The bad boy - Jayden Lottman (best life changing books .TXT) 📗

I care and stuff, so I can get into her pants"

I feel tears start to form in my eyes.
I turn around and head back down the staris. I run outside to my truck and get in and just drive to my house. Once I get there I run to my room and cry and cry for what seems like hours, until I get a text, from alex. 

Hey where are you?

Not your damn business!

What is wrong?

Just leave me the fuck alone, don't ever fucking talk to me again

Hey what did I do

I don't reply instead I just start to cry again.

 

 

 

Chapter 6:What did I do???

 ALEX's POV:

I would seriously like to know what I did wrong, I don't understand why Clara said those things, and I am going to find out.

I drive to my house and get out and walk over to clara's.

I just go right in because her father said that I was welcome when ever. I head downstaris, and see that Clara isn't in the kitchen or living room.

"shes problely in her room duhh" I say to myself. I start to walk to her room. 

I knock..."whos there"

I turn the knob and see that it is locked...Damn it.

"who is it" she says again. Her voice sounds all tired and sad. God what the hell did I do. 

 

"who is..." she said as she opened the door, but as soon as she seen it was me, she slamed the door in my face. 

"get the hell out of my house" she says.

"i am not going anywhere until you tell me what I did wrong" "you should know"

"well I don't know so will you please fucking tell me"

"you really wanna know" she says as she opens the door again.

"yes I do"

"ok lets see where the hell do I begin...oh yes ok I was going to my first period class, and I overheard these 2 guys talking, one saying that he is just being all nice to this girl just to get sex out of her"

oh god she heard me say that.

"clara it didn't mean anything I promise"

"no fuck you, just get out I can't trust you, I don't even wanna be by you, or see you so get the hell out" she yells.

 

"no I am not going anywhere" I say

"will you please just fucking leave"she says again as tears start to fall down her face.

"don't cry" I say as I take a step forward and wipe the tears off of her face.

"don't fucking touch me" she yells as she pounds my chest over and over again.

"god damit alex, you ruined everything I really thought that you liked me, I just knew that I shouldn't have fallen for you, you ruined everything, I hate you I hate you I fucking hate you" she screams

"baby.."  

"Don't call me that, I never wanna hear that  come out of your mouth again you 2 faced asshole" 

"clara will you please just listen to me"

"no just get the hell out" Shes says while pushing me towards the stairs

"don't ever fucking come back" she screams in my face.

 

I walk back up staris and head over to my house. I can't believe that she heard that conversation with David. I only said that stuff about her because if he finds out that I am in love with clara, then he will tell the police that I was I in a drug cartel to protect my familyl. David is the man guy in our little crew, and he threatend to kill me and my family if I didn't join the cartel.

Everyone always think that I should never fall in love or have feelings for anyone just because they think I am the so called bad boy. 

 

But deep down I am not, I am a sweet caring guy. And over this past week I have loved clara more and more each day. I love everything about her, her smile, laugh, the way she sings, everything about her is just perfect. I myself even thought that I would never fall in love, I have gone through so many girls. But since clara came along, I haven't even touched another girl.

 

I need to fix this, I can't loose clara. 

 

CLARA's POV:

God I just want everything to end, Alex is such a asshole, I fucking hate his guts. If I ever see him again, I don't think that I could stop myself from forgiving him. I just love him to damn much. I go to the bathroom, and jump in the shower. The hot water feels so good, it slowly starts to relax me. I get out and wrap  the towel around my waist, I open the door, and go over to my closet. I get dressed in my pj and go and lay on my bed.

Strong warm arms wrap around my waist and pull me agianst them. I scream. A hand clamps around my mouth. "shhh..I just want to talk you need to listen to my Clara" Alex says

He turns me around, I look into his beautiful green eyes. "seriously alex Get the hell out of my house"

"i just want to talk to you, give me 5min"  I think about it, I mean its not bad. "fine you better start talking cause you got 2min" He smiles and nods.

"Clarabear I love you and want to be with you, I would never say something to hurt you, that guy that I said that to, he is very powerful and I have to say those things to keep you safe." "I don't believe you" Clara says "clara baby, please you gotta believe me, I love you ok, nobody has ever made me feel the way that you make me feel, I am so madly in love with you, you just gotta believe me" he says. 

 

"I still don't belive you"

"well what do I have to do, to make you belive me" "I don't know alex, I don't know. Do something to make me belive you" I say.

He leans forward and plants a kiss on my lips "how about now" I shake my head no. He trails kisses down my neck, he gets to my sweet spot, and I moan. "now" "no" 

He pulls me closer to him and kisses me rough and hard on the lips. He licks my lips asking for entrance, I give it to him. His tounge explores my mouth. He pulls up the towel and puts his hands on my butt. 

I push him back so he is sitting on my bed, I sit on top of  him and wrap my legs around his waist. He pulls back. "now" I smile and shake my head. I kiss him, and unbotton his shirt, I push him back so that he is laying on my bed. He breaks the kiss so that he can take off his shirt. 

We begin kissing again rough and hard. He flips us around so that I am on bottom and he is on top. I scoot up all the way to where my pillows are, he lays in between my legs. I can feel his erection, threw his jogging pants. 

I want him so bad right know. He kisses me again. And his hands slowly trace down to my vagina. He starts to rub it. I moan into his mouth, everything just feels so good. He continues to rub my clit, then I feel something go inside of me, I moan so loud, he plugs 2 fingers in me and moves them in and out.

"oh alex, I am gonna come" 

He stops, and looks at me, I look at him, he is smiling. "do you forgive me" I nod yes. He begins to pull down his pants, I stop him. "alex no, I am not ready"
He smiles and pulls his pants back up, "ok I understand"

"are you sure" He nods yes. 

 He kisses me again and again. " I am gonna get dressed, then get us a snack" I tell him.

"ok sounds good"

I quickly get dressed and I open the door but before I went out of the room Alex says "clara"

 I turn around and say what.

"I love you"

I smile.

"I love you to"

 

Chapter 7:The friend that gets in the way

 CLARA's POV:

I woke up with my alarm clock blaring in my ear. Everything from last night come back to me in flashes. The problem was I can't figure out When Alex left or what happened. I Grab my phone and see that I have 10 missed calls from alex and about 20 new messages from him. 

I open one and it says 
"clara I am so so so so sorry for what I did, please forgive me I don't want you being mad at me So please call me back or just come over please please please</3. Please call me back" 

What the hell I thought that we made up? The last thing I remember is laying on my....OH MY GOD! I can't believe it did I dream about all of that? I have never in my life dreamed about something like that. I feel my face get all hot, just remembering all the things that happened in my dream. 

God why did everything have to go wrong, why can't for once somehthing happen in my life that is actually good? Over this past 2 and half weeks I have loved every moment of it, just being able to hang out with alex made my day. Every touch every laugh, everyting was just so damn perfect and know it is all ruined. 

I just wish that I would have never met Alex then maybe none of this would be happening, maybe I wouldn't feel so hurt and lost. I know that it is kind of stupid to be saying that I am like heart broken and it is probably to soon to say that I was in love with him, I may not be yet, but I know that I am falling and I am falling hard.

I get up and go over to my closet and grab out my outfit for the day. Which is white shorts, with a red tank top and and some black converse. I go over to my phone and text alex saying for him to never talk to me again that I don't want anything to do with him, and that I never want to see him again. 

I know that I do want to see him but I wont tell him that because I am so pissed that he could even think about saying that to anyone. 

My phone dings telling me that I have a message.

Text from Alex: Baby please don't