My crush,Shawn mendes - Arfa Alim (pdf e book reader .TXT) 📗

"A teen girl named Lauren has celebrity crush who is famous singer name SHAWN mendes.He didn' even know if any Lauren exist yet but as the time goes and luck brings them together.  " 

*NOTE* Guys if you liked this story give it some love and comment below and if this story will reach at good rate in my point of view than get ready for its part 2 book* (wink wink) 

 Hi my name is lauren.Iam 15 years old and used to have a hard crush on shawn mendes ,Iam his die hard fan like literally I have posters on my walls all of him,I follow him everywhere on social media! And Iam completely crazy about him! I LOVE his music ,his music is like smoohing and warm lovable feelings ull ever get  (His album is dropped and ian going crazy thats all) *Omg omg SHAWN just drops his new song *in my blood* OMG Iam gonna listen it now! I swear it' awesome .I knew that it would be ! IAM DYING OMG it' amazing.-------I always think and day DREAM about shawn mendes but I never  see him in real life in fact I never even went to his concerts cause the country I live in is a little poor and shawn never visit this country so and I never travel  outside my country,I waste my whole days and nights about imagining and dreaming and thinking about him but in reality he don't even know if any Lauren like me exist.This makes me turn into a sad person cause the person I LOVE most don't even know me and can't love me, this HURT me and my feelings ..*this is like a one sight crush feeling duh.

*Author* as you saw how our Lauren is crazy about him and what she thinks about him but wait luck has something in his plan so let's continue ..

 So today I came from my school, I have just finished my engish paper,i totally aced  it well now I am doing cover  of song on my youtube channel , as my youtube fans are eagerly waiting for my new COVER (she upload covers of songs on youtube and she is very good at singing too) , *after one hour* I had done shooting and singing my COVER , I sang Ruin song by shawn  mendes with guitar ,ya know when you are true fan of shawn mendes lol lemme check my email .*OMG omg* I can't believe my youtube channel has  recognized me after many years. Many people and youtube community well they invited me to the biggest youtube event and award show where every famous celebrities and youtubers will  come like shawn mendes, justin bieber ,arinaa grande, liza koshy.... Omg i cant believe iam going to meet them , i cant believe my dream is going to be true omg let me tell my parents*(,My parents always supported me and happy for me at that time.)They said that they are very proud of me but they advice me to be consious and be smart at that time cuz some people there will HATE you there no matter what cuz haters always hate so don't get yourself sad and be confident and don't give any praprazi a reason to roast you well...( after half an hour they finished talking thank god.)

 It was finally a time and that day finally came , I about to go at event,I was excited and kinda nervous at same time cause it was my first experience that I was going out all ALONE and on my foot.Usually I was a parent girl , ialways went with parents  so i was feeling scared and I was imagining all the the thousands of famous people there whom I really love so and I was kinda nervous.

(after getting ready i sat in my car for attending that big show) finally after riding one hour in my car, it was time where I need to go on spotlight and show people what I got , as I stepped out of my car I saw a camera flashing over  my eyes , people with brilliant and fashionable dresses on and it was like full unique world  I've ever seen , I can also see there thousands of fans screaming there behind at fan area. I was feeling so nervous at that time like YALL feel when u go to present your topic in front of all people in school lol,  so media and praprazi was there too, one girl came to me and began to take my interview on carpet , I was feeling so nervous at that time but somehow I handle it with confidence and grace and I finished it, after it was a time for award show , everyone there took there seats and you won't believe what I saw alot of my favourite celebrities were there , it was time I was losing my control and wanted to go near them and hug them tightly like a crazy fan, I somehow tried to control my craving for meeting my favourite celebrities cuz I was also kinda celebrity there as a well known youtube star but worst of all I saw shawn mendes, My crush, My world my everything coming right there  ,as he came ,all the cameras paid attention to him,when camera flash on him,his kin glow even more than before and he was surrounded by body guards all around as he was famous so he grab everyone attention but as he was walking with all this glam,one thing i noticed and felt that he was comming closer in my direction ,my heart started to shake ,and he litreally came close to me and sat beside my  seat in row (actually that seat was booked by his name) , I was kinda internally screaming and dreaming out at that time ,I was not believing since he sat on my right side chair,,i started to stressed out ,i was sweating like someone tried to put me in the shower and then suddenly bad moment came where I just didn' control and ran towards him , I went and without saying any word to him I just hugged him tightly so that I realize it was all real (i just wanted to feel that real golden moment) than I  was like  about to kiss him in front of all but some how he pushed me away , I was like literally so into him that I couldnt  care about people around me at all, all I could see at that time was his charming face and i was like lost in that but as he pushed me I come back in my  reality phase/zone suddenly, I realize that it was not a fairy tale but it was a damn real live award show with paparazzi.So  and  people were staring at me and laughing at me , all cameras were recording my footage and everyone was focusing like i snached everyones attention  , it was like a embarasing moment I can ever felt cuz I was in a live television show with millions of people watching , i felt like i have done avery wrong thing and i was feeling emotionless at that time like i was about to cry so I literally ran out of that place to wash room.I stand there in front of camera and my face was all red and I was bout to cry but thank God I stepped at washroom at right time so that nobody could watch my ugly crying face, I was crying unstop alone in washroom but than I settle my mind cuz it was a not right time to cry so I redo my makeup and step agan in the hall like nothing happened , obviously everyone was looking at me in a embarasing mode ,it was like the cringey and woest moment seriously but as the time passed ,people got busy in thier own things so it was like better but paparazzi was still not shut and also my confident attitude turned them all down and everything was settle after a moment , I took my seat where shawn was sitting above me , My skin was still tiching me when I saw him but I tried to be a normal person after and hours award Show was over and guess what obviously shawn mendes won artist of the year , nothing new I knew that lol , but from YOUTUBERs award thing liza koshy had won and i was  not feeling envious at all cause she deserve that and that's all but I was still feeling proud and honoured to be at that place.After award show they held a after party for us where every celebrity came and I was feeling normal at that time not like a freaking weird crazy fan cause maybe I was kinda used to that surrounding well obviously everyone was talking about that my embarasing moment and I literally can't stand that so I went to BAR to take a shot, I saw shawn sitting there drinking something , I  immediately felt a little nervous when i saw him and than i decided to go away from that placebut he somehow  took my hand from back and pushed me towards him as I return I was shocked but i didnt let me to show this from my face , he smiled at me so beautifully and told me to sat down and i was so lost at that