Not Just An Old LOVE Story - Marissa Romero, Nicole Valle, David Smith (top 10 motivational books .txt) 📗

the necklace of my neck, It's time to just call it a day

I thought “We” had “Forever” but that was yesterday

She's such a liar, I wish that I would've seen it on her faces

But she did it so well, can someone just tell me how

How can I remember to “Forget Him”, when my heart just “Won't Let Me”

Make myself “Un-Love Him”, tell myself it's not true

I know all the reasons, I just can't believe it and pretend “We Never Met”

But how can I remember to “Forget”

I wish that I could “Hate” them because he was “The One I Want The Most”

I could fill an ocean with all the “Tears” I've cried for him

Tell me he was joking, that it was “Just A Dream” I had last night

But I'm wide awake, and “I Need Him So Much Right Now”

How can I remember to “Forget” these “Emotions” and all the plans “We” made

Like “We Never” happened give my “Heart A Break”

I know it' s really “Over”, but I just don't know how

How can I remember to “Forget, when my heart just “Won't Let Me”, Make myself “Un-Love Him”

Why can't I just “Pretend We Never Met”

 

      Lulu just wants to be done. She doesn't know what to do anymore. The last letter explains why. Here it is:

“Tuesday, February 25,2014, 9:26 am

Dear Friend,

I don't know what to do anymore. Me and David broke up and I just wanna cry, but I can't let him see how much I care cause it's like he doesn't care. This morning when I got off the bus I went to the bathroom and looked in the mirror..all I could think was”Stupid me, thinking I was good enough!” He said he wouldn't hurt me....but I don't think he knows how much he really did hurt me. I just wanna cry.... I feel so stupid for thinking that he meant it when he said that we had “Always & Forever.” I give up.....I give up...I give up......I give up. I'm done trying to be happy, I just can't take the pain anymore. I just wanna be happy....I'm tired of getting hurt by the people that I actually think“Love“me. I just wanna find my “Happy Ever After” and just quit being hurt by guys. I just wanna feel better.....I don't wanna hurt anymore. I feel stupid,,,,I thought that he really meant it when he said that he Loved me. I honestly think that I really Love him, but he just doesn't seem to give a damn. I know that it's only been like 2 hours since we broke up, but I still miss him like hell. I MISS HIM! I MISS HIM! I MISS HIM! I MISS HIM! I MISS HIM! I MISS HIM! I MISS HIM! I MISS HIM! I MISS HIM! I MISS HIM! I MISS HIM! I MISS HIM! I MISS HIM!!!!!!!!! I just really really miss David. The best part is that this time it wasn't just my fault, it was both of our and our parents fault. I don't know if I'm gonna write for a while. If I don't I'm sorry.

 

Love,

Your Depressed Friend”

 

After practice yesterday when Lulu and David were in the van, Lulu was having fun just being in David's arms again. Lulu decided to see how long she could go with out kissing David. She went like 10-15 minutes then Lulu said,”Screw it,”then kissed David. It was funny cause the whole time David was trying to kiss Lulu, but she wouldn't let him. It was funny because before they felt the school David kinda freaked out on Alex and Nicole about them fucking with him and Lulu. That night Lulu finally told her mom about her and David. The next morning Lulu was so happy to tell David, but when she got on the bus she realized that it wasn't a happy day. David was sitting the back and Lulu was about 4 seats in front of him. When Nicole got on the bus Lulu called David so he could talk to him. He sat down with Lulu. Lulu smiled and said,”I told my mom and she said she's mad at us for lying.” David shook his head okay then said,”My mom doesn't want us to be together and if we are I have to go somewhere I don't wanna go.”Lulu's smile faded and she said,”Okay.”David said,”Sorry,”and walked to the back of the bus. Lulu acted like she was fine, but deep down she could feel the pain. All Lulu could think was “Why couldn't he tell me this before I told my mom?”

"HAPPILY EVER AFTER"?

 

Later that night when Lulu go home she messaged David's brother saying”Can you tell David to message me cause my mom wants me to ask him a question.”Their conversation when on for about 20 minutes. Then Lulu decide that she would go talk to David's mom that night instead of another night. So Lulu waited for Jacob to tell her when to go over. Lulu was so nervous cause she didn't know what to say. Then Lulu got the message that would determine if she got to be with David or not. When Lulu got into the car to go to David's house she was so scared of what was going to happen. When they got there David came outside and told them to come in. They talked for about 15-20 minutes. Then Lulu, Sasha and their Uncle Ceaser left. When Lulu got home she messaged Jacob and told him to tell David that she said “Her mom approved of them,but she still wants to talk to him.” Jacob told him, then Lulu told him tot tell his mom “that if she wanted to talk to Lulu's mom to just give her a call” and gave them her number. Then Lulu messaged Jacob and told him to ask David what does this mean? Jacob texted back say that they were together again. Lulu was happy and she couldn't wait till tomorrow.

 

The next morning Lulu was so happy when she woke up. All Lulu could think about was David. When Lulu got on the bus she sat with David. They talked and kissed and held hands. Lulu was happy and so was David. After they got off the bus Lulu and David walk towards the bathrooms and then turned a corner so they were standing by an old class. Lulu was seeing how long she could go without kissing David, but David was just making it so hard. When

 

They got into class Lulu said,”Lets see how long we can go without kissing each other. Deal?” David smiled and said,”Deal. I can go all day.” Lulu smiled and for the rest for the rest of the day was good. Now they were happy but then on March 6th David thought that it would be funny to tell Lulu about a conversation him and his mom had the night before. I guess David's mom told him that he doesn't look happy and David told her that he wasn't. They're conversation went on about how he shouldn't be with Lulu if he's unhappy. So this morning on the bus it was fine until David told Lulu everything. David told Lulu that he wasn't happy because she got mad at him to easy, and because she doesn't talk to him. Lulu was going to tell David everything, but it was to late. Lulu knew what David was going to do because he was staring at their hands and Lulu asked him whats was wrong. All David did was inhale then exhale and look down. Lulu pulled her hand away from David's because she knew what he was going to say. Then David said exactly what Lulu didn't wanna hear. David said,"It's over." At the end David told Lulu not to cry about 4 times, but that just made her cry even more. When Nicole got on the bus her and Lulu talked about how she was right about David being a Douchebag. They laughed and now are planning to take David to China and leave him there. Now Lulu can say that all her friends were right about David. Well lets get Lulu's new opinion on David in the book. Lulu said,”I wish I never dated him. He's a douchebag that would get mad at everything. He was a fucken dick and I can honestly say that I wish I NEVER met him. He was a fucken mistake and if I could go back in time I would make it so I never invited him to the movies. He's a short douchebag that doesn't deserve a “Happily Ever After.” God I fucken hate David. “ So now you know Lulu's opinion on David. Now she kinda hates him again, there's the chance that they might get back together but for now lets just finish this story with and so “They Lived Happily Never After..”.......For now.....

 

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Publication Date: 02-26-2014

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