My life is a mystery - Vaibhav Soni (ereader with dictionary .TXT) 📗

MY LIFE IS A MYSTERY

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Mohabaat ke kuch panne dil mai ghar kr jaate hai ,baaki toh dhoka hi kaafi hai dimag bharne ke liye….

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Chapter-1

KUCH YU THI ZINDAGI

Zindagi bilkul perfect shabd hota hai na apne bachpn ko baya krne ka wese hamare bachpan mai koi khash friend ya best friend toh nhi the lekin sabhi hamare liye dost se badhkar the. Or agr kisi khas shaqs ki baat kru toh us samay shayad mere pass koi nhi tha. Mere liye toh mere mummy papa hi sab kuch the.

Ghar mai toh bs mummy, papa,behen or mai tha.

Mai mummy ka ladla tha or behen papa ki ladli.

Aksar sabhi ghar ki yhi kahani hoti hai.

Kabhi kabhi toh mai yeh sochta tha ki maa mujhe itna pyaar kyo krti hai kabhi hamari jindagi mai bhi pyaar aayega.

Kher in sab baato ko sochne ke liye mai abhi bahut chota that or mai hamesha kehta koi hogi toh mil jayegi.

Jab bhi hum bachpan ki baate yaad krte hai toh aankhein namh ho hi jaati hai.

Yaade hai ankhir tak sath rahegi.

Mera safar suru hota hai 4thclass se , ha pta hai aajkl toh 10th ya 12th clear

hone ke baad sabhi kehte hai ki ab mera safar suru hua hai.

Lekin mera kuch alag hai mera safar 4th class se hi suru hogaya .

Us samay jyada kuch toh jante nhi the hum ki pyaar vyaar kya hota hai lekin kya kre dost aise the ki unhone sab sikha diya.

Mai us samay us school mai naya naya hi tha us samay mujhe ek aisi ladki dekhne ko mili jo sabka khayal rakha krti thi.

Who thi toh class monitor lekin mere liye who usse khi jyada thi .

Mai aksar apni baate kisise krta nhi tha lekin who ek aisi ladki thi jo bina khe hi sb kuch samajh jaya krti.

Us ladki ka naam tha bhavya.

Acha naam hai na. Uske naam ki tarah hi who bhi bahut bhavuk swabhav ki thi.

Mtlab who jab bhi kisi ko udas dekhti ya jab bhi koi upset hota tha who bhi upset ho jaya krti.Aisa hi ek wakiya yaad aa rha hai mujhe jab mere sir pr chot aa gyi thi , mai bahut dr gya tha ki kisiko pta chal gya toh.

Toh maine kisiko nhi batai ye bat lekin Mohtarma ko pta nhi kese pta chal gya. Or who hme lekr chinta krne lagi.

Baad mai sab thik ho gya tha.

Sabse bura din toh who tha ki 4th class se hum 5th class mai jane wale the or who us school se nikal gyi thi .

Ye story toh yhi khtm hogayi,lekin phir kyaa tha 5th class mai koi aisi ladki nhi thi.

Lekin kehte hai na sabr ka phal meetha hota hai.

4th or 5th class ka safar yhi khtm hua .lekin kahani abhi baaki hai mere dost…

Ab jis cheez ka intezar tha whi hone wala tha …

 

 

 

 

 

 

Chapter-2

PYAAR KA PEHLA EHSHAS

Pyaar naam sunte hi aisa lagne lagta tha jaise koi nyi life ho,hamari life mai toh koi aisa tha hi nhi jisse pyaar ki baate kr sake.

Phir suru hui hamari 6th class wahi sab boring se lectures the kya kre padhai mai toh waise hi mn nhi lagta tha hamara or phir ek din aisi ladki ki entry hui hamare school mai jisse dekhkr hamare dil ki ghanti bj gyi. Mano koi bala ho hum bhi hath mai bottle liye dosto se gappe lada rhe the or achanak hi Mohtarma ki entry ho gyi .

Us samay sabhi classes ko sections mai devide kiya gya tha or hum the “a” section mai toh bhaiya hum prathna krne lge ki ye ladki toh hamare section mai hi aani chahiye bhagwan or thik waisa hi hua .

Kya pal tha who bhi ,kher hum toh ladkiyo se baat km hi krte the lekin who jis din se aayi usi din se ladkiyo se baat krna bhi suru hogaya hamara.

Ohh hum unka naam toh batana hi bhul gye apo unka naam tha Sonakshi ,hum kabhi unke liye chochlates lekr aate toh kabhi kuch or kabhi bhi hum unse baat nhi krte the unki bhi ek best friend thi jo ki pehle se hi hamare sath matlab ki hum ek hi school mai pehle se hi the uska naam tha ruhi jo ki Sonakshi ki bahut achhi friend bn gyi thi toh jab bhi hume Sonakshi se kuch puchna hota tha hum unhi ko kehte the .

Is tarah hame hamare pyaar ka ehshas hua .

 

 

 

 

Chapter-3

PEHLI BAAT KUCH ALAG EHSHAS

Agar pehli baat ki mai baat kru toh mujhe lagta tha ki mai kya baat krunga Sonakshi se lekin kehte hai na ki agar aap kisi cheez ko puri shedatt se chaho toh puri kaynat use apse milane ki sajish krti hai.

Toh hua yu ki..

“Hum the akele who bhi the akele,

Pr pyaar ki manzil mai lage the kaiyo ke mele”

Ek din classroom mai hum or Sonakshi baithe the akele who unki bench pr or hum apni bench pr. Achanak se Sonakshi ne awazz di or kaha…….ki Vaibhav hamare pen ki refill khtm ho gyi hai apke pass extra pen hai kya,

Toh bhaiya hume toh kabse is cheez ka intezaar tha ki kab apka pen khtm ho or hum apko pen offer krde..

Toh humne kaha ha hai na toh humne socha ki isse achha moka kab milega unse baat krne ka toh hum unhe pen dene gye lekin hum baat nhi kr paaye ..

Phir kya tha unka likhane ka kam khtm hua or who hume pen dene chali aayi toh humne kaha aap ye rakh sakti hai Sonakshi..

Pehli mulaqaat ka tohpha samaj lijiyega..

Phir whi se hamari baat suru hui hume bhi kuch hosh nhi tha ki kya puche toh hum hamesha unse ek hi baat pucha krte ki aap rehte kha hai or unka ek hi jawab yaha se bahut dur.

us din ke baad se jo feelings thi who toh shabdo mai bayan nhi ho sakti lekin phir bhi ek alag ehshas tha who.

Hum din raat sochte rehte ki kya hamara pyaar hume mil payega…

Kher aage bahut kuch baki tha…..

“Baaki the khwaab jo pure krne the, khaali the abhi kuch talab aasuon ke unhe bhi bharne the…

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Chapter-4

FASLE KUCH YU HUE KI DEKHANE KO

JII KRTA HAI

Fasle kuch yu hue ke ab toh dekhane ko jii krta hai, taraste hai hum lamha lamha unke liye phir bhi dil sabr krta hai.

7th -9th tk ka safar kuch yu rha ki Sonakshi or hamare beech mai fasle aane lage ,pyaar ab bhi ek tarfa hi tha hamara ek wakiye ne shayad galatfemi mai hi kyu na ho lekin hamare mn mai ,hamare dil mai jo unke liye feelings thi who unhe baya krdi.

Hamara science ka lecture sonalika mem liya krte the us din unhone test rakha tha ki aap sabhi ko ek ek krke jinhe bhi mai bulau unhe yaha board pr aakar iska jawab dena hoga us samay itni tension thi ki hm bs bhagwan se prathana kr rhe the ki hamara no. na lage isme bs or phir achanak mem ne Sonakshi ko bula liya hume is baat ki Khushi thi ki hume nhi bulaya gya or hamare muh se yes nikal gaya kyoki hum bahut khush the lekin sabne galat samajh liya us cheez ko lekin shayad us galatfemi ne unhe ehshas dila diya tha ki hum unse pyaar krte hai.

Bahut se aise kisse bhi hote hai jo apke dil mai ghar kr jaate hai hamesha ke liye ,

aap chahkar bhi use nhi bhula sakte hai.

Hamare liye yhi who ek kissa tha jo hume hamesha yaad rehta hai.

Aise hi bs unhe dekhate dekhate kitna waqt gujar gaya .

Humhe who waqt ab bhi yaad hai jab humhe apni baat ,apni feelings ko batane ka moka mila tha lekin hum keh bhi nhi paaye unse ki hum unse kitna pyaar krte hai.

Kehte hai na ki Aaina guzra hua waqt nhi dikhata,

Lekin hum kehte hai ki us Aaine mai apni ankho ko dekhiye who apko apne Mehboob ka dedar toh krata hai.

Aise hi waqt guzar gaya or who ankho se ojal hone laga..

Kher kisse toh bahut hai lekin dil ke kareeb bahut km hai..

Aate aate ab hum 10th class tak pahuch gye the…

Humhe bhi nhi malum tha ki ye kl ka suraj hamare liye kya naya lane wala tha…

Waqt ko waqt diya jaaye toh har cheez asaan ho jaya krti hai……..

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Chapter-5

10thBOARD KI DATE SHEET

Lectures ko sunte sunte hum aa pahuche the 10th class mai jo ki board class hoti hai or strict bhi.

Pyaar ke chakkar mai is quadar kho chuka tha mai ki mujhe padhai ki koi tension hi nhi thi, lekin is baar thi board toh maine apna dhyan padhai mai lagana suru kr diya or Sonakshi toh waise bhi class ki topper thi toh maine socha ki who toh ho hi jayegi 10th pass who toh 10th clear kr legi lekin tera kya.

Phir mai aksar padhai mai gum rehne laga or padhai krte krte aa gayi board exams ki date sheet toh exams start hone wale the 2nd march se , jo ki ek saptah baad ki tareek thi.

Maine Sonakshi se doori banali thi ,kya krta mai mai maths subject mai bahut weak tha phir bhi maine puri mehnat ki .

Or ab who din aa gaya jis din exam hone wali thi meri mehnat rang la rhi thi. Mere sabhi paper ache se clear ho gye the.

Lekin mai thoda sa udas ho gya ki ab mujhe dusre school mai jana hoga main nhi janta tha ki Sonakshi konse school mai enter hone wali thi.

Lekin jo bhi ho ye toh hona hi tha .

Ab bas intezar tha toh sirf boards ki marksheet ka, or who date bhi aa gyi mai bahut dara hua tha mana ki mere sare paper bahut ache gye the lekin mujhe dar tha ki kya hone wala hai phir papa ka call aaya ki results aa gye hai or tere 81% bane hai .

Meri Khushi ka thikana nhi tha mai bahut khush tha ki jiske liye mai itna dara hua tha usne mujhe itna khush kr diya or jis subject mai mai sabse weak(maths) tha usme maine 85 marks score kiye .

Lekin kehte hai na Khushi jyada der nhi rehti ab waqt tha mere admission ka,

Mujhe S.S.V.M. mai admission mila or waha mujhe mere naye dost milne wale the. Mai is baat se khush tha lekin mujhe laga ki ab mai Sonakshi se kabhi nhi mil paunga.

Mai nhi janta tha ki ab kya hone wala tha……mujhe intezar tha agli manzil ka…..

Bahut kuch dekhana tha abhi toh………………………………

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Chapter-6

EK NAYI SHURUAAT

Ab mai 11th mai aa gya tha school bhi naya tha aisa lg rha tha jaise ki meri life ki nyi shuruaat hone jar hi thi.

Mai bahut khush tha ki naye dost banenge sab kuch naya sa hoga .

Mujhe baad mai pata chala ki mera dost ritik, jo ki pehle mere sath padhta tha who ab isi school mai hai or usne bhi whi subject liya hai jo maine liya biology, toh maine kaha ye thik hai bhai chalo koi dost toh sath hai .

Hum pehle utne ache dost nhi the jitney ki ab bn chuke the ritik or meri charcha school mai hoti hi rehti thi kyoki hum bahut masti kiya krte the .

Baad mai ritik ne mujhe uske naye dosto se milwaya amar or ankit se jo ki uske bahut hi ache dost the hum bahut masti kiya krte the or phir mujhe ehshas hua ki shayad mere dost hi hai jo mera hamesha sath denge or kabhi bhi mera sath nhi chodenge .

Toh mai bahut khush tha, lekin mai Sonakshi ko bhula hi nhi pa rha tha .

Kher jo bhi hota hai ache ke liye hi hota hai kya pata isme bhi shayad mera kuch achha hi chipa tha.

Hum best friends bn gye the or mujhe yakeen tha ki hum hamesha ache dost rehne wale the.

Ruhi or Sonakshi abhi bhi usi school mai the , humne padhai ke liye coaching suru