There's just something about you - Aliii Nicole McMasters (top non fiction books of all time .TXT) 📗

Hey ya'll its skylar jade, im just a normal seventeen year old girl. I don't like to blend in, but its like the more i try to stand out the more and more i blend in. The only aspect of my life that is completely different from the rest of the seventeen year old girl population is that im a virgin. Now a days thats considered as a bad thing by some, and others only wanna take away the only innocence a seventeen year old girl really has left. Now i know what ya'll are thinking a virgin?? Really, how is that possible? She must be really ugly to not have someone take her V-card yet. But let me just tell ya it's possible. As far as the ugly part i'll let you be the judge of that. I have short dark brown hair, light brown eyes, i'm about 5'5 and weigh about 125 pounds. Now relationships have never really been my thing. Some say it's because i live in this fantasy world about what a perfect boyfriend is like, and i won't settle for less. On the other hand i live in a small town where the pickin is limited. Most of the good ones are already taken and all that is left are the immature ones, which is a complete turn off in my eyes. Thats why i always date older guys because their maturity level is higher. I love my friends and family, but they just aren't always there when i need them the most. They always say they will always be there for me, but as soon as i need someone the most they all seem to disappear and im left with noone to talk to. That used to bother me a lot, but over the years i have gotten used to it. In school, im the quiet one that sits in the back and only talks when she is called on, knows all the answers but doesn't dare to raise her hand. And for the most part i prefer it that way or well i used to. Little did i know everything was about to change for me in many different ways.
The man
I have always been a night time person. After school everyday i would wait until it got dark, put sweats a t-shirt or tank top depending on the weather and my black nikes and run to the local park where i would run around the track. I always brought my ipod and never ran with anyone.My music blasting in my ears as each foot tapped the pavement. It was my only way of relaxing and i loved every minute of it. Just knowing that i was alone and noone would bother me. Every once and awhile there would be other people there but that didnt dare interupt my nightly run. Running was my only way of escaping the cruel world. When i run i feel as though stopping isn't even an option.
On this particular night i was craving my nightly run. My whole family was fighting, i failed my chemistry mid-term, and i dropped all of my books in the hall. But i knew it would all be better when i started to run. As i got to the park and started to run i imagined that i was running along the beach, with the warm sun beating against my light skin. Just thinking about the warm sun against my skin ran chills up my spine. The running path was kinda dark towards the end, but this was normal because South Union didn't really bother changing the bulbs in the street lights. As i was nearing the end of the path i ran through the trees as happy as could be, not a worry on my mind. As i began to get a sharp pain in my side (which sometimes happened when i ran for a long time) i slowed down and began to walk. When changing songs i thought i heard someone behind me so i turned around, but i didnt see anyone so i just kept walking. Next thing i knew everything went black and i felt something across my mouth so i couldnt talk. I was being pulled away from behind. Someone was there but i wasnt sure who it was. I then felt someone tie my hands together. They then picked me up, it felt as though they had me other their shoulder. I began to panic i was so shocked i wasnt sure what to do. It seemed like i was in the air forever, but as quickly as i was taken they set me on the cold, snowy ground. He whispered in my ear that everything would be okay and to not worry he wasn't going to hurt me. I wasn't sure what to think. But for some reason i swore i knew that voice from somewhere but i just couldnt remember where. He told me that he was going to help me stand up so he could lay a blanket down because of how cold the ground was. It was weird of how sweet he was being, but just as creepy and scary to not know what was going to happen to me or even who the man was. He did as he said he would he helped me stand up, layed down a blanket and helped me back down. He said that he would shortly take the cloth off of my mouth if i promised to not yell or scream. I felt a tear roll down my face, and his smooth yet rough hand wipe it away. I didnt know what to think who was this man? what did he want? I felt the blanket shift and i knew he sat close beside me.
Our conversation
I felt him remove the cloth from mounth. We sat there in silence. I could feel his eyes watching every move i made. I was too scared to move or try to talk. i then heard him giggle.
"w-wwhats so funny?" i asked as i felt his eyes staring at me.
he giggled again, and answered " you"
i was unsure of what i did that he found amusing, but i was way to scared to ask again.
" what do you want from 'me, i dont have any money or anything" i heard these words pour from my lips.
" Money, money you really think i would go through all this trouble for money, my sweet skylar you must not know me very well"
He knew my name but how? i was determined to find out who was putting me through all of this and what they wanted.
" If you dont want money that what do you want? And how do you know my name, do i know you?"
i had a feeling he was smiling but my constant questions, " My darling this is what i want, just a chance to talk with you, and yes i believe we met once but names arent important at this very moment."
So i did know him, i knew it. But if all he wanted was to talk to me why the blindfold and why did he have to tie my hands together. Not realizing that i was thinking out loud i heard myself speaking the very words that i thought were only in my head. He giggled once more
" If i told you who i was, i doubt you would still be sitting here unless your hands were tied and eyes behind a blindfold."
We talked for hours, or thats at least what it seemed like. I felt so safe and calm talking to him. We talked like we were best friends exchanging stories, and talking about our lives. As i was about to ask for him to take off the blindfold he said " My name is Dallas"
Dallas? I KNOW HIM! he was my sister ali's boyfriends best friend! i knew i knew that voice! But why did he think i wouldn't talk to him, i wondered to myself. i didnt say anything after he told me his name.
"Sooo, you know who i am now, what do you have to say?"
I felt his hand slowly slide up my back, and reach for the blindfold. The way he touched me felt so right.
"Before i take this off, there is something i have to do first, something i've wanted to do for a long time."
Before i could even think about what was going through his mind i felt his soft lips touch mine, his warm breath was so inviting, he backed up really quick. he left me wanting more, as weird as it all seemed i wanted him to kiss me again. I felt his hand on my back again as he apoligized for kissing me. I was still distracted by how great his touch felt. He untied my hands first, then he slowly pulled the blindfold off of my eyes. As soon as i looked at him i no longer wanted to kiss him, i needed to. His face was pale with dark redish brown hair, a little bit of a scruffy beard, his body looked amazing with his light jeans and work boots with a leather jacket and dark gray t-shirt. Our eyes locked on to each other. As i stared into those beautiful light green eyes, i felt myself leaning closer to his face. I noticed he was moving closer also. We kept leaning closer and closer until finally our lips met once again. Our slow passionate kissing soon turned into an intense tongue on tongue, lip biting make-out session
There was just something about the taste of his lips that drove me crazy. When we finally stopped kissing we just looked at each other no words were needed. I never thought i would find someone that was able to drive me as crazy as he did and i've only known him for a short amount of time. Kissing just wasn't enough with him. i didn't just want more i needed more. As i looked at him he must have noticed the hungry look in my eyes. Because he held my face and we began to kiss again but this time he layed me down and slowly climbed on top of me. He began to kiss my neck slowly but passionately. It was one of the best feelings in the world. He began to move down my neck. He stopped for a moment and looked up at me and asked "Are you sure you want to do this we can stop if you want, i don't want to make you do anything you dont want to do, please skylar just think about it, i dont want you to regret it" I felt so pleased knowing that he actually cared enough that he asked how i felt, nobody ever does that. " Dallas, i think it is so sweet that you cared enough to ask me how i felt and you make me feel safe and even though i've only known you for a short amount of time i feel as though i've known you forever, and i want to do this" He smiled and began kissing me again. I was nervous and excited at the same time. He stopped kissing me again and grabbed my hand and whispered in my ear and said " Let's go to my house its warmer, you can spend the night if you would like" I agree to go because it started to snow even harder. Dallas didnt live that far from the park when we got to