Not Just An Old LOVE Story - Marissa Romero, Nicole Valle, David Smith (top 10 motivational books .txt) 📗

and had a lot of relationships and all of them have ended with me getting hurt. I just don't want the pain to come back. I honestly think that....I'm Falling....In LOVE....With David. I don't know what to do. I'm scared that he doesn't feel the same way, I mean he tells me that he loves me, but I don't know if he Loves me the way I Love Him. I wish you were here to help me figure this out. You would be so much help. I honestly don't know what I'm gonna do anymore....i just don't know. I'm scared to get hurt......I'm scared to be in LOVE with David.......I'm scared to be the real me......I'm just scared of Life,right now. I've never been in Love before I like the feeling, but then there's this feeling that tells me that I'm just gonna get hurt and I don't want that to happen. I HONESTLY and TRULY and REALLY do LOVE DAVID. I don't wanna hurt him by not being a good girlfriend, but then I don't wanna get myself hurt by doing that. I hate the fact that I tell him not to touch my lady parts when I think he gets mad about it. It's just that I'm scared that if I sleep with him that he'll dump me right after. I mean I want to sleep with him, but I'm just scared that he's going to hurt me if I change my mind and tell him no. I mean David isn't like that, but I'm just scared of what could happen when he's mad. I'm scared that if I make him REALLY REALLY mad that he's going to hurt me. David's a good guy, but all good guys have a dark side when they're mad. I'm scared that he's gonna hurt me like “He” did. I don't think I could handle it he hurt me like that. Hey..........I'm sorry.....…....for telling you all my problems, but I'm barley gonna tell David about everything, so I can't talk to him yet, but when I do tell him, I promise that I will still write to go. Hope your day is going better than mine.

 

 

 

Love,

 

Your Missing Friend”

 

This was one of Lulu's longest letters. David was finally starting to understand The Real Lulu. The next day Lulu wrote another letter. She writes these letters to herself. The letter said,

 

“Friday, February 21,2014 8:42 am

 

Dear Friend,

 

Today...what about today can I tell you......hum I guess I could tell you that David isn't here so I don't have a distraction, but I'm doing fine without him. I'm a little pissed at him though, I mean I'm not like “I hate him” mad I'm “Uff don't talk to me for like 20 minutes” mad at him. Oh maybe I should tell you why I'm at him huh...it might make more sense this way. Okay so this whole week we were making plans to hangout because my moms not gonna be in town. Then when I got on the bus this morning I noticed that he wasn't on. So I got a little sad, but then I thought maybe he walked to school or missed the bus. So when I got to school I was kinda hoping that he'd be here, but he wasn't. I had my sister text his brother and ask where he was, and his brother told me that they were in Silver City. I was mad because me and David planned to do “Something” this weekend, but now we can't. Uff I'm just...... uff..... I guess.....I'm just disappointed that I don't get to hangout with my Boo this weekend. I think...... I'll just stay home and be bored. Maybe message him on Face-book or something. I just.....I was just....kinda looking forward to pretty much spending the whole weekend with him, but I guess not. Uff........ there are no word that can be said about how I feel right now. I'm kinda pissed, I'm kinda sad, I'm kinda just Uff. I don't know how I feel, dang it's NEVER been this hard for me to explain how I feel to you, I don't know what's going on haha. I guess I have writers block or something. Or maybe its cause I haven't seen you in like 4 years. That's what sucks about thins, is that your in a different school and you live in a town so I can't see or talk to you unless its through these letters, I hate having to talk to you like this, but it's better than nothing. So how's school and life? I'm still writing..in fact I wrote David one of my little poem type things. I hope he likes it, I mean it is the first one I've wrote him since we got together. OH MY GOD DID I TELL YOU THAT ME & DAVID HAVE BEEN TOGETHER FOR A MONTH AS OF THE 19TH HAHA!!!! Honestly this is the BEST relationship that I've EVER been in. I've NEVER felt this way before. I get these feelings that I don't know how to explain and I don't know how to show them to him either. I just uff... don't know who to explain my feelings to him without choking and just not saying anything. The best part is that the poem thing I wrote him explains all my feelings to him. I just hope he understands what I'm trying to say. Well... I hope your having a really good day and I hope your week has been better than mine haha....Byee Friend.

 

 

 

Love,

 

Your Dying Friend”

 

Ya they fight a lot. They fight then makeup and then their all Lovey Dovey with each other. Lulu decided that she'd Ask David some questions, then answer them herself. She did this as a way to get to know David more. These are the questions:

DAVID

 

 

1.Full name -

David Angle Smith

 

2. Birthday -

March 11,1997

 

3. Age -

16

 

4. Favorite color -

Blue, Black, White , Green

 

5. Romance or horror -

Horror

 

6. Kissed a guy -

Never

 

7. Song that describes your best friend -

My Nigga YG

 

8. Song that describes you -

Don't have one

 

9. Song that describes your crush -

Didn't have one

 

10.Hated band -

Hawthorne Heights

 

11. Hated movie -

The Notebook

 

12. Hated song -

No lie 2 Chainz and Drake

 

13.Hated holiday -

Don't have one

 

14. First kiss? Who? Age? -

Can't remember

 

15. Where do you wanna travel to -

China

 

16. Do you like country music -

NO

 

17. Do you like toast -

Yes

 

18. Cut wrists -

NO

 

19. Cats or dogs -

Cats

 

20. If you could date anyone in the world who would it be -

You

 

21. Popcorn or chips -

Both

 

22. Favorite type of girl -

Don't have one

 

23. Favorite movie -

Iron Man 1st, 2nd and 3rd

 

24.Favorite TV show -

Cops

 

25. Favorite # -

22

 

26. Favorite thing to do -

Draw

 

27. Favorite celeb -

Don't have one

 

28.Favorite singer -

Elena Siegman

 

29. Favorite holiday -

Thanks Giving because of the food

 

30. Favorite soda -

Dr. Pepper

 

31.Favorite candy -

Gummy bears

 

32. Favorite football team -

Raiders

 

 

33. Favorite shape -

Don't have one

 

34. Favorite animal -

Cat

 

35. Favorite song -

115 by Elena Siegman

 

36. Favorite band -

We butter the bread with butter

 

37. Favorite books -

War novels

 

38. Favorite music group -

Strange Music

 

39. Favorite type of music -

Rap and Dup step and Metal

 

40. Favorite day of the week -

Friday

 

41. Favorite month -

March

 

42. Favorite season -

Summer

 

43. Favorite energy drink -

Monster

 

44. Favorite ice cream -

Like all

 

45.Favorite fruit -

?

 

46. Favorite food -

Like all

 

47. Favorite county song -

Don't have one

 

48. Favorite rock song -

Home sweet home by Myth Cue

 

49. Favorite quote -

Don't say you can't because you won't

50. Favorite cartoon -

Tom and Jerry

 

51.Favorite Horror movie -

Don't have one

 

52. Favorite Comedy movie -

How high

 

53. Favorite Drama movie -

The town

 

54. Favorite Romantic movie -

Don't have one

 

55. Favorite super hero -

Iron Man

 

56. Favorite game -

Call of duty and Black OPS 2

 

57. Favorite Disney movie -

Toy story

 

58. Favorite Teen nick show -

Don't have one

 

59. Favorite MTV show -

Rob and Big

 

60. Favorite type of dog -

Pit bull

 

61. Favorite board game -

Sorry

 

62. Favorite Wii game -

Don't have one

 

63. Favorite DS game -

Don't have one

 

64. Favorite person in the world -

You

 

65. Favorite class -

Art

 

66.How do you know when your in Love -

I can feel it in my heart and can't stop thinking of her

 

67. Who is the person that you hate the most -

Stuart

 

 

68. How tall are you –

5'5

 

69. Describe your dream girl in 10 words or less –

You

 

70. Your dream place to live -

Germany

 

71. “All is fair in love and war” True or False -

False

 

72. Marriage or no marriage -

Marriage

 

73. Worst thing you've ever done -

Gone to jail

 

74. Describe your dream house –

Nice and big

 

75. Why did you tell me that you Loved me after we broke up the 2nd time -

Because I fell for u

 

76. Why did you ask me out the first time at the movies? Did you even like me? -

I don't know I just did and yes I did

 

77. How long do you think we're gonna last –

Years on end

 

78. What can a girl do that will make you cry -

I don't know

 

79. Worst thing that a girl has ever told you –

Are you gay

 

80. Last relationship –

A girl named Lulu

 

81. Why do you like me –

Because we have a lot in common

 

82. Would you ever hit a girl when you were mad -

Never

 

83. What does the saying “ALWAYS & FOREVER” mean to you when a girl says it –

A long time

 

84. Why are we together –

Because we love each other

 

85. Why do you wanna be with me –

I love you

 

86. Favorite thing to do when your sad or lonely -

Weed

 

87. Favorite thing to do when your mad or pissed off -

Weed

 

88. Why do you think your in Love with me –

It's hard to explain

 

89. Longest relationship -

5 years

 

90. Shortest relationship –

2 days

 

91. If you could date anyone in the class, who would it be -

You

 

92. Favorite sport –

Football

 

93. Have you Ever cut your wrists or any other part of your body -

Yes

 

94. If you could change three things about yourself what would they be -

1. Anger

2. Weirdness

3. Stupidity

 

95. What happens after you graduate -

Army

 

96. What's your biggest regret –

Loosing my kid

 

97. Hated class -

Math

 

98. Have you ever been “Emo” or “Goth” -

Nope

 

99. How many girls have you dated -

30

 

100. What's one thing that no ones about you –

I fucked my cousin but she really wasn't

 

101. Straight, Bisexual or Gay? For how long?

Bisexual

 

102. First Love -

Lilian

 

103. Top 5 boy names -

1. Joesia

2. David

3. Matthew

4. John

5. Mark

 

104.Top 5 girl names -

1. Andy

2. Victoria

3. Marissa

4. Susy

5. Sam

 

105. How many kids do you want -

4

 

106. What happens with us after you graduate -

we say together

 

107. After we have a baby, what's gonna happen -

we raise him/her together

 

108. Explain in 100 words or less how I make you feel -

you me make me feel like I'm love and wanted, needed like I'm

 

109. What did you think the first day you saw me -

cute

 

110. Why did you wanna kiss me the first time at the movies-

I want to be your man !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 

111. What was the first 5 things you noticed about me the first time at the movies-

1. cuteness

2. shy

3. hyperness

4. short

5. weird

 

112. How did you know that you liked me -

I can feel it in my heart

 

113. Five things that you Love about me -

1.Yor Sexiness

2.Your Boobs

3.SMILE

4.Your Rubbing

5.The Way You Kiss

 

114. If you could change 5 things about our relationship what would they be-

1.NO ANSWER

2.

3.

4.

5.

 

115. Favorite word of all time-

beldele

 

116. What are you scared of-

losing you

 

117. What's the one thing you can't live without-

you

 

118. What are 5 things you wanna do after you graduate-

1.make a baby with you

2.army

3.marriage

4.make love to my wife

5.have a family

 

119. How long do you want to be with me-

till I get old in die !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 

120. Describe your happy place in 20 words-

in your arms

 

 

 

10 THINGS YOU HATE

1. being hit for reason

2. being pissed off

3. beer

4. disrespectful people

5. my mind

6. no sleep

7. being meh

8. spinach

9. stupid people

10. being yelled at

 

My Favorite Boy/Girl Names For Every Letter In The Alphabet

A-

athena

andy

B-

bertha

bobby

C-

cassy

chirs

D-

daisy

david

E-

ellen

ethen

F-

fran

frank

G-

gorlyann

glen

H-

hanna

han

I-

?

?

J-

jaki

john

K-

kyana

kenny

L-

lee

lester

M-

marissa

mark

N-

?

nick

O-

?

?

P-

 

Q-

 

R-

 

S-

 

T-

 

U-

 

V-

 

W-

 

X-

 

Y-

 

 

Z-

 

 

LULU

 

1. Full name -

Marissa Mercedes Romero

 

2. Birthday -

July 12,1997

 

3. Age -

17

 

4.Favorite color -

Lime Green, Black, Purple, Grey, Baby Blue and Hot Pink

 

5. Romance or horror -

Horror

 

6.Kissed a girl -

Yes of course I have

 

7. Song that describes my best friend -

Niki Fm Hawthorne