First lie - Mush . (life changing books to read .TXT) 📗

Here I am staring at the ceiling of my room exhausted from life and our useless existence .because in the end I realized that we go round and round in a circle until the day we pass away .just like when they told us in school that the rain occurs due to the waters evaporates to steam in summer then to rain again and the wild life when the cows eat grass and the predators eat them then die and the ground eat them and the same circle happens again and again .

Well its not something new actually most of us knows that but adapting to this fact isn't easy .

we cant do nothing about it but we have our choice to make difference in our own lives and.. oh shit its half past seven and I am late I kept thinking about this for half an hour .

That's me someone who think a lot about things big or small important or not and what make it worse that I keep it all to my self without sharing , quickly I dressed up to black blue jeans and a pink t-shirt then i did my hair with my hand in ten seconds randomly ,I am not from that kind who gives too much attention to their hair because I l don't like over reacting and over caring to things .

 it sucks plus its beautiful that way or that's what I think and that what really matters by the way ,I am extra late so lets go to school ,oh how rude of me I didn't tell you about myself yet ,but u know what I will postpone it for now so don't be in a hurry and don't think too much ,its not a big deal after all ,I am in the last year in high school ,well that makes me 18 ,I reached the school breathing less as usual , that's why the pink t-shirt had written on it. I went to my new locker and found out that the stupid damn locker doesn't open which made me super late "this day is getting better and better " I said that loud and heard that a girl passing by me laughing .i looked at her and found out that she was beautiful although that bothered me but she was hot but since I am not interested in relationships , I am not keen on ever having a girlfriend ,oh don't get me wrong I am not a homosexual or insane, I bit that u are confused right now .

 u think I am a girl from my clothe and that pink t-shirt but actually I am one hundred percent a boy and a handsome one too , with a black silky hair and a dark brown eyes with a nice shape and a white skin , but without mush abs because I am busy when it com to gym but i am still handsome THAT'S WHY I told you not to think too much , by the way I do have crushes but never express my feeling to any one plus I have enough shit in my life that keeps me away from having a random life so I looked at her and narrowed my eyes in both a sexy and scary way I don't know how to explain it but that's how it works and indeed her laughing was gone and replaced with silence and suddenly my locker opened and now I was the one who was smiling middle finger bitch, with that I took my books and headed to my first class which was mathematics .

Have u heard before about math magicians , those who are extraordinary with calculations and numbers and can make u say wow about what they are capable of doing, like calculating which day in the wake you were born in from your birth date or which day will be in January 1 for any year in the twenty first century but lets postpone that for later and again don't think to much and ah going back to my first worse math class in this year.

 when I was going in I saw that girl from earlier again , she was in a hurry , I guess and was walking towards the class and in that moment I knew she was late like me, great. When I walked I didn't look to the teacher until he said "good afternoon Mr/ wilson i think that you are a bit early, don't u ?" there are these times when you really are too keep your mouth shut but you don't and that's what I said "well mr /Watson I had my circumstances such as . before u ask me , my car broke , I didn't found a cab or a bus , my locker didn't open ,and..." and in that exact moment she came in "and before you say its not your business I am not the only one who is late, am not I ? mr watson" well I lied but who cares . 

definitely the teacher got shocked because he looked at me and her from under his glasses and said "welcome MRS/styles I expect to see u and MR/Wilson after school" she was about to protest but before she said anything I said "gladly" looking at hear with a smirk in my face , she looked at me sending daggers to every single peace of me which I ignored and went to my seat and she was behind me , I sill felt those daggers from here all the class .

After the class I packed my things ready to leave I was stopped when she taped at my shoulder and said "now my last first day at high school was ruined by you mr/Wilson"I noticed that she looks wonderful when I was close to her ,so I decided it wont be the last time , I teased "its just the beginning mrs/styles, and now excuse me lady "I said that bowing my head a little with that I left her both irritated and astonished . 

 I went to my locker to bring the biology book that I hate ,such a stupid subject that needs memorizing a lot and what make it worse that I hate its teacher too but it's a necessary evil so I cant do nothing about it , I went to the class and sat down in the last desk in the corner to guarantee my safe distance  I was about to put my head phones but I saw that girl again siting in the middle and apparently she liked biology  when the class started she asked questions and made notes , I smiled when I had an idea to use that against her , I am going to make her toter me . indeed after class I told the teacher my false problem and how badly I needed to be toutered by her ,"I cant force her to touter and I don't even know if you are honest with me " he said . honestly I didn't expect it to be easier so I argued "well if I convinced her, will u accept it " eventually he accepted .after that was the sports class and the idea how to convince her about that which I knew it will be hard ,well I hate football coz it's a tiring game but I like volleyball and with my moderated height I was perfect at it .

Mrs/styles pov

Great my day was ruined by this stupid handsome boy ,oh god why I am thinking about him positively ,this ass ruined my mood ,OMG I am still thinking about him "Alia ,aliaa ,aliaaa ..."I was cut off my thoughts by my friend ledya "what the hell you are thinking about dummy" she asked irritated ,well I cant say that I was mad at someone who I didn't even know his name "nothing " I said she raised an eyebrow for me not buying it but I quickly changed the subject telling her " lets go " where "

"any where"I answered before she completes then she looked at me smiling "lets watch the boys while they are playing and maybe you could find anyone interesting and stop being this shyly girl" she is kind of right I am not a talkative person and I am not lucky with relationships either but whatever "I hate football "I said ,she looked at me tired from me but then she said "who said that we will watch football" I looked at here confused "then what"

"just come "she said ,after minutes of walking in our big school we reached the volley ball field ,it was both big and fascinating and everything was clean and shining .

I didn't believe that I didn't know about this place before "since when you have been coming here "I asked her "since forever "she said and added "but since you never accept my invitation to any kind of sports ,u don't know about it" honestly she is right about that too ,duh I am very tiered already "come and sit "she said

There are these times when you have a bad day and it keeps getting worth and worth until u say that" this day cant get any worth "that's exactly what I did and in this exact moment I heard noise in the field like something big had happened

Indeed something big has happened but not as u think actually its as what I think I saw him that handsome annoying boy playing professionally which was weird coz he doesn't appear to be a gymnastic boy but here he is playing like with a real talent ,I hate to admit it but the way he plays and how confident he is ,he was HOT ,but if he had some abs and a nice six back ,surly he would be breath taking

OH god just thinking about him made me both blushed and confused , why the hell on earth I am thinking about him "who is he?" I asked ledya " I don't know maybe no one "my friend here is aware of every boy in our school due to she is beautiful and popular she was capable of dating only the hot guys unlike me l hate popularity but I am pretty damn sexy though so when she said that I didn't buy it and what assured me from how he played he was more than no one "apparently he is more than anyone " I teased "do you know his name "I asked "no , I never noticed him before" I heard the other players calling him oly as an abbreviation to his name "apparently he has a name too ,popular one actually "I teased her more with a smirk on my face this time , now she was both irritated and mad at my an unexpected behavior "I thought u hated sport" she added , indeed I hate it what is wrong with me and why this stranger affected my mood like that " lets leave "I said standing up and talking last glance at him and it was like a universal coincidence coz he looked at my direction and at me exactly ,in that moment when our eyes met I felt it like years ,his black sparkling eyes and unique smile made my temperature go skyrocket and of course my face too quickly I looked away taking a deep breath , what is wrong with me "are you okay ?" ledya asked I really don't know "no I am fine " I replied "you were but when he looked at you , some thing changed " omg she saw us "what ,I don't know him " I said pretending my ignorance "duh