Sinning in L.A - Kezia Q (free ebook reader for ipad txt) 📗

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“Katheriiineee??! ? “– said my best friend Trisha, knocking in my door’s room – “ Kath, I’ve been looking for you, you don’t pick up my calls and don’t answer my messages, what’s going on...???KATHHH” – She screamed
“What you want ?“- I asked in a ruthless tone, while opening the door, waiting for a response - “I cant believe, you are still upset, because I went to Gina’s party” –she said, in a mercy look in her eyes “I already told you I hate that girl, after all she’ve done to me, she’s mean, you know that”- I said rolling my eyes –“Sorry , I went there just because I’m into Peter, I didn’t go because I like her, I was in a secret date with Peter”- Peter was Trisha’s crush since our first day of the senior year in high school, we would graduate soon, so she was working hard to convince Peter to date her, before college-“I know that, I’m upset, but it’s not about this, i’m just sad because, Georgetown didn’t accept me,I received the letter some days ago, I’m so sad, and kinda jealous of you, at least you have a college to go to, well me…You know”- I said looking AT both of us in the mirror- “Oh girl, is that what is making you uncomfortable? Don’t be sad, you know, besides Washigton D.C is far away from North Dakota, and your mom needs you, more than never, it is not the end, you can try in another college around here” – she said holding my left hand –“It is easy for you to say, you don’t have an addicted mom, sitting in your couch, moreover, your college is in LA, next to the beach, you know, look how perfect this is, you gonna left me, I’ve been working a lot, since my dad left, he just sends some money when he thinks I need, well, I need it, now, but where is my father? Uh? It is all her fault, she didn’t’ want to change, she’s miserable, and I hate this situation, I’m gonna be here to clean up my mom’s mess, while you are having your medicine classes, hanging out with some of your classmates and having fun at beaches, I’m pissed, this life sucks, I hate It, yeah it is just that .”-Crying I sat in my bed trying to regain my breath-Drying my tears she stared at me and said- “keep calm, everything’s gonna be alright, God’s gonna help you, you are winner with college or without it, I love you the same way also does your mom, even you don’t believe it, she’s just having a phase.”- “I don’t know what to do. I’m broken, my family is broken, I thank God I don’t have brothers or sisters, they would suffer.”

3 months later, graduation has come

I was in Trisha’s house, we were getting ready together, she would do my hair and my makeup and I would do the nails, Trisha also invited Naomi and Ashley, they were nice girls, we both like them, I was really excited with my graduation.
My mom would come, after almost having an overdose , she was 2 months clean from any drugs she’s been doing, it made me happier, everything looked perfect, even my boyfriend Brad would come, he was 5 years older than me , we were dating for 2 months and a half, I met him when I was at the hospital with my mom, we had an instant connection, he was mixed , his honey complexion was stunning, beautiful smile, dark-greened eyes, taller than me, I was 5’3 and he was 6’1, he had a great body, a lot of muscle to look at , we were happy together . Everything looked so perfect, It has been a long time since the last time I felt this way about my life, my dad couldn’t come, because his wife was sick, but he told me he would make it up to me .
Trisha was looking for some foundation to match with my color, since I was 2 shades lighter than her, she was stunning in that dress, her body was just like mine, big booty and breasts, no belly, we used to work all together, well when I used to have some money for me, everything I do is work all day, I was 1 year older than her, because I went to school later, it was funny. All girls were gorgeous, it is a pity that some people will not be able to see our beautiful outfits, because we all are going to use that robe.
We were almost ready to go to the limo that Trisha’s dad had booked for all us we were laughing, singing and acting like crazy when we were together, and we had a lot of fun, I even forgot all my problems I was going through in the past.

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The first person I saw there was my beloved mother, even though, she wasn’t the perfect mom, she was the only one I had, my mom. She was addicted in pills, because of her depression, she couldn’t stand, but take the pills, every time she felt sad or upset, it became an obsession, she’s better now and I’m happy, I never hated her, I hated the situation, she was my mother and I loved her with all my soul, I would do anything to help her, even though I was rough with her sometimes, I just wanted her happiness. – “Hey Honey, you are so beautiful, today is your day, my little baby, time passed so quickly, I love you baby, I’m proud of you. ”- She said, staring deeply in my eye globe, she hugged me and made me remember how much I was loved-”Thanks Mom, I’m proud of you too.”- I said before walking to my seat.
Gena was the orator, I pretended I wasn’t listening to her speech, I didn’t like her, because she spread personal things about my mother and I , she could spread rumors about me, but not about my momma, after all that B*tch kissed the guy I liked in high school, she used him to make me feel like shit, she was cheerleader, skinny, white, tall, blonde, blue eyes, and no boobs, she was all popular I was just one more kid at school, but somehow guys looked at me, maybe she was just jealous or she hated me for no reason. When our graduation was over I was looking for Brad, I couldn’t find him, I called him, he told me he couldn’t make it, because his boss asked him to stay 3 more hours, I was upset, but I just chilled out, my friends and I went to Pretzels now , It was too funny, we all laughed and had a great night, we wanted to go to some dance club, but in my city the nicest place to go was Pretzels now, the best restaurant to meet people and hang out, I’m not saying this because I worked there, but it was good, then Brad sent me a message, my phone buzzed:
                            Hey baby, I miss you, I need to see you, now
                           Can you meet me in front of
                          5 Season’s motel, please.
                                           -Brad
I went to 5 Season’s motel, he was so handsome standing there waiting for me so patiently, I walked in front of him and kissed him tenderly, I hugged him “What is this ? is everything ok?” – he asked –“yes, it is”- I said, looking him in the eyes –“Baby, I booked a room for us, we are going to spend the night together”- “What? What I’m gonna tell to my mom ”-I said with fear in my eyes- “Baby, she will not mind, just tell her you are in Trisha’s house, just chill, it is just a little lie, little lies are not sin, come on ”-he said, trying to convince me-“ok , I’m gonna chill, let’s go to our room.” I was fearing , I knew what would happen to me this night, I would lose my virginity with Brad, I don’t know how it feels , I was nervous, freaking out and sweating, while he was happy with a bragging walk, he didn’t know I was a virgin , I kept this just for me-“BABY? Are you there?”-he asked, looking at me, breaking my tension and all my crazy thoughts “Yeah baby”, the room was nice, not 5 stars, but cozy.
He started kissing me, making me feel in the heavens, he kissed my neck, giving me chills from the top of my head to the soles of my feet, he took off my dress, kissed my each breast and tried to open my bra- “STOP, I can’t do this, it is too soon”-I said in a ruthless tone,- “If not now, then when? Baby, stop, let’s do it, we both want this so hard, I can feel you are all turned on, stop being so old fashion about it, I’m taking you up to heaven, you will not regret, come on, ”-he said, putting his hands on my breasts-“I guess, you want this more than I do, you didn’t tell me if I wanted to come to this place to have sex, you just made the decision for yourself, I need to go ”- I dressed up and went away, he came behind me, but I told him to leave me.

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I went home and my dad was there arguing with my mom about something, when I went in the living room they stopped talking to each other immediately, I ran and hugged my dad, I loved him and I missed him, he was tall, he used to play basketball at school, he picked me up from the floor, but