A Reflection Of Me - Drea Jordan (thriller novels to read TXT) 📗

Your The One

u

r the one that makes me happy when u come around me ur the one that god gave 2 me and for that i thank him becasue there cant be no other man like you ur my boo my heart my soul my air my breath my wings when i get to heaven becaue without them i wouldnt be able to fly so i need you 2 be there right by my side ur the one that keeps me alive because when i walk the streets i dont know when i am going to die or when it is my time 2 rest with god but knowing i am loving someone like you there is nothing much i cant do but always love you there is nothing more to do then just 2 keep you in my sight and in my heart becasue ur the one i should have had from the start

How Can I

How Can i Ever Forgive U Of The Things U Did 2 Me U Tellin Me U Wantin Me And Da Next Min Its Just All A Lie I Don't Want To Forgive U 4 Wat U Did 2 Me Wat If I Had Did That 2 U, Did U Even Have A Clue of Wat Was Running Through My Mind Lost Of Thoughts All Leading Back 2 U And Wat u Did 2 Me I Will Never Forgive U 4 Da Things That U Did 2 Me.

The Things That U Told Me I Thought Was So True But U Didnt Even Have A Clue Of Wat U Did 2 Me U Scarred Me For Lyfe This Is Something That I Will Never Forget I Dont Even Want Nothing 2 Do With Yu But People Say U Have 2 Forgive And Forget But Me I Aint Like Dat I JUst Cant Let Go Of Something That Hurts Me I Just Cant Do It I Break Down And Cry When I Think About Wat Happend And The Things That I Was Put Through And How U Have Hurt Me And Making Me Go Through These Things And Me NOT Having A Shoulder 2 Cry On When U Was Da One That Caused This Mistake In The First Place Knowing That U Was In Love With Someone Else And When U Put Me In The Situation u Hurt Me Instead Of Someone Else How Can I Ever Trust U Again 2 Be My Friend Knowing That This Might Happen Again?


I Needed You

Needed When I First Layed Eyes
On U Never Knowing How Love Colud
Affect Me Until You Showed Me
How True It Can Be.

I Needed U Casue When You Came Into
My Life You Started Calling Me Your Wife
I New From That Day That U Was Here 2
Stay And Never Leave My Side Becasue
You Was Here 2 Show Me How A Real
Dude Could Ride Wit His Gurl
Through Thick And Thin And
Was 2 Neva Run Eva Again.

I Needed U When All My Life Felt Like
It Was Coming 2 An End And It Was
Just Me Aganist The World Me Feeling Lonely Until
U Showed Me That I Was Going 2 Never Be Lonely
With U By My Side I Just Cant Belive That U Didnt
Dought Our Love When Everyone Else Did They Said That
U Was Not The One For Me U Was 2 Much In Da Streets 2 Be With Me But It
Me Forever 2 Show Them How Faithful 2 Me.

Now That I Know That I Have U In My Life I Will Neva Be The Same Again Becasue Our Love Will Grow For Ever More And Show Other People How Love Can Change Things In A Crazy World.


I Remember

I remember the things you told me when u said you couldn't live without me and you told me that we was going to be forever and that nothing was going to get in our way and the days i went without seeing u i felt like i was going to die becasue i needed u by my side at the time when things was not going right 4 me.

I remember when my heart fell into pieces when i found out that you cheated on me and my heart kept telling me that something was going wrong in this relationship and then i had 2 find out for myself that u was cheating on me with my bestfriend and me n her was just like sisters i cant even believe that you did something like this.

I could'nt take no more or of ur lies me hating you one min and loving you the next i would feel lonely when i felt on the otherside of the best and seen that u was not there i would up crying one night just thinking about wat u did 2 me all the late nights of working and me at home sleeping in our bed y am i still feelings like there is no one else in this world for me u made me weak when we kissed this is something that i could never 4get u had this affect on me that i never had with no one else i just want you to know that through all the pain you have caused me i still love u i hate 2 say it but its true and i want you back so bad but i cant trust you nomore with my heart becasue it is broken all into little tiny frames of my heart but i will get over you soon becasue there is better men in the worl than just u.


My heart crying for you

The way that I crave you are the most amazing thing that ever happened to me my friends saying no and my heart telling me yes you just don't know about the big diversity about me and you its like the world is with me my friends and god with my heart knowing that I love you that much that I would go through anything just to have that second with you to have that 1 little kiss then all the things that I wont with you still wont fade away because you are the rose to my peddles that is how much I love you and want to be with you u are the sun to my sunshine you are the angles to my wings my hearts will never stops beating because I know that when I am loving you I will live longer when we are on the phone we talk for hours and there is nothing I would rather think about then you my heart all ways cries for you I don't know why but it does maybe because I love you to much then that will explain why when I am at school and I see you I just weak in the knees like a connection has me bonded to you but all I want to do is love and let my heart continue to cry out for you.


life completed

my life complete until i found you struggling to find some one like you time and time again my grandmother telling me to that i was to young to be in love but when i found you i prayed and the angels started singing from above my life was completed when you told me you loved me having these interaged feelings for you to hold me tight all through the night my life was complete when you came into me heart it never never wanting to let you go my love for you is truer then heavens pearly gates so shiney and outrage my life wont complete until i found you and know that i did all i can do is think of you.


until i found you

until i found my life had been so blue me sitting around thinking who would love me for me but not what others wanted me to be me sitting around not knowing what was out there until i found you i have all my love to share 2 you i would give up the world 2 have just you in my arms 4 eva becasue you and me were ment to be togather no 1 can ever take your place because the love i have 4 u my heart was racing but when u found u i knew what i was facing my heart never skips a beat because you sweep me off my feet until i found you i never thought love was possible 4 me deep inside i always felt like i wasen't me but what you made me into today i will 4 ever stay because now that i found you my world is never blue.


There Till The End

I WILL ALWAYS BE THERE FOR YOU NO MATTER WHAT YOU ARE GOING THROUGH WHEN TIMES GET ROUGH JUST CALL ME I WILL BE THERE INDEED GOOD TIMES BAD TIMES WE ALL GO THRUOGH AND WE WILL ALWAYS NEED A EXTRA PAIR OF FEELINGS TO FOLLOW THROUGH WHEN YOU NEVER SEE THE LIGHT AGAIN JUST CALL PICK ME AND I WILL FOREVER BE YOUR FRIEND STICKING AROUND TO FIND OUT YOUR PROMBLES
I WILL ALWAYS BE THERE IF YOU NEVER HAVE A FRIEND I WILL STICK WITH YOU TILL THE END.


Pain In My Life

i feel so lonely in this world no one to eva tell the way i am feeling becasue they are all caught up in there own feelings i just wish my life was not so complicated me having problems with people just was not to be ment for me not right know anyway i wish people would just understand what i am going through my life aint a family portriat i just lost the biggest porition of it my mom is no where around and my brothers and sisters is no where to be found. all my life i thought i had a good life but being 16 living with my grandparents is not all that fun i have to go through hell and back to get what i want and all i ever dreamed of was having fun but all that went down the drain when i lost my bestfriend. the pain that i'm under is just got me caught in between heaven and hell i wish i could have rewined back the time to fix my life but it does not work that way so all i can do know is pray and ask god to forgive me for all the wrong that i have done and just start over as a new person.


The More They Talk About Our Love

the more they talk about out love i start to worry that you wont love me no more becasue you are feeding into the talk like a little red ant i hate it when you dont trust me isn't it that i dont suppose to be trusting you i had it with all these rumors i hate people who just want to become between out relationship and when we break up they want to go out with you and then you end up going with them and i will get mad and hate you for the rest of my life i just wish they shut the fuck up and stay the stay the