Dear, Mr. Costello. - Ariana Lomeli (feel good books .txt) 📗

him in confusion. "Jeff and Ash are downstairs giving him a beating."He said. I nodded. He took my hand and I instantly began to feel better. I looked down at my arms. There were no more cuts where they had been and my face felt better. We descended downstairs holding hands. "Guys come on. Ashley and Jeff take her car."Blake said. "Nobody touches my baby without permission."I said.   "It's okay I'm all yours."He said. "Real funny but you know what I mean."I said. "Fine. You guys take my car."Blake said handing Jeff his keys. Blake drove my car. He was the only person to drive my car because I trusted him not to mess up my baby.

****At Blake's second house****

Blake came to open my door and helped me out. Honestly I didn't need help,but I liked the way he looked into my eyes. "Welcome to mi casa."He said. A car pulled up behind us. I looked to see Blake's car which meant Ashley and Jeff. I looked towards his house. It was at least ten times bigger than my last house. "You can stay here for however long you want to."Blake said. I looked towards him and smirked. I wrapped my arms around his neck. "Are we taking that next step, Mr. Costello?"I asked sarcastically. "Yes. Yes we are Ms. Monroe."He said. He leaned down and was about to kiss me but a throat cleared behind us. "Yeah, well were gonna sleep here for tonight. G'night Blake, Night Juliet."Jeff said. I nodded and said "Goodnight." also. Once I made sure Ashley and Jeff were inside I tackled Blake to the floor. Whilst kissing him like never before. After I was done kissing him I held his face in my hands and looked at him with so much love in my eyes. "I don't know how you found me, but I'm thankful for that. So, thank you Blake. I love you."I said. He smiled widely. "I love you too Jules."He said. That night we made love outside on dirt and rocks. Yeah, I guess you could say we were freaks because we were too lazy to go inside on a bed. But, we didn't fall asleep outside. After our love making we went inside and took a shower together, which led to more love making and hot water turning into cold water.

****Two Weeks Later****

I was sitting in Blake's English class right now and I've come to learn that most of this school is part of Blake's pack meaning they were wolves and some would bow down to me in respect because I was their Luna. Hell, the principal was a werewolf. But,this morning after breakfast with Blake, Ashley, and Jeff I became sick. I threw up everything I ate. Blake told me to stay home but I didn't want to go a day without seeing his face at least twice. I felt like I was about to throw up again. I held my stomach. Class is gonna be over in four minutes. I could wait until then, I thought to myself. I felt eyes on me and looked up to see Blake looking at me intently. A flash of pain was sent through me. I groaned and gasped at the same time if that was even possile. "Jules, are you okay?"Ashley asked. I shook my head refusing to voice my thoughts or I would throw up all over the place. "Bathroom?"She asked me. I nodded my head. She helped me up, told Blake where we were going and ran with me to the bathroom. As soon as my knees hit the floor I threw up into the toilet bowl. Ashley held my hair back. As soon as I was done she gave me paper towels to wipe my mouth and mouthwash. I thanked her. After I was done cleaning my mouth Ashley made me face her. I heard the bell ring meaning the end of class. She groaned and locked the bathroom door. "How many times have you and Blake had sex?"She asked me in all seriousness. "We made love about twenty times since a couple of days after finding out we were mates."I answered honestly. But it felt like more than twenty times. I smirked, everytime I planned to wake him up seductively it always turned into something more. I just couldn't keep my hands off him. And he knew it too. "--store to pick up a pregnancy test."Ashely said. I almost choked on my spit. "What?!"I asked shocked. "Well, you were sick this morning and yesterday morning you looked like you were gonna throw up. You might be prego."She said honestly. I just gaped at her. I then remembered me first meeting Blake.  **"How about you all go home and we can keep this between us both."A voice said. The voice sounded so muscular. I turned around to see a beautiful,sex god type of a man. Ashley was just gaping at him. I too had my jaw dropped to the floor. But,instead of addressing Ashley he looked straight at me. "Close your mouth,honey. It's not attractive."He said and I quickly closed my mouth. "Much better. Now,what's your name?"He asked me,not Ashley.**

I instantly closed my mouth and blushed. "What did I say something embarrasing for you to blush?"Ashley asked. "No, we'll go to the store. You text Blake and tell him my phone is off and that you're taking me home."I told her unlocking the door to find Blake standing right next to the door. "I heard everything."He stated.  "I'm sorry."I said and looked down. I felt like if I was pregnant he might leave me. I didn't want the best thing in my life to leave me because I had another him in me. "I'll talk to you later, Ashley."Blake said. He didn't even address me. I felt a pang of pain go to my heart. "He didn't mean it. He's probably just in shock."Ashley said. "He didn't even look at me or say anything to me. I'd say he's fucking disgusted with me! I'll take myself home. Don't come over tonight."I said and ran to my car. "Wait!"Ashley said. I unlocked my car and quickly got in.  I drove home, but then I saw mom and dad's cars in the driveway. Shit, I thought. I turned around and went to the store. I had $56 in my pocket. I could buy a pack of two pregnancy tests. I parked in the parking lot and got out. I walked into the store and went straight to the pregnancy tests. I paid for them and went to their bathroom. I peed on them and waited fifteen minutes. Once the timer on my phone went off I hesitated to grab the stick that determined my fate. I grabbed the stick and looked at it. My life is over. My life is over! He's not gonna want a baby!, I thought. I threw the positive sticks away and ran out of the bathroom and to my car.  I started my car and started to drive. I stopped at the red light. Once the light hit green I stepped in the gas pedal but all I heard was a horn before my car was spinning out of control and then flipping over. My car was upside down and my hands on the roof. I heard multiple voices and then sirens. I slowly put my hands on my stomach. If Blake didn't want this baby then I was gonna keep it and make it loved, I thought. I was slowly slipping out of it. "No, ma'am stay with me! You're gonna be fine!"A voice yelled. "Baby."I said. I couldn't say much. The man looked around. His eyes suddenly widened. "Guys she's pregnany hurry up!"He yelled. I heard a voice. A voice I loved like a sister. "She's my sister! Let me help her! Please!"Ashley cried in desperation. I closed my eyes once again before I felt someone slap me. "Stay with me! Now, this next part is gonna hurt a lot but stay with me!"He yelled. He unbuckled my seatbelt and lifted me up. I screamed in agony. It hurt so much. "You're being placed on a stretcher and being taken to a hospital. Your sister is coming with you."He said. I couldn't focus on his voice, all I could focus on was the pain as he moved. "Jules. Oh, god Blake she doesn't look very good."Ashley said. I'm guessing she was on the phone since I couldn't hear his voice. I slipped out.

****Waking Up****

I awoke to a bright room. It was all white. Did I die? I thought.  "Oh, good. You're awake."A voice spoke. I looked to see Ashley. Guess not, "Get out for a mintue and get a doctor in here."I told her softly. She looked shocked then nodded. A second later a doctor came in. I looked around the room for anyone else but found no one. "What happened to my baby?"I asked him. He smiled. "You have a miracle baby on your hands. I can tell the baby is gonna be a girl."He said. "How so?"I asked him. "The way your stomach looks."He said. I looked at my stomach. "How long was I out?"I asked him. "For six days."He said. I gasped. "Oh... Thanks."I said, he nodded and left. A minute later Ashley came back in. "So, why would you nearly kill yourself?"Ashley said. I gasped and sat up in bed. "I did not nearly kill myself. That was never my intention. I pressed the gas pedal the second the light turned green. The man or woman who was driving that caused me to spin out of control and flip my..."I started crying. Ashley came to my side. I cried into her shoulder. "I'm sorry."She said. "The doctor said she was a miracle baby."I sobbed. Ashley pulled back and smiled at me. "She?"Ashley asked.   I smiled. "Yeah, she."I said. "What is her name gonna be? She need's an exotic name."A silky voice said. I looked behind Ashley to see Blake. My heart was beating twenty thousand beats. Well, it was beating a lot. And I also was attached to a heart monitor.

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"Hi?"I said though it sounded like a question. "I am so sorry. I was just in shock and when Ashley called me and told me that a car was flipped over and it looked like yours I almost died. I love you and I will always cherish this baby of ours."He said as he came and hugged me and then kissed me. I was liking the kissing until a throat cleared. I looked up in surprise to see Ashley. I forgot she was there. I huffed and hit Blake in the shoulder. "What was that for?"He asked holding his shoulder. Amusement shown in his eyes. "For making me forget someone was in the room. God damnit Blake you always do that."I said and crossed my arms over my chest. "Please do not do that."Blake said under his breath whilst looking at my chest. I stared at him for what seemed like hours. I put my hand to his cheek and turned it elsewhere. "Men."I whispered. I looked at Ashley. "So how are you and lover boy?"I asked her. She blushed and looked down smiling. "He's great."She said. "He better be great. I don't care if he's my best friend, I'll beat his ass if he hurts you."Blake said. I then imagined Blake with our baby. Just watching him carry our little girl around the house and her looking up in his eyes touching his cheek and making baby sounds. And how he would lay her down in her crib to put her to sleep. He would play with her and feed her while she sat in her high chair and when she got older she would need his help with homework and everything. Without knowing a tear made it's way down my cheek. She would come to me with boy problems and girl problems. I could already tell that if she needed anything,