Made for me - Kelly81415 (easy books to read .txt) 📗

Explanations

What would you do if you we're stuck in a love triangle and once you decided which one you wanted to be you will never be aloud to change your mind? Welcome to my life also if I don't take a potion once a week I turn back into a wolf pup with fangs. Yeah I'm half vampire half werewolf. When I am in my human form I am a fourteen year old girl(in reality I am eight but I matured to a fourteen year old) I have dirty blond hair like my dad that is naturally curly,but I usually straighten it so it will look wavy. I have golden green eyes and when I'm hungry my fangs pop out. Seth and Thomas are always near me I swear I have seen them in their wolf forms outside from my window at night. I have known they have an imprint on me,but they don't try to make me feel weird even though Seth is eighteen and Thomas is 25. The new chief told me I have to pick one of them by next week and during that time they are going to try to win me over.

Do I love you?

"Rose Thalia you are to stay with then for the week Thomas will take you to his home tonight." informs my mother. "Yes mother may I go get some clothes?" I ask. "Here she already packed you a bag and here is your backpack." my father announces handing me my bags. I smile and take them. I wave and then Thomas comes over and my parents glare at him. "Are you ready to go Thail" he asks using my nickname. "Yes Thomas." I say in a bitter tone. As soon as we were out of their line of view he turns toward me. "Sorry for the bitterness just an act for them like my perfect daughter act. You know your one of my best friends." I apologize. "I want to be more than your friend." he whispers. Well that would never happen I am kind of dating Seth. "Well that's why I'm here I suppose." I answer. "He sighs,"Here give me those they look heavy." I beam at him"Thanks." I smile. "Thail I know you like Seth and I'm ok with that in fact if you want to go over to Seth's that's okay we can go and I'll just watch T.V. or something." he decides. I look up at him to judge his expression. "Serious?" I confirm. He nods. I smile and nod. He drives me to Seth's house and when Seth opens the door he gives us a confused expression. "I know she would rather spend the day with you,so I thought I'd bring her over her and let her. I'll be back at eight." Thomas explains then leaves. "Would you like to come in Rose?" Seth asks using his nickname for me. I nod and he wraps his arm around my waist leading me to the couch. I lean onto him and smile. He captures my lips and sighs when I hesitate "Should I be worried that there is a slim chance you won't pick me?" Seth asks. "I don't know." I whisper. "I guess I'll just have to eliminate any doubt." he decides pulling me onto his lap. "Rose forget the concuil for a minute pretend that they didn't tell you anything pretend we are back in time right after one of our dates and you had no doubt that we were in love if I had asked you to marry me then would you have?" he whispers. I nod. "Then there shouldn't be any doubt about us." "I get that Seth and I'm not saying that I'm saying what if I leave him heartbroken he's my best friend I don't want to hurt him." I explain. He nods understandingly and wraps his arms around me he wonders,"Does that mean you want me to stop?" I shake my head and lean against his chest and close my eyes. I know I will cause one of them pain,but which can I stand to lose?

Can I live without you?

Seth's point of view


I don't want to trouble her anymore,so I just continue to rub her back. Pretty soon I hear her breathing get heavier as she fell asleep. I carry her up to my bed and cover her up then step outside to call Thomas. After a bit of arguing he agrees to allow her to stay the night. When I walk back into my room she was crying and shaking. "Rose you okay?" I murmur. No answer. "Rose?" I ask again starting to panick. Then I saw her eyes were still closed. A nightmare. I sit down on the bed and shake her lightly. when she wakes up she tries to hit me,"Get away! Seth! Thomas! Help!" she shrieks. I wrap my arms around her,"Calm down Rose it was only a nightmare." I sooth. She quits moving,"Seth?" she demands softly. "Yes my sweet?" I ask. "Nothing just confused had a nightmare." she admits burying her face in my chest. "Want to tell me about it?" I ask. She shakes her head. "Are you hungry? I'll fix you something if you are." I offer. She nods slowly. "What would you like?" I ask. "Anything." she sighs. "Okay just relax I'll come get you when it's ready." I whisper. Before I could get up my presses her lips to mine. I close my eyes and stroke her cheek. After a moment she pulls away. "I need to go." she whimpers. "Want me to drive you somewhere?" I offer. She shakes her head,"No I need....... to go somewhere by myself and think." "No you can't go by yourself you know that." I remind. "I promise I'll be careful I just.......need to be alone." she pleads. I shake my head it hurt my heart to deny her something,but this was for her own good. "Seth." she whimpers. I whimper.She knows that if she really wants something I have to give it to her. "Rose please don't make me agree to this just stay here and let me take care of you." I beg. "Thats all you two ever do just......Lay off!" she screams at the end. "Rose I don't care if this makes you hate me as long as it keeps you safe." I growl holding her down. "NOW I SAID NO!" "I hate you." she whimpers her eyes filling with tears. I sigh,"I'm sorry I just don't want you to get hurt please forgive me." I lie down waiting for a reply. Measuring each word she decides,"I want Thomas to come get me I don't want to be here anymore." I nod slowly. "I'll go call him." I promise. I hear her crying even after I leave the room. "Thomas I messed up," I confess,"she doesn't want to be here anymore she wants.....you." Thomas growls,"I'm on my way if you hurt her I swear I'll kill you."

Just a shoulder to cry on?

Rose Thalia's P.O.V.


"Where is she Seth?" growls Thomas. A few minutes later he walks in and sees me crying. He sits down and wraps his arms around me,"What's wrong Thail?" I whimper,"Seth scared me he was yelling I don't wanna be near him anymore I think he might hurt me." "You can stay with me." he murmurs. I nod I don't think I have ever been to his house before.
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I walk into his house and realize he lives alone. I sit down on the couch and he sits down next to me. "Thomas...." I break off embarrassed. "Go on you can tell me." he encourages. "I was going to ask you if you could......... hold me like Seth does." I admit. Without a second thought he pulls me onto his lap and winds his arms around my waist. "Does this make you uncomfortable I mean I am twenty." he asks. I shake my head and look up at him. "Thomas can I take a walk by myself for a little bit I need time to think." I ask have expecting him to yell at me like Seth did. "Of course just don't go to far it's almost dark." he replies. He isn't as possessive as Seth is. "Thank you." I whisper. I walk out of the house thinking about my dream. I dreamt that Seth was hurting me and Thomas tried to save me and they both got hurt. I suddenly feel very hungry and start walking back to the house. When I walk into the house I see Thomas and Seth arguing. "Well maybe if you wouldn't make her so afraid to ask anything of you she might not have to think twice about choosing you." Thomas yells. "Well maybe if you quit cuddling her every time she didn't get what she wanted she might be able to think for herself." Seth screams. "Quit talking about her like that!" Thomas demands. "Oh please you don't love her you just want to take something else from me isn't it enough you took my mom and my sister!" Seth growls. "Seth get out of here." I demand. They turn around noticing me for the first time. "Come on you