true love - mrs. chartres dixon (best new books to read TXT) 📗

This all started over 17 years ago, when this single mom made a really big move. in 1993 Kenya decided to take her 2 girls, start a new life, and get to know the one she left behind as a child, so Texas here we come and any one that knew her knew nothing could stop her from making this decision. As she was growing up love had not been so good to her mom ,so as you can tell so far she didn’t believe that love was true only coming family members because this is what she witnessed every time her MOM thought it was safe to love and trust, mind you Kenya was born in Texas and was moved to New York do to the same loveless situation ,you could see the toll it would take on her mom each time she trusted a man and that was maybe every other year are ,keeping great space in between to recover from the abuse. At this point in life she’s doubting love, along with any man that said those words(i love you),so Celibacy was the next step until her husband finds her as his wife ,at this time of course she’s believing in the LORD above and what the good book says because you cannot think your life will end up with the same results as others(common sense),the good book says,(he who finds a wife finds favor in the lord),as you can see she learned to have faith from the start with all the negativity around her concerning this word love. In in Kenya’s childhood she witness her mom being physically and mentally abused just because the Man works to bring home the money and are Kenya and her family lived in their home , Her mom did all the things Kenya even thought she could do as a good wife and good mom but yet with these men it only made their heads big as people say and they forget that her mom was even there let alone Kenya and buffy her little brother, that led Kenya to believe that trusting in the Lord is the only place you could be loved other than her mom ,however that would all change when she was introduced to a man that was stuck in the same frame of mind as she ,He was looking for his wife and He said that Kenya was the one ,of course Kenya still doubted the whole love thing, that’s when she learned all the love she was taught by her mom ,and all the abuse that she witnessed and hated had taken a toll on her as well because she failed and became the monsters she hated because of the way she witnessed her mom being treated she couldn't believe she had caused some one that same pain that she'd always say she didn't want to ever happen to any woman, Kenya cheated something she was not proud of, this mistake would take 6 years to fix not Kenya but GOD ,she just knew she had lost the one who would truly love her forever, and the price would be long ,hard, and drawn out for her and her kids as those 6 years slowly crept by, and she learned to ask for forgiveness and for this Man back her and her kids life ,this would become her daily bread no matter what was going on she wouldn't let go of God until she knew He had forgiven her, She knew that she would need to make this right with GOD before anything would give and surprisingly things did change a bit so Kenya decided to take a chance and i guest you can say God does soften and harden hearts ,because she believed him and still do 16 years today. In her mom's life the doubt of a good man was still real and a good man didn't exist ,however her mom was and always has been a strong black women all around no matter how love was displayed towards her, her love only grew stronger with her kids, like and catholic that falls with a drink she never let her kids feel the fall, even though they always seen everything because they we're always watching their mom, and as Kenya and buffy grew older they grew even more protective over their Mom knowing what these men we're capable of, Kenya always wondered did men like that have any females in their families ,because as a child she thought those men wouldn't want their family members in the same abusive situation ,well Kenya was told at the age of 11 years that all men we're dogs and weren’t to be trusted far as u could chunk a truck, what that meant at the age of 11,it meant nothing but more wondering, see Kenya’s mom loved so hard that they loved people and we're compassionate and helpful whenever they could afford it, Kenya remembered when she was a kid on Brooklyn streets her brother and she would bring all their friends home especially the ones they knew needed and shared their last and never look back are measured ,and their mom was always okay with it as long as everyone ate it all, all their friends loved their mom ,but their friends didn't know sometimes that love came in the form of a belt ,all out of love ,she would say remember who your representing when your outside or school, ME(mom),so be on your best behavior and a whipping went with it if you didn't understand, their mom only said things once to them ,because their mom took every day in its stride around their well-being ,she always said u only get one mom so treat her right. True Love had finally found this fragile heart and mended every crack in it, so if you’re in doubt Trust in the LORD because TRUE LOVE DOES exist, ALL prayers do to GOD, for He’s our true love.

Publication Date: 12-26-2010

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