Happy little accident - ME! (reading e books TXT) 📗

text me anyways. I went downstairs to find my mom doing a last minute check on her suitcase. “Mom I don’t feel too good, do you mind calling school and telling them I'm ill? I really just wanna go back to bed, but don’t worry I’m sure I’ll be okay tomorrow.”
“Aw sweetheart, I hope you are okay. You head on back up to bed and I call your school.” She kissed me on the for head and told me she’d see me Monday morning. I couldn't believe how tired I actually felt. I fell straight back to sleep. When I woke up again it was 11 am, wow I must've needed that sleep, I woke up to a text from Katie: ‘No sign of Jamie. I asked Jake it he’d seen him but apparently he said he was having the day off to get ready for tonight. Love Katie! x’ I couldn't be bothered to text back. I’d just see her tonight. I decided to be grumpy for the day, so I sat and watched the saddest films ever made; The notebook, Marley and me and My sister’s keeper. I was also accompanied by Ben and Jerry's cookie dough, my favorite. Half way through crying my eyes out at the last film I got a text from Katie, she was coming here straight after school to get ready, she thought I would need some company after being ignored by Jamie, and because she was worried I might not turn up at her door. Since it was 3:45, I guesses she’d be here soon, so I give the living room a little tidy round. Before I knew it Katie was at my door, her makeup box in on hand, her bag in the other.
“What the hell, you look rough Gracie, have you been crying?” I nodded at her, she sounded truly concerned. “ No no no, you can’t cry over him, he’s not worth it babe!” she stroked my cheek.
“No, I wasn't crying over Jamie! I've been watching my sisters keeper, and it made me cry. You know I can’t watch sad films without crying my eyes out..” Why was I trying to defend Jamie, he had been a jerk by ignoring me. But maybe he didn't get the message, or he was just too busy to reply. I’m just going to forget about it, from now on he can be the one to talk first. He can make the effort.
Getting ready for the party really took my mind off the whole Jamie incident. It’s the first time since summer me and Katie had properly gotten ready together, I missed it. When you get ready for a party on your own, time just seems to drag, and its kinda lonely. Whereas when someone’s there with you, time flies because you’re having fun. We started getting ready at 5pm, and it was now 7pm! Katie made me rush and get my dress on because we were leaving in five minutes. She’d already headed downstairs to call a cab. I took one last look at myself in the mirror, for once I felt beautiful; My hair was wavy like a mermaid, it was in a middle parting and was pinned at the sides. I wore a little more makeup than usual, but it was to complete my whole outfit, not for a boy. I headed downstairs, my heels in one hand and clutch bag in the other. Seeing Katie, it was like looking at a painting, she was so beautiful, and it made me feel like crap stood next to her, but I still felt great. The cab arrived 15minutes late, and Katie gave the driver a bit of attitude, and we only had to pay $5. I rang the doorbell of Jamie's house, wishing so hard in my head that he wouldn't answer the door. It startled me to see it wasn't him stood greeting us, it was Liam. He greeted and complimented Katie, then he looked at me then down at my chest.
“ My eyes are up here Liam.” I pointed towards my eyes, I could tell it made he feel embarrassed and uncomfortable so I gave him a cheeky nudge as I walked in. He ran through to the kitchen so I slowly followed, only to hear this: “Guys, Katie and Grace just got here. You wanna see Gracie, oh god she looks so hot, but don’t look at her chest, she doesn't like that.” I felt flattered at Liam's compliment and I was just about to burst into the kitchen when I heard his voice.
“She’s always been hot, she’s just not vain about it. And I'm not surprised she doesn't like you looking at her chest, she’s not that kind of girl.” Jamie sounded quite annoyed at what Liam said. There was nothing much said so I decided it was time to face Jamie. I put my confident face on and marched on into the kitchen. Despite what Liam and Jamie said, immediately everybody stared at my chest, even Jamie.
“Yeah, everyone I’d like to point out the obvious fact that my eyes are on my face not my chest.” I was starting to regret wearing this dress, I wasn't a person, I was boobs on legs. I heard people mumble sorry, then they all looked away. Jamie was now stood staring right at me, I wanted to look away but I couldn't. ‘ C'mon Gracie you gotta be the bigger person, smile and go over and say hi!’ I did exactly what my head told me to, even though it felt like my heart was beating that hard it was trying to push me back. “Hey Jamie, thanks again for the invite.” He just nodded at me and walked away. Seriously a nod. What a Jerk! I needed a drink. I walked over to were all the alcohol was and I grabbed a bottle of wkd, the blue flavor . I still felt someone staring at me, but it wasn't Jamie. I turned round to find Charlotte’s eyes locked on me. Now, I really wasn't in the mood so I just waved at her, she soon turned away. I decided to go to the living room, where I found Jamie stood on his own. This time I mean it, he has to make the effort first. It was like he’d just read my mind because he was walking right towards me! When he go to me, he leaned down and whispered in my ear to follow him. I stood still for about 5 seconds, then I realized I should follow him, so I did. I followed him to his back yard where he was sitting on the swing set we used to play on as kids. I sat on the swing beside him.
“I got your text.” He saw my getting ready to apologize and he butted straight in. “ Would you stop apologizing for things you haven’t done bug! It’s my fault, I never text you back because I didn't know how to write all my feelings and it didn't feel right to me. So here goes.” He took a deep breath, shut his eyes tight, then looked me straight in the eye. “ Bug. You’re everything to me, and when I said you were perfect I meant it; your beautiful and you have the best personality I've seen on a girl, ever. I walked off the other day because I wanted to tell you that I liked you but I was scared you didn't feel the same. But now I know you do, and you know what? It was the best feeling in the world! I've liked you even before we had sex, that sounds weird, but yeah you know what I mean. Every time I see you bug, I get nervous and when you smile it’s like the whole world stops.” He leaned in closer and put his arm around me and with the other he wiped away an unexpected tear that rolled down my cheek.
“If I knew that you were going to say that, I would've text you earlier. I felt so stupid when you didn't text back, like you didn't like me or you thought I was to clingy and-.” Our foreheads were now touching. He was laughing. “What are you laughing at!”
“You bug, you always put yourself down, and you never stop talking!” He had the biggest grin on his face. I never realized what he was doing until our noses bumped. He was going to kiss me! My heart was racing, like 100 beats per minute! Grace, breath, just breath.
“Gracie! I need you!” Katie called from the other end of the yard. Jamie pulled away, so I gave him a smile that said I was sorry. He just nodded again. I hated the way his mood changed. As I walked towards Katie I turned back to look to see if Jamie was still there, he was, along with Charlotte. What was she up to, she followed us out in the garden before. She must be up to something.
“What is it Kat?” I was quite concerned considering the way she called for me.
“Oh I was just shouting to tell you that I’m not staying at yours now, I’m spending the night at Jakes.” The grin on her face said it all, it made me feel a little sick at the thought of Katie and Jake. But I just told her that it was fine, and she should have a good time. Which I’m sure she would. When I walked back to the yard, I noticed that Jamie and Charlotte had gone. The only other person in the yard was Liam.
“Hey Liam, did you see where Jamie went?” I asked pointing where he was sat before.
“Oh yeah, he went upstairs with Charlotte.” He sounded concerned. My heart sank. Why would he do this to me? “Gracie, are you okay, I saw you two getting pretty close, and then you walk off and Charlotte just jumped on him. He looked pretty cut up about something.”
“I’m just going to go find him and sort it out, cause apparently what he said to me was all lies.” My angry radiated my whole body, and I ran up Jamie's stairs like someone was chasing me with a knife, Liam wasn't too far behind. When I got to Jamie's I hesitated, did I really want to see what was behind the door? No, I needed to see what was going on, and my anger needed to be let off in some way. When I opened the door, I was relieved to see that they were both fully clothed, not so relieved to see Charlotte on top of Jamie. I could hear Liam take a deep breath when he saw too.
“What the hell is going on here?” I have no idea where it came from, I just wanted to hit Charlotte in the face. Charlotte jumped up of Jamie and walked towards me with a smug smile on her face. “ Oh I should have known Charlotte, Jamie was the only one on your list that you haven’t slept with yet, need to keep up a perfect record now, don’t we?” With that, Charlotte palm hit my face, it stung like a bee sting.
“You have no idea how long I wanted to do that! You have been a pain in my ass ever since we stopped talking in sophomore year. You wanna know why we stopped talking? Because your nothing but a jealous little rat.” I could see this was giving her great satisfaction. “No wonder your dad doesn't want to know you, and Jamie doesn't want you, Dan didn't want you; that's why he came running to me all the time. I mean who would want you, look at you, you just a sad loser Grace.” Before I knew it my fist hit her right in the Jaw. It felt so good!