Who Has to Know - K.F. (bookstand for reading txt) 📗

“What's up Jalen?” I said in a nervous voice.
“What you doing?”
“Nothing right now just chilling out with Jonathan”
“Can you meet me so we can converse for a sec?”
“Umm” I paused, “I guess, where?”
“Just meet me at the park since I’m already here”
“Okay” I said and I hung up. I walked down the stairs and to the door.
“I’ll be right back Jonathan”
“Alright” was all he said and I left and walked to the park two blocks away from my house. As I walked up I saw Jalen sitting on a picnic table looking at the nature around him. Man he looks so sexy. I walked up to him from behind and I tapped him because I couldn’t speak. He stood up and turned toward me.
“So” I said
“Kerri I don’t want this to be weird”
“Ok”
“So I think we need to talk about what happened”
“What's there to talked about we kissed that’s it” I said in a nonchalant way.
“What about what you said afterwards”
“It was just in the moment, I didn’t mean it” I said and without even thinking I bit my bottom lip and then stopped.
“Kerri you’re such a bad liar you know that”
“Yeah well I’ll have to work on that”
“So what you’re saying is you don’t have feelings for me”
“I’m saying I love you as a friend and that I have other feeling that I don’t know how to explain” I said then I had to look away because the look he was giving me I couldn’t look at without getting hot inside.
“Look at me princess” he said turning my face back to his. “I love you Kerri and right now I’m just as confused as you are. We’ve know each other for a long time we may have lost touch but we became friends again in the 7th grade so I know it’s meant for use to be together” he paused, “But what I don’t know is if were meant to be friends or are we meant to be more than that”
“Jalen I don’t want this to mess up our friendship”
“I know and that’s why to be for real I’m a little afraid”
“Why?”
“Because Kerri I don’t care about that, I want to be with you in every way possible and I’ve thought about it for a while”
“Thought about what?” I had to ask but I was feeling kind of tingly just from him saying he wanted to be with me in every way.
“I thought about you and me together”
“Like having sex”
“I mean I’ve thought about that too, but no I mean as an item. Kerri I would never just want to have sex with you and not have something more, girl you make feel something no other girl has ever made me feel. I feel comfortable talking to you and telling how I feel because you don’t judge me, you just listen and sometimes I need that”
I was starting to tear up because this was so much.
“Don’t cry princess, I know this is a lot but I want you to know how I feel about you because I’ve been hiding this too long and I don’t like keeping how I feel about you bottle up”
“Jalen this just scares me” I said looking down.
“Do you love me Kerri?” he asked lifting up my chin so I could look him in the eyes. I stared into his eyes and my body took control over my mind. My hands slid up his chest and then my arms wrapped around his neck. He stared into my eyes and I seen his desire and I know he felt mine. His arms wrapped around my waist and he pulled me close to him and then he took my lips with his. The kiss was slow and passionate, intense and seductive. At that moment I wanted Jalen in every way possible. His grip tightened around my waist. I bit his bottom lip and he lowered his hands to grip my butt and I felt myself moisten damn I never knew that someone could make me feel this way. His tongue entered into my mouth and our tongues danced and explored one another.
“Damn” He said against my lips
“Yes” I said lowly.
“What?’
“I love you” I said and he stopped kissing me to stare at me. I just laid my head against his chest and let him hold me. “Jalen I don’t anyone to know about this yet”
“Okay so what do we do?”
“Let’s just keep us a secret and try this out and if it doesn’t work out we won’t have to tell anyone”
“Whatever you want Kerri as long as I get to spend time with you I’m good”
“And Jalen it’s not because I’m ashamed it’s…” he cut me off
“Kerri I understand why and it ok, I kind of feel that way too” he said and I smiled. Man how are we going to do this.

I guess I wasn’t missed as much as I thought, everyone left me. (Knock knock)
“Who is it?” I shouted toward the door. No one answered me so I went and opened the door. Standing there was Layla gorgeous as ever her hair was curly and she wore some light blue jean booty shorts black short boots and this black top that gave a peek of her breast. I smiled at her and she shyly smiled back.
“Jonathan” she said and she hugged me. I wrapped my arms around her waist and hugged her back. She looked up at me and I smiled down at her. Man I was smiling a lot. “I missed you so much” she said. Then I remembered she was dating Jalen.
“I can’t tell”
“What do you mean, I did miss you. Didn’t you miss me?” she said stepping out of our embrace.
“Of course I missed you but aren’t you dating somebody?”
“As of yesterday we broke up. I was hoping we could get back to what we were before you left. I missed us and me with anybody else wasn’t the same” she said stepping closer to me runner her hands up my chest.
“Umm really” I said grabbing at her waist again.
“Really, now can I come in?” he said look at me flirtatiously. I pulled her in and closed the door.
“Show me”
“Show you what Jonathan” she said looking at me in confusion.
“How much you really missed me. I’m damn sure gone show you how much I missed you” I said then I kissed her neck. She gave a soft moan and leaned her head more to the side to give me better access.
“Jonathan” she moaned softly. I kissed and sucked on the other side and she gave off more soft moans.
“Hum” was my answer.
“Is anybody else here?”
“Nope it’s just you and me” I said and kissed her forehead, she smiled.
“Then let’s go to your room and catch up” she said eyeing me seductively.
“Yes ma’am” I smiled and picked her up wrapping her legs around my waist and lead us down to my room.

He laid me down on his bed and I felt all my feeling for Jonathan come to the surface. I was ready to explode and he hadn’t even kissed my lips yet. Jonathan just gazed down at my body.
“What?” I asked becoming cautious under his gaze.
“Nothing you’re just more gorgeous than I remember” was his response and that all it took for him to reclaim my heart. I leaned up and softly caressed his face. I wrapped my arm around his neck and brought his lips down to mine. As soon as they touched I felt whole and our mouths kissed at a rate I am so unfamiliar with it was rough and passionate we were trying to make up for all the time we had lost with this one kiss. When we broke away for air I looked in to his eyes and I realized that maybe Jonathan was the one. He has never left my mind ever since the first day we met. I think I love this boy and yeah I know I'm young but maybe love at first sight is real.
“What are you thinking about?” he asked and without hesitation I said
“I think I love you” I felt my eyes widen once the words left my mouth and he chuckled seeing my reaction. I was embarrassed I always said the first thing that came to my mind with Jonathan. He smiled down at me and said
“good because I know I love you” I smiled back and he lifted up off of me. I was confused at why though.
“What's wrong?” I asked
“Nothing but I just realized this is not the first thing I was to do with you as soon as we see each other, lets really catch up and take things slow”
“Jonathan but I missed you in every way” I said looking him up and down with the most seductive look I could do.
“Girl I missed you too but let’s not start us off like that” I was stuck off the way he said us. It made me smile.
“Okay” and with that he laid back on the bed pulled me close and we cuddled talking about any and everything. This was nicer than what I had planned and I enjoy being in his arms. This is what it is to be in love this is everything I wasn’t with Jalen.