Sad sad girl - Karma Tempa (i am reading a book TXT) 📗

Bullied

The girl a unique person

Brilliant girl

I see something in her

Other that 

The fact that she was wanting to

Be a forensic pathologist 

An fbi agent

But her dreams crusted

Bullying words

Now she looks for love in the 

Wrong places

Just let her be

This story

Don't bully

Others

Crushed dreams

I cannot do what

I want I want 

In life

There I have the darkness

Of loneliness 

And the stillness 

Of remembering 

The people 

Who crushed 

My forensic and 

Medical dreams 

Why

Because I aint 

Christian 

Because I have big feelings

 

Wet lightbulbs

 

What I find that

The lightblubs

Long burned out 

Hanging eerily 

In the

Rain

Droplets 

On them

So said

I want to cry

For I am the

Lightbulbs1

In the rain

Stand

 

I stand 

Out in the blustery 

Windy day

With raining

On me

I don't what is h2o

Or tears

That soak my shirt

There I stand 

At the risk of

Catching a cold or

Worse

But I don't care

Trashed

 

U am nothing more 

Then trash

Fir society

Has rejected

Me like 

A piercing 

Or foreign object

Do they know I have

Feelings

But do they care 

Cheated

I was told I was 

Loved in school 

By a guy named

Matt 

Little did he know

The damage he has done

I could have MySpace 

I could have facebook

I could be me

I could be loved 

Nor

Trusting of men

Matt vlablom

Thank you for ruining

My life

Starving

 

I am starving to 

Death for love

Other  than from my

Family

I want adult love

But alas it's hard it's Betty

Of them 

All especially 

When you have

Pasts that are checkered

Sad sad girl

 

I am a 

Sad sad girl

In a sad sad

Girl looking for 

Loving in 

The wrong places

Only ending up 

Being

Abused 

Like from hell and back

The world is a sad 

Place 

I sad too

Covid

 

Covid the only thing that is 

Honest and does what it promises 

The same with bacteria 

And other virus

They have more

Integrity

Then the human race

Why

 

Why do 

I bother  

Finding friends 

Nor love

It's torture when I was 13

And Bagram 

For me now

Pain wise

I can't handle it

Moving

I had to move out of 

My home because it was a toxic 

Environment 

Has to leave my town

Much because

Of hatred 

Towards me 

From others 

The bullies

Who fucked up 

My dreams

 

Let me be

 

Why can't you let me 

Be who i am

Both emotionally 

And gentletically

 

Why vant you

Let me an actual 

Person

And not

A target

 

Let me be

A medical examiner 

And let me

Live in peace

I was

 

I was be fir being abducted by aliens 

A happier

Person who had actual

Friends from 

All races

 

Was I  happier 

Before

I found out

That 

I was being lied to by idiots

 

 

 

I was happier 

Before romance

F-ed my life 

Up

Halloween

 

Halloween

The only 

Time u can show

My true self

For I am 

Disguised 

And

Can be in my own 

Fantasy cosplay

With out 

Being harassed