In The Corners of my Heart - Jodelle Duverseau (best memoirs of all time .TXT) 📗

The Healer.-

Languages of my heart
Spoken through unexplainable mysteries
Extreme obscurity and sophistication
I felt puzzled
Cut into million pieces
I was unsolvable
Tormented between past and present
I was seeking for truth
Closing doors of trouble
To built walls of peace
Beneath which I was invisible
Untouchable, unreachable
I was the definition of untold stories
The symbol of ancient history
The living proof of pain
Complicated yet difficult
I couldn’t find my path
I couldn’t relate to my insane world
I was an written book yet unpublished
Where I fit in didn’t start in the beginning
And understanding me started at the end
Mystified, I portrayed images of unrealistic perfection
I was undefined
Sunshine piercing through my dark night
I found my missing pieces
Pieces of faith implanted deeply inside your heart
To put me back together
Last whistle of pain on my land
Joy has returned in my life
Through Sparkly shiny smiles
Now I found my voice
To sing my eternal gratitude
Undetectable force in my life you held my hand
And sealed fingerprints of hope on my soul
To fight present obstacles

Frail and undeniably weak
I was empty
I was impassionate and incredibly rough
Before I met you


Pleasure of my mornings and love of my life
You drown me in your graceful world to find simplicity
You’re my irritable addiction
You’re the untold story stock in my mind
Twisted with the wonder of my wasted nights
Starry sky of my inspiration
You magically touched my heart places it has never been touched before
You opened my eyes to find what I’ve left behind
You blow your curative dust over my pain
I closed my eyes getting revived
Thanking God for finding the untraceable healer


Nocturnal Rejuvenation.-


I sat by the window in my room to watch the street lights and endless cars passing by one after the other,
I sat there calmly starring at the sky;
It was so cloudy I could barely see a star.
I watched the clouds transmuting themselves into bizarre yet unknown creatures,
Gazing and witnessing me admiring the wisdom of the night.
As the light breeze swayed my hair on my face, fresh air entered my nostrils to my lungs.
I took a deep breath and instantly closed my eyes.
I couldn’t see the cars or the street lights, nor the starless sky, or my bizarre companions,
But I still felt the breeze drifting through my skin, singing an anonymous melody to my ears.
Everything became loud, smooth, and then quiet;
I squeezed my hands against each other and bit my lips softly as I became one with the night
I wanted to escape myself but instead I drown in my own universe.
I floated between strong thoughts that dragged me into big drops of deep emotions
Where mixed feelings escorted me through my fall.
There were pain muddled up with broken pieces of joy,
Joy tangled up with the sound of pleasant laughter,
And laughter tied up with lugubrious form of misery.
Tears shed over my shirt, but it was raining into my mind.
The rain flew like a sea of pleasure to flood the depths of my soul
Setting me free from my fears to rejuvenate my beliefs
An electric shock stroke me from head to toe
And untied me from various knots of dilemmas,
Free, I spread my wings to fly through the night stress less.
A mixture of excitement and strength dispersed through my blood
And like a phoenix who had just reincarnated from its ashes I felt new
I then open my eyes to reconnect with my surroundings,
Everything was quiet and calm sleeping with the night
The street lights seemed hazy to my mushy eyes
And since it was after midnight fewer cars were passing by,
My strange creatures strayed in the atmosphere leaving dotted smog in the sky
As a kiss goodnight to tell me that I’m not alone.


Last Night.-


Last night you brought me the sweetest honey from the moon
You touched me places I’ve never been touched before
You, you know just how to love me
You got every nerve of body stinging over you
You opened up the eyes of my blinded heart
You saw through me an infinite desire to be loved
And you kept giving more and more
You held me tight in yours arms
And your shivering warmness crossed my spirit

Oh boy, do you know how you made me feel?
You made me feel electrified
And you blew me up like a million fireworks
You made me feel ecstatic as if fire was blazing beneath my nerves
You’ve put me on the sweetest rollercoaster
And all I saw was the rainbow far away on a sky I feared to reach

Last night you’ve put all my broken pieces together
This morning I’m awakened as a complete woman
With a new flame in my heart
I felt the sun drifting on my skin
Passion remembered, I wanted to be with you again
Since my heart was your haunted target
You shoot me straight and burned my world
You gave me the desired love l yearned for
Your Love flooded me like smoldering lavas of volcanoes

Bad boy, what planet you came from?
Which sky is your limit?
Is it the rainbow shimmering over the bridge of my passion?
Is it the vivacious art of our bodies allied under the sheets of the night?
Or is it the language of our senses imprinted in the frequency of our moans?
Tell me what war have you grown over the garden of my skin?

Last night you’ve brought me back to my native world
I used to be an angel lost on earth
Now I’m back on the seventh sky where I was born
You drown me on the ocean of pleasure
And in my ecstasy I gave you longer wings of bliss to fly to a higher place
You threw me to into spicy fantasies that quenched all my thirsts
I rose with the forbidden fruit over my heart
And we tasted million flavors of our endless love
Satisfied, we left the smell of our kisses in the whisper of the light breeze

What is the definition of your sensual touch?
What is that itchy feeling that addicts me to your charm?
Can you exterminate the heat flowing through my veins?
Can you take away the sound of your soft voice playing in my mind?
I just can’t forget your eyes piercing my soul with your blade of joy
Because Bad boy, I just can’t forget last night


Bathroom Nostalgia.-

In front of the mirror I stand every night
Reminiscing about the first time we fell in love
I still remember our first kiss,
It was on a Sunday afternoon
And we were sitting on a bench by the cafeteria
You and I were so young but so much in love
Nothing really mattered
And everything felt so real and pure
And so much like a dream
You used to look at me with such intensity
As if you were falling asleep into my eyes
You used to touch me so softly
As if you had discovered the art of tenderness over my skin
You were my only desired fruit
Yet my intense addiction
And every morning
Studying, I waited for you to come
Chasing your shadow over my book
Sniffling your irresistible scent through the air
And as I lifted my head
There you were standing before me with the brightest smile on your face…

As I started to cry
I removed my clothes
Making my way to the shower
I shed some tears over my lap
Still reminiscing
Your deep voice echoed in my head
Mixing with the sound of the water scrolling down my body
I remember you used to talk to me with such charm
With high persuasion skills and courtesy
Flattered, I always fell under your appeal
I drew your facial features on my mind
Big black eyes, strong nose, sweet soft lips
“My love” I said, as If you were standing next to me
But all I could feel was water dipping on my face
I turned off the water and wiped my body smoothly
I, then starred at my reflection on the mirror
I smiled softly to myself
As I recalled our secret rendezvous by the stairs
And how passionate I used to devour your lips
I melted in you and you in me
Our souls were joined together for our favorite escapade
Nothing could interrupt us
We were lost in another world pursuing our wild fantasies
I closed my eyes
Still smiling I put on my pink nightgown
Heading to my bedroom
I took a long last stare at myself
Wishing I was fourteen
To fall in love
Somewhere nothing matters
Where everything would feel real and pure
And so much like a dream again


Passion In The Tip Of Your Lips.-


You grab me close to you
Succumbing, I’m tingling under you’re devilish stare
Sweet and soft lips super close and half open
I close my eyes
I feel your breath on my neck and your hands on my waist
You squeeze my body
Passion in the tip of your lips
Is driving me crazy
Evil temptation arisen
I’m metamorphosing into a beast
With your lips joined to mine
My thirst of love is awaken
I’m ready to devour your entire being
Sweetest kiss from heaven
I’m aroused…
Kiss my neck
My sweet spot
Kiss my shoulders
Now stop
Let the nectar spread through my skin
Erotic signals send to my brain
Explode into a million moans through my mouth
Let the beat of my heart rhyme with yours
Kiss me softly and lose control skin deep
Kiss my breast and my stomach
But before you go down on me
Sweep a goddess off her feet
Never kill the pleasure flowing through my body
Trigger my senses with that static kiss of yours
Conduct electricity through my veins
Then turn my blood into glitter
Spread dust of kiss over my lips
To unleash unknown desires
Can’t you see the power of that kiss glowing on my eyes?
It’s completely undeniable and so extreme I’m shivering
Make a goddess yearn for more
With you lips joined to mine
Passion in the tip of your lips
Give me wings to fly
Fly to the seventh sky of muahs
And reach the secret garden of bliss and heavenly kiss…