dairy of a fatie ( finshed) - samantha strayer (inspirational books .txt) 📗

he was staring at me like i bumbed my head. he started to cry saying he was sorry. i stop crying and held him he toched my back and i jumping and yelled in pain. he looked at me and i said, " my back is sore." i think he was confused and he said, " let me see!" i lifted my shirt up and there was 13 cuts on my back they were still freash they happend last night before we lefted. 

 

i stared to cry as he stared at my back he finally said, " sam were did you get these." i didnt lie to him so i said the truth " my dad and mom" i said sadly. hes eyes popped out of his head then said " sam i need to tell you something. i had a dream that your dad found you and did this to you. and my had raped me again." he started to cry. i held him. we fell asleep toghter. i woke up with his snoreing.  i think i have a crush which is werid. i never have crushes.....i think. 

his cheast was moving slowly but not to slow were you think hes not alive but still i moved up hes shirt and there was a big white badaid. my hand were so cold that i woke him up. he jumped so high. I thought i hurt him. i didnt want to hurt him. he moaned and  sighed I walked slowly walked up to him. slowly he looked like he is in pain i put my hand on his head and it wasnt warm he looked up at me and said, " i am not in pain only when something cold is on me that is all i had a hart transe plant." my eyes went wide i said i was sorry a thoused times i didnt know.  he just chucked at me like i was nuts. i punched him in the arm and laid back down and fell asleep.

first kiss

i woke up and i was alone. Maybe the went to the bathroom and sure enough he walked out of the batheroom in a towel i am saprized this place has hot water. or water perid. he smiled at me and said " Sam there is food in the kichen." i jumped and ran down stairs and opend the frige and there was food.  i took out a cheeze stick and it good to get. after i was done i went to the bathroom and took a shower there was sampoo in there this place is amazing. i cant belive this what is next. 

After i was done i went down stairs to find Jon waching a movie! there was a T.V and a DVD player! i sat down and said " are you sure no one lives here?" i smiled and said, " we do, other than that no my dad came here on time last mounth." he chucked and wached the TV. i remberd that there was a lake not to far from the back yard. i nuged Jon and i got up he flowed me i was right it was still here.

I  jumped in the lake the water was so clear it was like you can see through it. I told Jon to jumped in and he did. the water was warm. he pulled me under. i got up and pulled him down after a few hours of this. I got tired and I sat in the sand the was still swiming he looked so hot. hes tan skin with thoes mucles. i counlt help my self. i ran back in the water and i tacked him in the water. we came up for air i kissed him. i kissed him with love. I didnt know what i was doing. i quit kissing him and i got out of the water. i was so mad at my self why on earth whould he want to kiss me i am fat. I grabed a blaket and i walked out the front door swaring at my self. i hear Jon running at me. I walked a little faster but he cought me he grabed my wrist and turned around and kissed me.

He kissed with love, I kissed him with the same amont of love. It lasted for a min then we went back in the house and wached a little bit more of T.V. In my head I was thinking about the kiss and the way he did it why on earth would he kiss me. looking the way i do? i giggled to my self about it. His lips were warm and soft.  I looked at him and the looked deep in thought. 

i wonder what he was thinking about? I was tierd so i went up stairs and went to bed.

i lost it!

OMG!!!!!!!!!! i cant believe it i lost it, here how it started.  I woke up before Jon and it was a little bit dark but hot. I went to the pond or whatever to swim it turned out so was JON but he was swimming naked.  I blushed and went under water, when i went back up he was clouser to me, i gasped, but i i kinda lliked it. he was wet and i was there to full his needs and every thing and a girl needs to ? 

so i kissed him, He kissed me back but he bit the bottom of my lip asking in and i granted it. our tonges touched and this shock went thorgh me i loved it i wanted him. i moand and that is when he picked me up and  caryed me to the bedroom, I could fell his bolge on my leg and i really wanted it then and there. he kissed me again and i moand. I looked at him and I knew he wanted me . 

 

I shook my head yes and he un did my shirt and pants he looked at me again and I nooded again. he slowly went in. It hurt a little bit but I ingored it. Because it felt to good.  I moand and so did he. i beged him to go faster so he did. I moand louldly and he called my name. he took it out of me and licked my cult and i cumed a little. he licked it all up. i moand i jumped up and got on top of him i sucked him he maond and moand i sucked harder and we rolled around and he got on top of me sticking it in me again. he went really fast and i LOVED it. i was cumming and i knew he was to. 

he cummed and so did I. we just layed there breathing heavy we soon fell asleep.

OH NOOOO

NO this cant be!! I am pego and of corse its Jon's. I found out last week we went to the store and i got a pego test. It was two lines, wich mean i am knocked up. I cryed hard, When we went back to the House I told Jon and he was happy. I took it as a good sign. He hugged me and kissed me, I laughed and then cryed he sat next to me and asked what was wrong. I told him that We never raised a kid and We have no money nor room. He nodded and promest things would be okay. 

 

A week later I was throwing up all the time. I couldnt eat or drink anything. It was Tarable,  I had a big belly now and Jon was there for it all. I sleep most of the time. He found a job and i stoped Pucking. Now I have to get candy all the time this baby is going to be big! HEY thanks dairy for lisong to me i love you but i am tired see you later. 

ITs time

I am having the baby. OMG this hurts we are going to the hospitle. We had to use fake names to get in. It took 38 hours to push this thing out it turned out to be a little girl. she looked a lot like her father.  I got out of the hospitle the next day. I named her Chisty jane.  I love that name.  I am really tired i am so sorry i havent writing that much i am just really busy i am going to try harder next time. The baby is crying and i cant wait untill Jon gets here its Our anaverary. see ya