Angel Amour - John pallister (read aloud txt) 📗

My beautiful cherub rock,
You've healed my heart and never has anything been so special,
Magical in my creative world of pure harmony,
And related wisdom,
Which has found my true emphatic feeling,
Felt in every crevice of my crumbling ego,
Standing tall like a statue of vigour,
Like a horse majestically supportive depending on my righteous path taken to the fruitful garden,
Where all the angels blossom,
Blossom in a truly God like creation,
This has made me feel so alive,
Not caring what I say or do,
I'll always be true,
Reading the aura of a deceived mind,
Receiving my insight from sources beyond my own psyche,
Making her seem more beautiful and to feel like I’ve found a true friend,
I’ve found the person I’ve always dreamed of meeting,
While the bodies mate in the heating,
Heating of a heart made true by the way in which his creative nature has slowly began to explain his artistic impression,
A freedom,
The way out of his depression,
Loose control as he no longer takes charge,
Charge of his manifesting portfolio,
Created in all his poems and songs,
For the most precious and delicate angel,
Who was unknown at the time,
But now seems finer than wine.
Dropping red drops onto a plate of love,
Created for the imagery
Which hides my real self
Crumbling at the loss of reason behind this love,
They never understood but love happened while I struggled
With my own guilt for the evil which had previously strangled my fruitful nature,
In the endless quest to serve a maker,
To find love with all mankind,
First I needed love to find,
Now as the vision of real influence,
Influences my rhyming and musical melody,
Which will now make sense and perfect nonsense,
As I can now feel free to write,
Write more beautiful poems and songs,
For the woman so dear to my heart,
So she can find love eternally,
This is the most romantic gesture she could ever want,
While his love state going to overdrive,
Causes him to put together every sign or so called delusion,
Into the most creative beautiful song,
I always was mad,
But at least I’m happy now and madness is no longer bad,
One kiss eternally will hold every feeling,
Of magical substance in an ocean of pure gleaming reflection,
Reflecting the china dolls which hold all the love at the epicentre of the heaven,
The antiseptic for the mind,
Which needed to be numbed,

While every inspirational guru told the meaning was in the brain,
And not the heart
Which I used to write or think with which caused me to go insane,
I know she'll understand my need or desire to be a poet,
To write poetry so lovely and soul bounding,
With unique and reasons behind the rhyming,
You were my inspiration,
In my desperation,
As creativity seemed a by-product of insanity,
When I’d lost faith in love and humanity,
How do you feel now you are happy in the great wide world?
Cause you’re a special girl,
And I’m not the angel,
You are in disguise,
You’re a hero in my young and hopeless life,
Your guidance will keep me on track,
Cause leadership is all I lack,
Somebody to deal with materialistic stuff which has never mattered,
When you’re whole life all you wanted was to be flattered,
I feel in love with you a while ago,
Will you smile,
When I carry you on my shoulder,
While the sun and moon form an eclipse,
Which has finally told her,
So this angry poet now becomes sweet
Portraying the meaning through the music,
Feeding me pills which caused me to lose it,
my only drug was the need for a hug,
Somebody who would hold on and never let go,
Somebody who'd understand,
Not ask questions or debate how,
If I’m wrong I might as well be dead,
Cause a broken heart is fear instead,
You were at the right place at the right time,
Being in charge and keeping us in line,
I love you more than just a friend,
I love you in the most special way,
I now mean every word that was meant to be said,
And I’m thinking of you every night in bed,
Love turned out the way it did,
I didn't direct or choose it, I just wanted rid,
Tried to block it out of mind,
In my hiding place because I’d never felt it before,
But now I’ve learnt to accept the amour,
I now have nothing but heart beat in my head,
My beautiful dearest friend,
Tomorrow you will be more beautiful than you are today,
Can't wait for tomorrow to start,
As it's the start of the beginning,
A truly inspirational song was created by using serendipity which was lying inside of me all along,
The mission or purpose to write the most beautiful song,
So I offer you a smile,,
Still waiting for the right moment,
The right time to exchange my desires and aromatic sensitivity,
You’ve destroyed my negativity.
You’re an artistic note but to be a melody you need me.

BY JOHN PALLISTER.

Publication Date: 03-02-2012

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