Kaitlynn - jade143 N/Y (ap literature book list .txt) 📗

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"its not nice." i giggled.

"yes it is."

we were so close were staring at each other. this is like those movies. he acts all sweet and they get lost in each others eyes and start making out. thats exsactly what happen to. i let him exsplore my mouth while the scary music played over and over again. when we finally got sleepy we went in his room that was actually really clean the walls were all black. we layed down i had my head on his chest. i listend to him breath.

"what are we doing?" he ask.

"what do you mean?"

"we made out and now were cuddling. like what are we? does any thing change?" i rasied my head and looked at him.

"do you want things to change?"

"i dont know. do you want to be a couple?"

"i cant answer unless you say the whole thing." he chuckled his crocked smile made my heart race.

"katlynn will you go out with me."

"awe your so adorable."

"what?"

"we barly now me."

"i do to."

"whats my favorite color?"

"blue and black."

"band?"

"silverstein."

"movie?"

"let me in."

"song?"

"smile in your sleep."

"my middle name?"

"paige."

"how do you know so much about me?"

"amy and you."

"me?"

"the stuff you do."

"well then i know nothing about you."

"well color black, band silverstein, song my heroine, middle name cole."

"okay." i giggle.

"will you?"

"yes."

i put my head back down on his chest i could feel his mucules under his shirt. he rubbed my back. he started falling asleep. when he was i pulled my phone from my pocket. 11:48pm. i texted gable.

me:
wheres stefan?

gable:
idk he left and never came back.

me:
i have a new boyfriend his name is mason

gable:
oh dear

me:
what?

gable:
im so happy you did it and not him... lindsey jennings thinks she's pregnant with his kid.

me:
that cheater!

i love making him think im hurt about stuff. im actually getting butterflies.

gable:
im sorry, do you want me to keep him away from you?

me:
yes please =(

gable:
i will i love you and tell mason i said be good to you or i'll kick his ass 2 = )

me:
i love you too and i'll tell him.

gable:
g2g guess you just walked in the house.

stefan. this couldnt get any better man. i snuggled up to him. fell asleep.

when i woke up mason was still sleep. i got up and went home. i took a shower the first day of school is tomarrow. i couldnt stop thinking about lindsey. did he rape her? did they date? im not going to get a answer unless i ask. should I? i got in the shower i went to my room picked out a pair of white skinny jeans a black shirt and my necklace. i picked up my phone.

me:
hey

lindsey:
hey

me:
what happend with you and stefan?

lindsey:
what do you mean?

me:
arnt you pregnant?

lindsey:
wow word gets out fast.

me:
yeah so you are?

lindsey:
yes.

me:
and its stefans?

lindsey:
im pretty sure.

me:
how sure?

lindsey:
pretty sure i was a virgan

me:
were you to together

lindsey:
no

me:
lindsey you can tell me.... i might have alrighty been threw it

lindsey:
really?

me:
idk if you dont tell me.

lindsey:
he raped me 2 nights before the party.

me:
omg

lindsey:
what?

me:
he raped you then raped me the next day then raped me again the day after that.

lindsey:
im so sorry

me:
why are you sorry for me? your the one pregnant.

lindsey:
how do you know your not? how do you know if he used a condom?

me:
im on the pill

lindsey:
smart move

me:
yup

lindsey:
we need to hang out some time.

me:
yes we do.

we talked for a while she gana name it if its a girl lena and if its a boy kevin. i told her those were wonderful names. we decided to hang out after school. i get a text from mason.

mason:
do you want to come and watch movies with me?

me:
yup whos there?

mason:
no one just me

me:
so its going to be just me and you?

mason:
are you okay with that? do you want me to tell amy to stay?

me:
im okay

Chapter 2: Does she know? Then why is she doing this?

Mason: Are you okay with that? Do you want me to tell Amy to stay?
Me: no I’m okay
Mason: okay when do you want to come over?

Me: whenever you want to me too.

Mason: Okay, How about in half an hour?

Me: Alrighty.

What am I going to do for an hour and a half? I thought for a while I sat on the couch. I could imagine me and mason together for a really long time. The question that kept running through my head was is Stefan gone? Or is he going to come up again. What if it gets so bad that me and mason can’t have a good relationship because I can’t tell him about Stefan? I felt a presence I looked up to see my mom.

“Hey honey.”

“Hey mama. What’s wrong?”

“I know he cheated on you. Gabe and I talked were not going to let him anywhere near you but he’s going to stay with us for a while.”

“Stefan is? Why?”

“His parents are moving to Boston and he wants to stay her really bad. So I told Kamern that he could stay with us for a while.”

“Mom he has 2 more years left of school! He’s going to be in this house for 2 years!”

“Please come down honey. I know this is a big thing to take in but yes he will be living and in this house for as long as he needs to.”

“Whatever.”

“And one more thing.”

“What else could you possibly want?”

“your going to have a little brother running around here.”

“What?”

“I’m pregnant.”

“How do you know it’s a boy?”

“I don’t look like it but I’m pretty far along sweet heart.”

“I’m happy for you.”

“Do you not want him?” She had hurt all over her face.

“Yes mom of course I do. I’m going to be the best big sister this baby’s ever had.”

“Well yeah you’re going to be his first big sister.”

“Oh yeah.”

“I love you honey so much.” She came over and hugged me. She let go and looked me straight in the eyes. “You know you can tell me anything right any problems anything. If your ever in a situation please come to me and let me help. Promise?”

“I promise mama.” Did she know?

“Alright then. Are you going somewhere?”

“Yeah I’m going to watch a movie at Amy’s.”

“With Amy?”

“Noooo.”

“Then who with?”

“My new boyfriend.”

“At Amy’s?”

“Well he’s soon to be her step brother.”

“Well do you think that could hurt her to know that your dating her soon to be step brother?”

“Yeah I’ll tell her.”

“Alright. When are you leaving?”

“Any minute.”

“Do you need anything?”

“No.”

“When are you due?”

“June 14.”

“Mom that’s only a month away.”

“I know.”

“Are you scared?”

“Oh child I’ve had 2 kids already.”

“Oh yeah.”

“Oh man is there something loose in here?” She asks tapping on my head gently.

“Mom? When’s he going to be here?”

“Later on tonight.”

“I’ve got to go.”

“Ok I’ll be here when you get home.”

I grabbed my keys off the table.

“Thank you for the car mom.”

“Any time love.”

“Bye, love you. Be home tonight you have school tomorrow.”

“Love you too.”

I ran to my car and jumped in. I just turned on the radio Mr. Know it all was on, she is so right with that song. Then there was a song from Avril Lavigne wish you were here. Makes me think about mason, I want him to be around.

Chapter 2: Does she know? Then why is she doing this?

Mason: Are you okay with that? Do you want me to tell Amy to stay?
Me: no I’m okay
Mason: okay when do you want to come over?

Me: whenever you want to me too.

Mason: Okay, How about in half an hour?

Me: Alrighty.

What am I going to do for an hour and a half? I thought for a while I sat on the couch. I could imagine me and mason together for a really long time. The question that kept running through my head was is Stefan gone? Or is he going to come up again. What if it gets so bad that me and mason can’t have a good relationship because I can’t tell him about Stefan? I felt a presence I looked up to see my mom.

“Hey honey.”

“Hey mama. What’s wrong?”

“I know he cheated on you. Gabe and I talked were not going to let him anywhere near you but he’s going to stay with us for a while.”

“Stefan is? Why?”

“His parents are moving to Boston and he wants to stay her really bad. So I told Kamern that he could stay with us for a while.”

“Mom he has 2 more years left of school! He’s going to be in this house for 2 years!”

“Please come down honey. I