The Life Of A Troubled Teen - Jaycee4 (a book to read .txt) 📗

Things started off okay. I made new friends and spent time with the friends I already had. School life started okay, until the bullies started. Fat, ugly, bitch, whore, stupid, beast, monster they would scream. They would whisper things behind my back and laugh. Push me, scribble over my work, throw things at me and stab me with pens. To them my misery was fun. I hated it. It never stopped year 7, 8, 9 the bullies still bullied me.

Why me? Why me? I asked myself, but I couldn't answer the question. I didn't know why people hated me so much, they just did. I was scared of going to school, so would pretend I was sick so I didn't have to go in. I didn't want to face them. At home I was safe, or at least I was until they started harassing me on Facebook. Then they created a hate site about me.

The hate site said, "We hate you", "go kill yourself nobody will care", "her parents don't love her", "nobody will miss her", "fat stupid slag". I hated myself and began starving myself although I didn't become thin. The police were involved and the site was taken down but I never found out who made it and it still didn't stop the torment.

They still called me names and picked on me. One day I just grew tired of it and swallowed a lot of pills and closed my eyes and prepared for death. Unfortunately death didn't come. Do you know what its like to wake up and feel so disappointed because your still breathing? I do. Because that's what I felt. I didn't want to live any more, I didn't want to go through the pain any more. I just wanted it all to end. But it didn't.

Publication Date: 11-07-2011

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Dedication:
Dedicated to all those that are being bullied and have been bullied. You can stand up and fight.