God's Good Man - Marie Corelli (i want to read a book .txt) 📗

under.’ But there was no temptation to saunter down the paths or across the damp lawn in such weather, and Walden, seated by a blazing fire in his study, with Nebbie snoozing at his feet, was sufficiently comfortable to be glad that no ‘parochial’ duties called him forth just immediately from his warm snuggery. He had felt a little ailing of late—‘the oncoming of age and infirmity,’ he told himself, and he looked slightly more careworn. The strong restraint he had imposed upon himself since he knew the nature of the scandal started by Lord Roxmouth, and the loyal and strict silence he had maintained on the subject that was nearest and dearest to his own heart, had been very trying to him. There was no one to whom he could in any way unburden his mind. Even to his closest friend, Bishop Brent, he had merely written the briefest of letters, informing him that Miss Vancourt had left Abbot’s Manor for a considerable time,—but no more than this. He longed passionately for news of Maryllia, but none came. The only person to whom he sometimes spoke of her, but always guardedly, was Julian Adderley. Julian had received one or two letters from Cicely Bourne,—but they were all about her musical studies, and never a word of Maryllia in them. And Julian was almost as anxious to know what had become of her as Walden himself, the more so as he heard constantly from Marius Longford, who never ceased urging him to try and discover her whereabouts. Which request proved that, for once. Lord Roxmouth had been foiled, and that even he with all his various social detectives at work, had lost all trace of her.

On this particular morning of the opening of the hunting season, Walden sat by the fire reading,—or trying to read. He was conscious of a great depression,—a ‘fit of the blues,’ which he attributed partly to the damp, lowering weather. Idly he turned over the leaves of a first edition of Tennyson’s poems,—pausing here and there to glance at a favourite lyric or con over a well-remembered verse, when the echo of a silvery horn blown clear on the wintry silence startled him out of his semi-abstraction. Rising, he went instinctively to the window, though from that he could see nothing but his own garden, looking blank enough in its flowerless condition, the only bright speck in it being a robin sitting on a twig hard by, that ruffled its red breast prettily and blinked its trustful eye at him with a friendly air of sympathy and recognition. He listened attentively for a moment and heard the approaching trot and gallop of horses,—then suddenly recalling the fact that the hounds were to meet that day at Ittlethwaite Park, he took his hat and went out to see if any of the hunters were passing by.

A wavering mass of colour gleamed at the farther end of the village as he looked down the winding road;—scarlet coats, white vests and buckskin breeches showed bravely against the satiny brown and greys of a fine group of gaily prancing steeds that came following after the huntsmen, the hounds and the whippers-in, and a cheery murmur of pleasant voices, broken with an occasional musical ring of laughter, dispersed for a time the heaviness of the rainy air. Something unusually pleasant seemed to animate the faces of all who composed the hunting train as they came into view,—Miss Arabella Ittlethwaite, for example, portly of bulk though she was, sat in her saddle with an almost mirthful lightness, her good-natured fat face all smiles,—while her brother Bruce, laughing heartily over something which had evidently tickled his fancy, looked more like thirty than sixty, so admirably did his ‘pink’ become him, and so excellently well did he ride. Walden saluted them as they passed, and they gave him a pleasant ‘good-day.’ But,—what was that sudden flash of deep purple, which the fitful sun, peering sulkily through grey clouds, struck upon quickly with a slanting half-smile of radiance? What—and who was the woman riding lightly, with uplifted head like a queen, in the midst of the company, surrounded by all the younger men of the neighbourhood who, keeping their horses close on either side of her, appeared to be trying to outrival each other in eager attentions, in questions and answers, in greetings and hat- liftings, and general exchange of courtesies? Walden rubbed his eyes, and gazed and gazed,anon his heart gave a wild leap, and he felt himself growing deadly pale. Had the portrait of ‘Mary Elia Adelgisa de Vaignecourt’ in Abbot’s Manor come visibly to life?-or was it, could it be indeed,—Maryllia?

He would gladly have turned away, but some stronger force than his own held him fast where he stood, stricken with surprise, and a gladness that was almost fear. The swaying gleam of purple came nearer and nearer, and resolved itself at last into definite shape,- -Maryllia’s face, Maryllia’s eyes! Almost mechanically he half opened his gate as all the hunters went trotting by, and she alone reined in her mare ‘Cleopatra’ and spoke to him.

“How do you do, Mr. Walden!”

He looked up—and looking, smiled. What a child she was after all!— full of quaint vanities surely, and naive coquetry! For her riding- dress was the exact copy of that worn by her pictured ancestress “Mary Elia,’—even to the three-cornered hat and the tiny rose fastened in the bodice which was turned back with embroidered gold revers,—so that the ‘lady in the vi’let velvet’ appeared before him as it were, re-incarnated,—and the pouting lips, sweet eyes and radiant hair were all part of the witch-glamour and mystery! Mastering his thoughts with an effort, he raised his hat in his usual quietly courteous way.

“This is a great surprise, Miss Vancourt!” he said, lightly, though his voice trembled a little—“And a happy one! The villagers will be delighted to see you back again! When did you return?”

“Last night,”—she answered, fixing her frank gaze fully upon him and noting with a sharp little pang of compunction that he looked far from well—“I felt I MUST be here for the first meet of the season! I’ve been staying in an old convent on the Breton coast,— such a dear quaint place! And I think,”—here she nodded her pretty head wisely—“I THINK I’ve brought you enough stained glass to quite finish your rose-window! I’ve been busy collecting it ever since I left here. Gently, Cleo!—gently, my beauty!”—this, as her mare pawed the ground restlessly and sprang forward—“Come and see me to- morrow, Mr. Walden! I shall expect you!”

Waving her gloved hand she cantered off and rejoined the rest of the hunters going on ahead. Once she turned in her saddle and looked back,—and again waved her hand. The sun came out fully then, and sweeping aside the grey mists, ehed all its brightness on the graceful figure in the saddle, striking a reflex of rose from the soft violet riding-dress, and sparkling against the rippling twists of gold-brown, hair,—then,—as she disappeared between two rows of leafless trees,—withdrew itself again frowningly and shone no more that day.

Walden re-entered his house, hardly able to sustain the sudden joy that filled him. He felt himself trembling nervously, and was angry at his own weakness.

“I am more foolish than any love-sick boy!” he said to himself with inward remonstrance—“And God knows I am old enough to know better! But I cannot help being glad she has come home!—I cannot help it! For with her presence it seems to me that ‘the winter is past, the rain is over and gone, the flowers appear on the earth, and the time of the singing of birds is come’! She is so full of life and brightness!we shall know nothing of dull days or gloomy skies in St. Rest if she stays with us,-though perhaps for me it might be wiser and safer to choose the dull days and gloomy skies rather than tempt my soul with the magical light of an embodied spring in winter-time! But I shall be careful,—careful of myself and of her,- I shall guard her name in every way, on my side-and if—if I love her, she shall never know it!”

He resumed his former seat by the study fire, and again took up his volume of Tennyson. And opening the book at hazard, his glance fell on that exquisite ‘Fragment’ which perhaps excels in its own way all the ‘Idylls of the King’—

“As she fled fast thro’ sun and shade, The happy winds upon her play’d, Blowing the ringlet from the braid: She look’d so lovely as she sway’d The rein with dainty finger-tips. A man had given all other bliss, And all his worldly worth for this, To waste his whole heart in one kiss Upon her perfect lips.”

“Quite true!” he said, as he read the lines half aloud, a tender smile lighting up the gravity of his deep thoughtful eyes—“True to the life, so far as the Guinevere of to-day is concerned! But let the simile stop there, John, my boy! Don’t carry it any further! Don’t deceive yourself as to your own demerits! You are nothing but an old-fashioned country parson—a regular humdrum, middle-aged fogey!—that’s what you are!—so, even though you HAVE fallen in love (which at your time of life is a folly you ought to be ashamed of), don’t for Heaven’s sake imagine yourself a Lancelot, John!—it won’t do!”

XXIX

Over the moist ground, and under the bare branches that dripped slow tears of past rain, the brilliant hunting train swept onward, Maryllia riding in the midst, till they came out on a bare stretch of moorland covered with sparse patches of gorse and fir. Here they all paused, listening to the cry of the huntsman in the bottoms, and watching the hounds as they drew up wind.

The eyes of every man present wandered now and again to Maryllia in admiration,—none of them had ever seen her look so lovely, so bright, so entirely bewitching. She was always at her best in the saddle. When she had paid her first visit to America with her uncle and aunt as a girl of sixteen, she had been sent for the benefit of her health to stay with some people who owned a huge Californian ‘ranch,’ and there she learned to ride on horses that were scarcely broken in, and to gallop across miles and miles of prairie, bareheaded to the burning sun, and had, in such pastime, felt the glorious sense of that savage and splendid freedom which is the true heritage of every child of nature,—a heritage too often lost in the tangled ways of over-civilisation, and seldom or never regained. The dauntless spirit of joyous liberty was in her blood,—she loved the fresh air and vigorous exercise, and was a graceful, daring rider, never knowing what it was to feel a single pulse of fear. Just now she was radiantly happy. She was glad to be at home again,—and still more glad that her plans for eluding the pursuit of Lord Roxmouth had completely succeeded. He had been left absolutely in the dark as to her whereabouts. His letters to her had been returned unanswered, through her solicitors, who declined to make any statement with regard to her movements, and, growing weary at last of fruitless enquiry, he bad left England to winter in Egypt with a party of wealthy friends, her aunt, Mrs. Fred Vancourt, being among the number. She owed this pleasing news to Louis Gigue, who had assisted her in her flight from