grow
For deep inside you can see it
Everything's done a long time ago.
I may never see her the way you do
I know there are things I can't explain
how can you think of the happy times
while ignoring all the hurts and pain?
Fight for love if it's worth the risk
But you know you deserve better than this
Someone who cares and understand
Not just kisses and holding hands
Who makes you feel that you're the one
and still be there when love is gone
when everything seems worth the cry
You will never regret a second try.
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