Could My Life Get Any Worst? - Ali Hernandez (intellectual books to read TXT) 📗

I'm walking to my lunch table with my lunch in hand when all of a sudden i get pushed from behind and i fall flat on my face with my food scattered all over the floor of the cafeteria. Ignoring the laughter coming from multiple tables, i got up and looked where i use to be standing and there she was Cassandra Planque, she was one of those types of people that thought that being mean made a person popular. This started Just this year because in the summer my family and i went to a party and my parents got drunk so they asked me to drive because my older sister,Samantha, was to tired to drive. I thought it would be okay cause i had my permit for two years already so i agreed, but it was also raining. So it was me in the drivers seat, my dad in the passenger seat, my mom, Samantha, my little sister, Clarissa (who was four) where all in the back seat. The ride so far was going pretty good and we were just a couple of blocks away form our house now. then all of a sudden through the windshield wipers i saw a cat a couple a feet away and not only would she do that to me every single week but her "crew" would also make my life torture to not only at school but out of it to. i used to have a boy friend that i met out of school( i dared not have someone i knew at school be my boyfriend because Cassandra would always mess it up for me) at the movies and one day we were walking towards a cafe and what do you know Cassandra and her crew comes walking down the street. The next day he broke up with me.they would do anything to make me constantly angry and depressed and i am getting sick of it. That's when i thought why not just end all the pain and suffering.I decided as soon as i got out of school i would take an overdose of my depression pills and end my life right when I got home since my mom wont be home until later. People wouldn't believe that I would do something like this Because they all think I'm a perfect child That does everything right and nothing wrong. Everyone who meets me thinks this because i always have mask on that says " I'm so happy, i feel loved and cared for by my friends and family" but in fact its thew total opposite i don't feel loved or cared for by my friends or even my family . I just feel ignored and lonely that's it.

Publication Date: 02-11-2012

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Dedication:
To my friends and family who ignore me