My life is a mystery - Vaibhav Soni (ereader with dictionary .TXT) 📗

mujhe sach mai tabdeel hota hua nazar aa rha tha mere dosto ne mujse baat krna band kr diya tha mai or tense hone laga tha.

Isi tension mai akar mere dimaag mai alag alag khayal aa rhe the ki mai ab kya kru sath dene ka wada kr chuke dost bhi ab sath nhi the toh maine ye confirm krne ke liye harshit ko msg kiya ki tum sab dost roj milte ho or mujhe yaad bhi nhi krte ho toh usne kaha ki hum koi rozana nhi milte hai or jab bhi mile jaroori nhi ki hamesha tujhe bulaye mujhe samaj aa gya tha ki ab maine apne dosto ko bhi kho diya mujhe is baat ka pata chal gya tha ki maine harshit se depression wali baat ki isliye who mujse ab baat nhi kr rhe hai kyoki use lag rha tha ki agr isne kuch galat kadam utha liya toh naam hum sabka aa jayega….

Mai tut chuka tha ………………puri tarah se………

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

CHAPTER-14

PURANE DOST KI WAPASI

In sab cheezo mai gira hone se mere man mai anek sawal the ki mere pass ab hai hi kya jo dost kehte the ki hum tere sath hai lekin sab ne sath chodh diya phir bs mujhe mere ek dost ne yaad kiya vikas jo ki mera bahut purana dost tha ,

 

“nayi cheezo mai daag nazar aaya ,

Jo purana tha who mere pass nazar aaya”

Samaj nhi paa rha tha mai ki kya kahu us dost se jis dost ko mai bhul gya tha or aaj wahi dost mere sath reh gaya hai kya krta maine usse apni saari baate share ki ,

Ki kese mere naye dosto ne mera sath or mera hath hamesha ke liye chodh diya hai mene usse bhi kayi baar kaha or pucha ki kya mera is life ko jeena shi hai ,,,,,,,,,,,,,

Usne sirf ek baat khi mujse ki,

 

“ SUICIDE IS NOT SOLUTION. KEEP FIGHTING.”

 

or who mujhe hamesha kehta hai ki Vaibhav mai humesha tere sath tha ,hu or rahunga tu tension mat lena nhi toh tu depression mai jaa sakta hai , mai uski baate samajne laga tha or mene move on kiya or aaj bhi who mere sath hai mai hamesha bs ek hi baat sochata hu ki agar who mere pass nhi hota toh pata nhi mai aaj jinda bhi hota ya nhi.

Who mujhe hamesha motivate hi krta hai kabhi bhi who mujhe neeche girane ki nhi sochata…who mere liye sabse badhkar hai …..

aaj mai yaha hu toh sirf apne bhai apne sabse ache dost ki wajah se --vikas Mehta.

Ye fullstop na hi mera ant hai or na hi is kahani ka har ek fullstop ke baad ek nayi line shuru hoti hai……………..

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

A Note From The Author

Yeh toh thi meri kahani or shayad mujhe lagta hai ki apki kahani ka kuch hissa bhi isme ho sakta hai kyuki aksar bahut logo ka trust aise hi tut jata hai shayad overtrust krne ki wajah se.Mai toh khud ko us gham se us drd se nikal paya jo mujhe mere apne dosto ne diya . lekin shayad bahut logo ke sath aisi situation create hui hai or aaj bhi who usme fase hue hai jo dard unko apno ko khone se mile hai ya unke trust ke sath jinhone khela hai lekin ab nhi khud ko waqt dijiye , waqt ko waqt dijiye waqt har zakhm bhar deta hai.

Or whi kijiye jo sabse achha hai jisme aap khush hai mere sabse Azeez dost vikas ne mujhe ye baat sikhadi ki suicide is not solution. Apke paas apni puri zindagi padi hai or bina give up kiye un pareshaniyo se ladiye waqt sab thik kr deta hai .

 

 

 

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Publication Date: 09-19-2020

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