Why Am I So Self- Concious? - Tiff (red queen free ebook txt) 📗

Recently I've noticed I've been a little self concious. Then agian, don't we all? With cheerleading tryouts coming out in a couple months, I've been thinking about my social staus alot. I also noticed that only really hang ou with one person. I have a feeling that puts people off. She annoys the crap out of everybody, including me. But she's a heck of alot alot nicer than the girls in my grade. She's really lonely, so sometimes take pity her. I'm saying that I only hang with her becuase I pity her, becuae we agree on ALOT of things.
1. Cheerleader's smiles are ridiculously fake
2. Pop music sucks, soul and R&B is much better
3. Although she is white and I'm black, we believe that people underestimate black people's academic abilities
Ect....
Anyway, I asked her for her input on my thought of being a cheerleader. She didn't appove, but that's ok. She's doing that for my well-being. She doesn't want me to become a snobby, popular, brat with no common decency for others, and I agree.
I think the most self-concious people are some of the celeberties and popular people. We motivate them to act stupid becuase we think that they;re god or something..... Honestly, now that I think about it, I shouldn't feel so self concious. I'm sure there's some one out there knows that social ranking, money, cars, how cool you are, your new weave, your new shoes, your new clothes, the latest trend,what phone you have, and all the crap people think is important really isn't But for now, I barely know anyone who agees with me on this. That might be why I'm uncool.


But who the heck gives a crap? We're all gonna die some day.

Text: I took these pictues. What more do you want me to say?
Publication Date: 01-21-2012

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Dedication:
To all the people like me-bored, yet somewhat satisfied.