Beloved or Betrayed *(incomplete) - shay prinkey (spanish books to read .txt) 📗

time with my son." I smiled. "Are you excited about graduating?" she ask. I walked over to the sofa and sat down. "yes! i cant believe im about to start college. It feels like just yesterday i started high school." i said pretending to be excited. I was actually aggravated because i got no warning she was coming or i would have never come over. "College is an amazing experience. I loved every second of it. I am so glad tyler decided to go to college i think it will move his life forward in so many ways. speaking of tyler i believe i owe you a thank you. You were the only one who could break through to him last year. We as in his father and i thank you so much." She said smiling. I had only met his father once and he only said two words. "mrs. lener no thank you owed. I care about tyler and only want to see him do good things and be happy." i said biting my nails. "Im so glad he has someone like you in his life. I was so afraid he was going to be a womanizer when he was younger." she said laughing a little. I started to laugh because ty was far from that, id actually never thought he was that type of guy. "Im glad to have ty in my life he's really a great guy. He's been the best friend i have ever had." i said. She smilied. "call me haley. I believe your more like family at this point. You and tyler have been together for a long time now." she said kindly. I felt my face expression drop so i fixed it back to a smile. "thanks i really appreciate that haley. um where is ty?" i ask. "oh i guess i should have started with that. He is with his father. I was booted out of the father son talk" she said making a funny face. I could only imagine what they were talking about. "well if you will excuse me i have to go um change before ty gets back. I feel so rude coming out like this in front of you. I didnt know ty was having company today." mrs haley smiled. "ooh hun i understand i still wear Tims shirts to bed." I let out a awkward laugh. I walked away with my eyes open wide. I wondered what she thought was going on here. I was just visiting ty i wasnt living with him or anything like that.  I went back in the room and grabbed my phone.

Me

Where are you? i cant believe you left me here with your mom

Tydizzle

No choice. Dad demanded i ride with him.

Im regretting it more than you could possibly be

Me

why?

Tydizzle

you know how dad is always bitching about something

Me

smh when are you comin back?

Tydizzle

Omw now. Did you change before you went in there 

to talk to my mom?

Me

no.... i didnt know she was here. i went into 

the living room looking for you!! Why?

Tydizzle

They think we are living together. 

I tried to explain it wasnt like that but my dad refuses to believe me

Me

omg your kidding me. Now i see why 

your mom was so friendly. She was trying to brain fuck me!!

Well i gave her nothing. 

Tydizzle

DONT DO ANYTHING STUPID!!

I put the phone down and put my shirt back on. I pulled my hair back into a ponytail then grabbed my phone putting it back in my pocket. When i walked into the livingroom tys mom was watching tv. I went back to the sofa and sat down. "you are so adorable. your almost like a baby doll." She said smilling big. "thats what ty says all the time in different ways." She smiled. "you two are adorable together." She sat back relaxing. "um haley you do know me and tyler arent dating. we are just friends." i said with a blank expression on my face. "oh no i didnt know that." she said in a disappointed tone. "i feel like i should tell you why. I really really care about tyler. I would go to the end of the world for him but, we are still so young and i refuse to risk our friendship for a relationship when in all reality we are both young and liable to make stupid mistakes. Ive had my heart broken before and i refuse to feel that way again or make anyone feel that way ever. Tyler is so special to me and if i ever hurt him it would kill me." i explained. She stood up and walked over to me Then hugged me. "now i see what the fuss is about." she said letting me go. I looked around in shock. "the fuss?" i asked. "we didnt understand why ty fought us so hard to stay here when we wanted him to go to tennesse for college but i think i understand now." she said looking at me. "and why would that be? Im sorry. Im so lost."  I scratched my head. "If you dont know that answer i think you should ask tyler. Maybe you two have somthing to talk about." she said walking away. I sighed laying my head on the end of the couch. I pulled my phone and text ty.

Me

i did a little brain picking myself and now i need answers

whats your mom talking about you going to tn

and more importantly why didnt you go?

Tydizzle

ugh alana. seriously i said dont do anything 

stupid. 

Me

how is that stupid?

Tydizzle

Cause now your acting like i hid something from you when 

i didnt. I didnt feel there was a reason to tell you because i 

didnt want to go. I had just gotten home and i wasnt 

Leaving again. I told them that and they didnt like it or understand

it but i didnt care. Is there anything else you need to know?

Me

actually yes. Whats the real reason you didnt want

to go? Do not lie to me tyler

Tydizzle

 because alana!! your killing me!

Me

Ok so here starts the argument. Buckle up cause im really about 

to piss you off with this next text.

Tydizzle 

Im buckled in baby. Hit me as hard as you can!!

Me

so explain to me why you refused to go to tn for college when i could

have simply drove there to see you or you could have drove here 

and more importantly why are you making life decisions based on

me! I am not your first priority tyler! You know i love you and thats 

why this shit isnt going to fly with me at all!! Have you fucking fell off 

your rocker? here it is a year later and i have to find out about this from 

your mom!! Im really not feeling this at all. Why in the hell would you deny

going to tn for college? i just dont understand. Thats where you orignally wanted

 to go!! What is it im missing here?

Tydizzle

(hard impact)...(but not hard enough)

I didnt tell you because i didnt want to! Your right your not

my first priority. Your my only priority. I stop caring about going

to tennessee when you said you wanted to go to gsu. school and so many

other things come second or last on the list of priorities when it comes to

being with you. I am so tired of acting like we are somthing we arent. 

(buckle up)

You have held me together when i fell completely apart!

Do you really think im going to move out of state leaving you here

Hell no. you have fell off your fucking rocker. I mean come on alana lets stop pretending

we stop being friends a long time ago! Before I screwed up and fucked everything off we

were happy together. I felt so complete then.

I felt like nothing could hold me down. 

I could conquer everything and anyone! I knew i was going 

down the wrong path when 

I started smoking weed i knew all that but it didnt matter

because i thought you would never

leave me. I literally felt on top of the world.

Then you...YOU knocked me down. On my graduation night at that.

My eyes opened wide that night.

I realized right then what we had wasnt

replaceable! When you drove away from that gas station my life started to fall apart.

I thought i had lost you I thougth i had lost myself.

But then you...God YOU opened my eyes at that party. Ill never forget the way you looked at me. With pure disgust in your eyes. It broke me down.

Then i saw you dancing with deshawn and i thought i would never have your heart again.

But once again you proved me wrong. You denied us both.

You walked away like a boss. 

I was so damn proud of you in that moment but my head was so clouded.

god lana my head was so clouded.

I wanted so badly to run after you but my anger got the best

of me. smh i fucked up so bad that night. But then you picked me.

When you got out of 

the car that night i could see

in your eyes you wanted nothing more to do with me

but instead of turning me away you embraced me. You made me get my shit together. 

Now with all that being said do you really think im going to 

leave the ONE and only person who loves me? 

 

 

chapter 11

 It took me a few mintues to read his texts. By the time i was done he was walking in the house with his dad. His face was beat red. I got up walking into his room. He followed behind me. He slammed the door when he walked in the room. "i... i am honestly speechless ty." i said looking at my feet. I felt horrible, i didnt mean for him to have to dig up his past. "good. cause right now i just want you to listen." he said holding my face in his hands. "I want more. I want all your love. Im here because i love you. I know you love me. you wouldnt say it if you didnt mean it. Come on we know everything about each other. Please just give me another chance. Im so tired of walking around pretending what we have isnt special or amazing. I mean do you not feel the same way? dont answer that not yet. What i really want to know is whats holding you back from being with me now?" I wanted so badly to look away but he had my face in his hands and i knew if i looked away it would be pointless because he would just move in my line of sight. "ty nothing is holding me back aside to fear." He let my face go