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met mark then it dawned on me what about Samantha what was she up to. The next day I went to work not excited about being pregnant but on a mission to find Sam I called Mel to see if she had heard anything she replied she is back in prison I was soon on the phone to the prison asking for her number so I could write to her. That night I could not think of the right words to say how could I just leave her on her own for years while I rebuild my life what will she think of me for getting in touch with her after all this time. I simple wrote hi bab just pain here what the hell you done now sorry not been in touch long story hopefully can have the chance to explain please send a vo. Love you lots carly barleyx.
Weeks went past and I never heard anything from Sam the morning came of my 12 week scan and a letter fell on the fall I picked it up and on the back it said love you lots jammy Sammy. I was so pleased she wrote back I tore open the letter and it said no need to send vo I will be at yours tonight at 6 been released early for good behaver. I was so excited I called Mel and told her about Sam and she said she could not make it as that part of her life is in the past and the future is all about he Carl and bump. So I went for my scan and everything was great just how it should be I felt relived told mark that Sam was coming he already knew who she was just never had the chance to met her before. Six o’clock came and went I said to mark I guess she cant be bothered now which is understandable look how we just left her. 9 o’clock came and there was a knock on the door it was Sam how you been chuck she e said sorry im late met up with a few pals and went for a drink. She was well drunk stumbling all over the place she stutter some words and then crashed out on the settee. In the morning she could not say sorry enough. We spoke about what happened when we lost touch and she was really pleased how my life had worked out and I told her how Mel was doing and she said she already knew. Well that’s when I was tooken back how did she know about Mel she as not been around . So I asked how she knew about Mel and that’s when the whole thing came out she met Mel 3 years back when sams boyfriend would keep seeking off so one she followed him and that’s when she saw him with Mel she was upset and hurt but she would not tell Mel as she didn’t want to ruin how good mels life was. Sammy said I was preg at the time with carls baby and Carl was violent to me beat me up all the time and smashed a vodka bottle of my head. I tried to escape him loads of times she said but I had no one or no where to go. I felt so bad I let her down when she needed us the most. Well her baby was born and she ended up in hospital though Carl and that’s when her baby was taking in to care so once her baby had gone she could see no way back and went back to her old ways where they were loads worst then before. Now she wasn’t just a drunk but a drug users and a prostitute I could not explain how bad I felt that I left her but I swore to her I will help you get better and change your life around I said it wont be easier but we will do it. I told her that she had to tell Mel about Carl and she said she knew she came to the hospital to tell me to stay away from Carl. So I guess Mel is not as happy as she makes out . Was all this a sign that my life was turning back to the old days made me question myself is mark who I think he is or is he like Carl. That night I put Sam in the spare room while I spook to mark about whether he knew about Carl and he said he knew he was a ladies man but didn’t know about all that stuff with Sam. From then I knew he was telling the truth. I got Sam in to a rehab clinic once she was clear of drink and drugs I got her on to a hairdressing course and now she is happy and as not took drink or drugs in 6 months but she still has hard times but Imp there with her now though them. Well I had a baby girl which as been the making of me and I love her more then life its self and no matter what happens along the way I will always be there for my little girl. Mel is still with Carl and seems happy they have a little boy and are working on some issues but with a little bit of help they are getting there. I would never have been this happy if I never had mark and now I face my worst fear mark as been called to Iraq its going to be the toughest 6 months ive ever been though but if mark as shown me anything its how to overcome negative things in life.
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Weeks went past and I never heard anything from Sam the morning came of my 12 week scan and a letter fell on the fall I picked it up and on the back it said love you lots jammy Sammy. I was so pleased she wrote back I tore open the letter and it said no need to send vo I will be at yours tonight at 6 been released early for good behaver. I was so excited I called Mel and told her about Sam and she said she could not make it as that part of her life is in the past and the future is all about he Carl and bump. So I went for my scan and everything was great just how it should be I felt relived told mark that Sam was coming he already knew who she was just never had the chance to met her before. Six o’clock came and went I said to mark I guess she cant be bothered now which is understandable look how we just left her. 9 o’clock came and there was a knock on the door it was Sam how you been chuck she e said sorry im late met up with a few pals and went for a drink. She was well drunk stumbling all over the place she stutter some words and then crashed out on the settee. In the morning she could not say sorry enough. We spoke about what happened when we lost touch and she was really pleased how my life had worked out and I told her how Mel was doing and she said she already knew. Well that’s when I was tooken back how did she know about Mel she as not been around . So I asked how she knew about Mel and that’s when the whole thing came out she met Mel 3 years back when sams boyfriend would keep seeking off so one she followed him and that’s when she saw him with Mel she was upset and hurt but she would not tell Mel as she didn’t want to ruin how good mels life was. Sammy said I was preg at the time with carls baby and Carl was violent to me beat me up all the time and smashed a vodka bottle of my head. I tried to escape him loads of times she said but I had no one or no where to go. I felt so bad I let her down when she needed us the most. Well her baby was born and she ended up in hospital though Carl and that’s when her baby was taking in to care so once her baby had gone she could see no way back and went back to her old ways where they were loads worst then before. Now she wasn’t just a drunk but a drug users and a prostitute I could not explain how bad I felt that I left her but I swore to her I will help you get better and change your life around I said it wont be easier but we will do it. I told her that she had to tell Mel about Carl and she said she knew she came to the hospital to tell me to stay away from Carl. So I guess Mel is not as happy as she makes out . Was all this a sign that my life was turning back to the old days made me question myself is mark who I think he is or is he like Carl. That night I put Sam in the spare room while I spook to mark about whether he knew about Carl and he said he knew he was a ladies man but didn’t know about all that stuff with Sam. From then I knew he was telling the truth. I got Sam in to a rehab clinic once she was clear of drink and drugs I got her on to a hairdressing course and now she is happy and as not took drink or drugs in 6 months but she still has hard times but Imp there with her now though them. Well I had a baby girl which as been the making of me and I love her more then life its self and no matter what happens along the way I will always be there for my little girl. Mel is still with Carl and seems happy they have a little boy and are working on some issues but with a little bit of help they are getting there. I would never have been this happy if I never had mark and now I face my worst fear mark as been called to Iraq its going to be the toughest 6 months ive ever been though but if mark as shown me anything its how to overcome negative things in life.
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