Alternative Reality For Illusioned Humanity - Santosh Jha (digital ebook reader TXT) 📗

By Santosh Jha

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Potential of Human Intellect Is Infinite. Tragically, only a handful even thinks of the journey of the ‘Infinite’. Less embark on it; lesser trek a distance of definitiveness! Localized, partial and instinctive Consciousness prohibits and restricts journeys of mind. The specific purpose and pursuits of life-living may be diverse; the singular generic attainment however, is Optimization of Potential of every single human being born and alive. Cultures that do not ensure mass ‘Optimization’ of People-Potential through Knowledge-Actualization are DEAD. The question is – Are contemporary cultures graveyards of Dead Intellect…? Are most people moving their bodies but mind is rooted like trees? Do mass majority of men and women even know what their ‘True Potential’ is? Do we need Change? Probably; complete Reconstruction! Of what? … Of REALITY; the contemporary, populist ‘Intellect’ is so trigger-happily ‘Illusioned’ to accept; since ages. If only; it could be possible for ‘self-validated’ egoistic ‘I’ to accept ‘Reality’ beyond its culturally installed Cognitive Empire! Can happen; happens; very rarely.

Optimism alone is Immortal…!

Humility is no virtue. However, it is Singular Existential Reality for Humanity; only a few realize. This fragile, ephemeral, conflicted and inconsequential human body-mind; standing under the infinite cosmic expanse, diversity and its Causalities, can have no other REALITY. This reality of humility engenders Compassion, which is one single qualifying element of Consciousness, making humans eligible to survive together. However, ‘Success’ for most individuals comes with single ‘available-to-all’ instinctive Eligibility – Be Shameless. The 99.9 percent go with this easy-availability than bothering a second for Reality. Successive successes empower and embolden The Beast every human is born as and erodes Collective Survival. This shameless Illusion of Success is the preferred REALITY for mass majority of horrid Humanity. We all dig our collective grave. Can this ever change? Probably! Knowledge alone can. It reconstructs Consciousness back to Humility. Can it happen? Happens; very rarely. Optimism alone is Immortal; it has to be…!

Incessantly, unrelentingly, in many possibly different ways, ‘I’ attempt to convince myself that the moon, sun, earth, stars, galaxies and even the cosmos itself shall die one day – It is not that ‘I’ alone shall die. It is not my Personal Destiny; it is the design of Cosmic Causality. With all intellectual and emotional resources at my behest, ‘I’ insist to myself that time; years, centuries, millenniums, are useless; just a mythically mystical idea; a Cognitive Conflation, having no reality, as the mind conceives. When ‘I’ die, everything is simply a Moment; probably the infinity of it but nothing else. In pragmatic actuality, even 14.5 billion years, when the universe came to be, before my birth, was just a moment for me and billions of years after my death, shall be the same – just a moment. The colossal Nothingness that was before my birth, had no meaning for me and the infinite nothingness that shall follow my death too shall have no meaning for me as, the very ‘Media of All Meanings’ – the Self or ‘I’, itself shall become assimilated in Nothingness. The very Contextuality of Self, which creates the Consciousness that in turn bubbles up the Illusion of ‘I’, as some subject or protagonist, is emergent, transient and definitively holographic and hence mythically mystical culturalism. Etc.

Still, the Grief, the Suffocation of Option-less-ness, the excruciating Emptiness of the Nothingness and the resultant numbness of Non-Beingness of Consciousness does not go away…

This media, of body-mind cooperative; this consciousness, the cognition of the million causalities this Media processes; fails miserably. This media of consciousness cannot be persuaded; it cannot be made to stand in perpetuity of peaceful and poised acceptance of this whole idea and its cognition; let alone be in happy situation… Such Scammed is our existence; so structurally Insufficient and functionally Incapacitated are the faculties of the Media of Consciousness we are so remorselessly proud of; so much colossally Powerful and massively multidimensional is the content and intent of REALITY; so Haplessly Helpless is ‘I’…!

… Intellectually, may be, in peripheral probability, I am Ready to Die. Intellectually, feebly though, I may lend emotional credence to my resolve that I can Face Up to the Reality in its Entirety. The fabric of this reality of ‘Moment’ and Mortality is probably not impossible to weave. Even, I can say, with humility but definitive certainty of honesty that at most times, I do feel the Strength and Satisfaction of this mesmerizing bewilderment of un-put-down-able Emptiness, Nothingness, as it fills me up with prized possession of Compassion, my immense and deep sense of Grief leads me to. Also, this barrenness of nothingness proves to me as Huge Asset to remain rooted with unadulterated objectivity. In emptiness of nothingness survives and prospers the abundance of objectivity...

But then; intellect is also just a small part of this insufficient media of consciousness. This intellectual fabric of ‘reality’ still has to get internalized in and by all seven layers of my consciousness. Even intellectual understanding and acceptance is not easy but it is somehow and somewhat possible; at least peripherally. Internalization of the knowledge of the Reality is hugely tough; if not impossible. Without internalization; nothing stays, everything withers away. This media of consciousness, which is assigned to successfully complete this humungous enterprise, is a very patchy and poor design of evolution. This immensely restrictive and somewhat ‘Scammed’ body-mind plexus, especially the precariously presumptuous Brain States, which ensembles and makes emerge this media of consciousness, probably is not designed to handle such a vastly tough task. Or, probably, the objective, holistic knowledge of reality is too colossal and its true cognition is too massively unsettling for the genius of consciousness to handle successfully. At least; to present a brave and resolved façade to Reality, one needs the strength of evolved Consciousness and Non-Intuitive Cognition to lead the Intellect for a semblance of a battle with Reality. This comes only through painful Internalization of Reality. Given; the milieus, both internal and external, are not only non-facilitative; rather, always presenting the unscrupulous occasions to unsettle and unseat a somewhat undeserving enterprise to hit the poise…

Reality is unraveled in layers and in dimensions. The scientific knowledge and evolved objectivity, which this knowledge installs in consciousness, leads me far beyond my own restrictive cultural mind consciousness. It unravels the Reality about One Life and lays bare the futility and hypocrisy of old-archaic-obsolete cultural ideas about human life and divinity et al. This sure is empowering and helps a lot in optimizing the potential of mind consciousness in understanding holism of reality in its mesmerizing diversity. But, this reality then journeys into a domain where new cognitions of unsettling reality confront the consciousness, for which it is not trained. The untrained mind consciousness has no wherewithal to handle such self-negating and cataclysmic cognitions about the brute objectivity of reality as well as the nothingness of beingness. Years of education and bravery of so-called confidence of worldly attainments and successes fall flat. The mind consciousness needs Knowledge of completely different dimension to facilitate the mind consciousness a chance to stand tall. This knowledge is the ‘personal internalization’ of ‘Information’, through the dialectical process of unlearning-learning-unlearning, powered by the energy of skepticism and self-negation, into all layers of Consciousness. This novel and alternative mind training is purely individual enterprise; nobody helps; nobody can; only Knowledge helps; it alone can…

It is like; when I am stupidly happy and intellectually at peace with my intuitive acceptances; like earth is all that is and the Sun revolves around it, et al; I am in the animalistic domain, where my ‘joys’ as well as ‘pains’ are contexted and sourced from this Primary Cognition. However, when I accept a non-intuitive thinking and start to accept and internalize the objective scientific realities of our planetary system, the galaxies, the black holes, the threshold of universe that is around 90 billion light years apart, et al; the cultural core of my animalistic and intuitive consciousness gets cracked up and begins to melt. The novel cognitions that the new realities begin to install in my now melted old and archaic consciousness creates a new Self or ‘I’ in me. This is unsettling as it shatters the convenience and comfort of my ‘settled’ consciousness and status quoist cognition. But, this is just the beginning.

The progression of new objective scientific knowledge and its mesmerizing journey is orgasmic and addictive. Then comes the catalytic and cathartic realities of quantum world, super string theories, ontology and epistemology of forces, dimensions, energy, sub-particles, et al. More cultural and cognitive walls of my old and archaic consciousness crumble and the nothingness begins to fill in; the vacuum begins to orchestrate the song and dance of its scary oscillations. The journey is infinite… There is no stopping, no short sojourn to rest. The path-breaking knowledge pool of consciousness, through the prism of quantum physics-biology, informatics, neuro-science, microbiology, et al, beckons me and everything that was ‘Me’ or ‘I’, for last many decades, collapses and falls flat. This nothingness, which storms and blows up the old and archaic consciousness and cognition, is hugely vast and tough to handle.

It is humungous enterprise to put this huge and diversified knowledge into a linear and ‘Causal’ perspective for optimum internalization. This internalization, when it happens, is definitively magical and hugely satisfying. But then, it leaves the new Self or ‘I’ in a state of complete non-beingness, for which the brain states and its faculties are not trained beforehand. This mind training to strike peace and poise with the new reality and cognition is hugely challenging. Just when you think, ‘I’ have arrived, new pathways are created and novel journeys shatter your ‘arrived’ pride and possession…

As is known to everyone; Knowledge has similar trajectory of journey and arriving. The first stage of knowledge is hugely Unsettling. When you first know and realize how it is what it is, the primary accrual is consternation and destabilization. Knowledge begins by exposition of problems and troubles in all its dimensions and shades. This is like opening the door and getting blown up by gush of trapped energy of realism. This is unsettling also in the sense that most people get Stuck in the magnitude and Complexities of the first stage of trouble-exposition and begin to look for solace and support from spiritualism, psychology or philosophy to ‘escape’ from the acceptance of the reality. It is another dimension of ‘Ignorance Is Bliss’. Some also develop sense of egoism and pride that they now know the reality and therefore they are Free-Willed to lead their ‘Post-Reality Life’ not bothered by other shades and aspects of reality that others have.

The true journey begins only after this stage. The next stage is unraveling the elements that constitute the vastness and complexities of troubles. This stage of knowledge is the doorstep for arriving at true wisdom. When we persist and keep journeying the knowledge trajectory with innocence and compassion, not allowing ego and escapism to divert the journey ahead, we move onto this next stage of deciphering the genetics of the problems and troubles and Reality in its Entirety. This is the domain of Non-Intuitiveness. As we do this, we come to understand and accept that what we intuitively construed as Problems themselves have elements of Solutions, when perceptioned with a non-intuitive cognition. The Realities of all shades are linked