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The walk to Fantastique was a long one, especially in the pouring rain. Juliette knew that she would not concentrate in class without the heavenly Wonder Bread with confiture, and if she didnāt concentrate, she wouldnāt be able to maintain her straight A average. She continued to trudge through the muddy puddles now forming in the dip between the tiny sidewalk and the large apartments looming above her. Juliette couldnāt wait to smell the warm pastry scent of Fantastique-the coffee, the freshly baked bread, the croissants, the Allumettesā¦she closed her eyes and breathed in deeply, but coughed as the retched smell of garbage filled her lungs. She was passing theā¦Garbage Hole. Juliette quickly hurried past; she didnāt have time to waste on the disgusting Garbage Hole.
The Garbage Hole was basically a series of almost empty dumpsters where the poor people lived. They sometimes left their tattered holes to beg for food or money, but mostly they just yelled.
Juliette preferred the yelling. When they begged, she could see inside their petrifying eyes, the fear welling inside them, the humiliation, the inner childā¦ she just couldnāt stand it-it disgusted her. She held her nose high in the air, pinching it slightly, and traipsed past.
Pernelle was going to be late. Juliette had not waited for her, even though Pernelle was brushing her teeth as fast as she possibly could. She didnāt even have time to grab an umbrella.
At that thought she tugged the hood of her too small manteau and continued walking to school, carefully splashing over as many puddles as possible. She could see the warm windows of yellow in the distance-the windows belonging to Fantastique. She breathed a sigh of relief and hurried toward the glittering lights. She was hurrying so quickly, however, she didnāt notice something lumpy on the ground a few feet ahead of her. She stumbled on it and landed, crashing onto her knees, her hands out to break the fall. She could feel the sting before she even looked-her hands and knees were scraped and bleeding profusely. She felt the tears well up before she could stop them; she didnāt even know why she was so upset-it was only a little blood, and the stinging had subsided.
She stood back up and looked to see what had caused the spill.
It was a damp, soggy newspaper, just lying on the ground, just waiting to be tripped over. Pernelle frowned. Why would somebody just leave this newspaper lying around? Then the smell of moldy cheese and rotting fruit hit her nostrils: The Garbage Hole. āBien Sur,ā She whispered to herself. Of Course- whoever owned this paper didnāt want it or need it. They didnāt want to emerge from their garbage dumpster home and get the paper because they were embarrassed-they didnāt want people to see them.
Pernelle picked up the newspaper gingerly and held it with her thumb and index finger as far away from her face as possible, as if it was some sort of disease. There was only one thing to do-and she didnāt want to do it.
She weighed her options: If she returned the paper, (like she knew she should,) she would most likely be late to class and humiliate herself, not to mention even having to go into the Garbage Hole.
On the other hand, not returning the paper wouldnāt beā¦wellā¦nice. It wouldnāt be neighborly. It just didnāt seem morally correct.
So she reluctantly stepped into the untidy, smelly, degutant, gross ally way and toward the nearest little hut near the dumpsters.
She stopped. Where should she knock? Should she yell? She compromised by knocking on the metal dumpster and calling, āAllo? Madame? Monsieur? Allo?ā
No answer. She tried again. āJāai a papier! Allo? Oh- bonjour, Monsieur! Ā» (Hello? Anybody? Hello? I have your paper! Hello? Oh-Hello, sir!)
A man with a long gray, straggly beard appeared out of nowhere in front of her. The sour stench of rotten fruit surrounded the man like dust. One of his eyes was a brilliant yellow color, while the other was cement colored gray.
Fear welled inside Pernelle: This poor man, whoever he was or whatever his name looked very dangerous, and the constant twitching of his left, yellow eye unnerved her.
āErā¦oui, ouiā¦is this yours?ā Pernelle asked tentatively. The man stared at her. She tried again.
āDoes this newspaper belong to you, sir?ā
The manās questioning eyes swept over her dark rain swept hair and tight, soaked coat. He seemed to be deciding whether to answer or not. After a few more awkward seconds, when the only sound heard was the honks of passing vehicles a short distance away, the man spoke.
āI aināt from here, kid. Iām from the Americaās. You know, red white blue?ā
Pernelleās insides gave an uncomfortable squirm. She knew exactly where this man was from, and having only started learning English last year, she knew she was in a tight spot.
But Pernelle knew that the only way this man would understand her was if she strung together all she knew about English and took the risk.
āUmā¦Iā¦seeā¦p-paler-non-paper-on-floor,ā She said, screwing her eyes together in the effort to remember all the English she learned in the past year. āIā¦giveā¦backā¦you,ā She said, thrusting the Newspaper into the manās cold hands. To Pernelleās great astonishment, the man smiled.
āVery good,ā He said in his gravely voice. āVery good indeed! Thank you, young lady!ā
The man held out a hand.
Pernelle only understood two words from what the man had just said: Thank you.
All her fear gone, she grasped the manās rough hand and they shook.
āI aināt gonna tell ya my nameā He said, slowly so Pernelle could understand him.
āMeā¦too,ā She said quickly.
āYou know what, little stranger? I think I know enough French to get along.ā
And with that he started to speak in almost perfect French, an amused and pleasantly surprised Pernelle standing shocked in front of him as the rain poured harder and harder down.
āLet me tell you something. I didnāt like that, watching you struggle with English to get the message across. Not one bit. But I had to do it, otherwise you wouldnāt have been challenged.ā
āIs that why youāre here? To challenge people?ā Pernelle asked curiously.
The raggedy man chuckled.
āNo, my dear. Wellā¦a little. I came here for a change of scene. A different perspective.ā
Pernelle bit her lip.
āButā¦ā She said, looking around the tattered, dirty dumpsters and polluted graffitied walls, āThis isnāt exactly whatād Iād call aā¦ā She bit back her retort, horrified at her rudeness.
He grinned again.
āYeah, I know. Not exactly a palace. But thatās ok. It isnāt as bad as you think.ā
āButā¦ā Pernelle said again. āItāsā¦dirty. Slimy. I donāt think this-this hole-is fit to live in!ā
He motioned Pernelle to sit on a nearby stump. He pulled a raggedy lawn chair out from his dumpster and sat.
āThe world throwed me a curve ball, girly. I didnāt expect what happened to me. When the ball game starts, they play till thereās a winner.ā
āHow did you end up here? What happened to you?ā
Pernelle expected him to shout at her, to tell her that it was none of her business how he ended up homeless. But he did nothing of the sort.
āIt was an automobile accident. My wifeā¦and my only sonā¦dead. Instantly. There was no saving them. They werenāt the only ones in the accident, mind you,ā He said pointedly, āNo. There were lots more. One of the biggest crashes ever seen in all of Indiana. It was devastating.
āThen, if you can imagine, my insurance didnāt cover all the repairs and deathsā¦didnāt cover the funeral expensesā¦didnāt cover nothing.
And then I woke up one morning. And I watched the sun rising over the apple trees in the neighboring orchard, and I thought, Iām so sad, and the sun is still rising. Iāve lost everythingā¦but the sun is still warm and bright and there. Something opened inside of me that morning in Indiana. Something awakened the sleeping man, trying to hide from the looming truth. They were gone. And Iād have to move on.ā
His yellow eye looked mistily into the distance.
Pernelle looked at him sadly, but with a smile on her face. This man had gone through so much pain and suffering, yet he still knew how to smile.
āSo,ā The old man said abruptly, causing Pernelle to jump, āI gathered all I had and moved here. I needed a change of scene. I needed to get away from the laid back Indiana. I needed something to fully awaken the sleeping man. I wanted action.ā
Pernelle waited, listening to him with rapt attention.
āAnd thatās exactly what I got. One bus crash later and I ended up here for good. I messed up my life, and I couldnāt get out of it this time. There was no where else to run, or hide. And Iāve been here ever since.ā
And with that, he crossed his arms, an air of finality hovering around him.
āYou knowā¦I think youāre petty brave,ā Pernelle said. āSome people wouldnāt have made it as far as you.ā
He looked at her questioningly.
āIām living inside a dumpster.ā
āYes,ā Pernelle said, nodding, āBut you have courage, something some people lack. I lack courage,ā She added. āAnd it really stops me in my tracks sometimes. Iām not saying that ālooking for actionā was the best action to take, but you came here, to France, all by yourself! You found the courage to leave where you were sad, to recognize your pain and shaping it into something worthwhile! I value that in a person.ā
There was silence.
āThank you,ā The man said quietly.
More silence.
āSir?ā
āHmm?ā
āSometimesā¦sometimes I feel as if the world is trying to knock me down. I meanā¦with all those terrorists in the world, and the murderers, and the stingy bad peopleā¦why do people say the world is a beautiful place, if people are dying everywhere?ā
The man thought for a moment.
āWouldnāt you rather live in a world thatās beautiful than a world thatās ugly?ā
āOf course, but sometimes itās like every time I turn, thereās a dead end.ā
The old man with the yellow eye stared into her blue eyes.
āThe world is a sphere. It has no dead ends.ā
Pernelle fell silent, pondering over what the old man had just said to her. The words encouraged her to keep staring straight ahead, to never look back, and that if she missed a step or two, that it was ok and sheād survive.
Pernelle stood up. So did the man.
āThank you, sir. Normally I just walk past this place without a second glance, butā¦ Iāll come back, sir. You were very kind to me.ā
The man smiled again as they walked to the garbage hole entrance. Pernelle saw the sun rising over the Eiffel Tower in the distance and felt happy, encouraging warmth spreading through her. She knew, now, that there was no such thing as cowardice. That somewhere, deep inside a personās soul, courage is waiting to openedā¦and it always is.
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