Kaitlynn - jade143 N/Y (ap literature book list .txt) 📗

The first chance I had I jumped from the bed and found my clothes scatterd all over the floor. I pulled on my underwear which were kinda ripped then my pants then my bra and tank top. I then heard the shower turn off i ran to a coner and looked up to see a little bit of a blood puddle on the bed. He took my virginity, forcibly. He came out with his blonde shaggy hair wet and his bright blue eyes had nothing but happiness and excitement in them like a little boys. He had a crocked smile on his face that would have made girls melt right into him, he walked over to me that's when i closed my eyes and started crying.
"Why are you crying didnt you have fun?" i kept crying.
"Come on let me see those beautiful blue eyes there very unusal."
I just kept my head down, he got a hand full of my hair and pulled my head back. I cried out in pain he just laughed, i looked away.
"Dont you look away from me." He pulled me up by my hair i cried harder.
"let go." I shouted. "leave me alone havent you done enough?"
"not really?" He chuckled and let go.
"I pretty much gave you the special treatment even though you fought harder then the other girls but it was worth it, i didnt even hit you like i hit them." He went on, I just cried more.
"you can leave if you want." i got off the floor and took off for the door but before i could get there he grabbed me by my arm.
"you can not tell anyone not ever got it? or this will happen again and again untill i feel bad for you." I shock my head yes.
Then he kissed me it took all of me not to smack him in the face. He opened the door and I walked out and started walking I cried all the way home. When i got to my house i went threw my window it was early for my mom to be up. i left my window open and slid down the wall and cried and cried. i stood and went to the bathroom i took a shower and brushed my teeth.i looked at myself in the mirror. i looked at myself i saw a normal girl that looked like she had it all. Loved but not popular many friends and like by everyone, known as the pretty girl and the little sister of Gable.
"Kaitlynn?" I heard threw the door.
"Yeah?" I called out.
"Theres breakfest on the table i have to go to work, I'll be back for lunch." My mom yelled as she walked down the staircase to the front door.
I looked at my phone I had been in here for and hour, I walked out when I heard the front door shut and fell on my bed and fell into a deep dreamless sleep. I woke up to my mom sitting on my bed smoothing my hair. i opened my eyes she was smiling down on me.
"Are you ok sweetie?"
"I'm fine, why would you ask that?" I shot up.
"Calm down honey i was just checking, You didnt eat and you have been crying since I left this moring and you have been sleeping for some time now." She explained
"Oh i was just up late last night, on the phone. You know me." I gave a fake half smile.
"I'm afraid i do, your ganna have to stop that schools coming up. I want you to come eat though ok?"
"Alright." I got up and walked down stairs with my mom.
I ate what she put on my plate then i got up and sat in the Living room. i watched a couple of the 16 and pregnants then now im watching spongebob. I hear my brother Gable walk in, I also hear that horrible voice, Stefan's.
"Hey Kaitlynn."
"Sup?"
"What are you doing?" Gable ask.
"whats it look like?"
"Like your crying to spongebob." i lifted my hand to my face, shit i was crying.
"Yeah it was really sad okay? Have you ever watched spongebob his laugh boxs is messing up thats horrible." I said trying to act hurt.
"Your so weird." He laughed
"Proud to be." I was not going to let stefan get the best of me.
"Are you going to Lacy's go back to school party?" i looked up at him and then stefan who was staring at me i stared back and said.

"of course, wouldnt mess it." i gave a laugh.

"do you want to ride with us?"

"awe big brother wants to take his little sister to a party thats so cute." i gushed.

"yeah whatever do you want to or not?"

"why not." i got up and walked up stairs to let the guys have the t.v. i walked into the bathroom. looked in the mirror.

"i will not be like those other girls, i will get on with my life. i will no longer cry or feel sorry for myself i will go to this party looking hot." i told myself over and over. the more i said it the more i belived it. i jumped in the shower again, shaved, deodernt, black ripped up short shorts a white attack attack shirt. my puffy scene hair, eyeliner, mascara, black eyeshadow, and clear lip gloss. done i looked at myself made a kissy face. smiled and put my tattooed purfume on. i walked out and a pulled on my black and baby blue dc's. done i ran down stairs. the boys were done and looking and smelling good.

"mmm you guys smell good."

"so do you." smiles gable. stefan just stares at me up and down. i smile.

"come on."

"yeah." we all get in the car i was silent in the car, untill i leaned forward and pushed my sceamo cd in. i started to play stick stickly by attack attack. i start dancing in the back. gables doing the drum beats on the stearing wheel. stefans just staring at us. i look at him every now and then. but he has this look that would make must of the girls in our school faint but i was in pure disgust. we finally pulled in. there were people in the front yard. head banging and ass shaking and just plain slutty dance moves. i do them every now and then. and to night i think is going to be a now and then. i jumped out of the car. kali ran to me from her boyfriends lap.

"hey!"

"hey!"

"im glad you came this party could never be better now. lets go get some drinks!"

"hell ya!"

we ran to the house there was lots of people there... even the nerds. i got to the kitchen and i took a couple shots with some guys. gable wasnt happy with that i just slapped him on the back and said "loosen up its a party!" he just said. "im okay i have to drive you and ladies man home."

i walked in and out of rooms. my mouth dropped when i saw kali with her ass all over stefan. then i busted out laughing when i saw her boyfriend staring. i laughed harder he was pissed. then he came over and ask me to dance. i should have said no because he was trying to make kali mad. But who gives a damn? she was dance with some other dude. we got really close to them. stefan was staring but kali had her eyes closed... who dances with their eyes closed? dayne stood infront of me i moved my body around. his hands were on my hips my were around his neck. almost like slow dancing but it was a strong beat. my hips moved around him. then he ended up behind me and i moved my hips from side to side over the front of his pants. he had his face nissled into my neck. i looked over and kali and stefan were staring now. they both had the same exspretion. pissed and ready to fight. then when the dance ended. i kissed dayne and walked back to the kitchen. i was standing with most of the jocks when stefan came over.

"katlynn can i talk to you."

"well im not katlynn at the moment so your not going to get a straight answer from me."

"just come here."

"no."

"katlynn."

"look man if she dont want to go she dont got to go." said a jock i think his name is gus. i dont remember. hahaha

"look man you dont want to go down this road."

"dud___."

"dont." i pushed gus against the counter and got so close to him. i think he thought i was going to kiss him. haha. me and stefan walked to gables car i leaned up against it and looked him dead in the eye.

"what? you got me over here?"

"what was that shit with dayne and meat head?"

"thats me! why the fuck do you care?! what do you think you have a huge clame over me now? am i only yours? what am i not ever going to be married to someone else? have kids? what do you want from me?"

"yes i own your ass! and you want kids do you?"

"leave me the fuck alone you got what you wanted didnt you god leave me alone." i may have been drinking but i know what im talking about. i moved past him towards the house. he grabbed my arm. i yanked at my hand.

"get the fuck off."

"bitch i own you, so watch yourself."

"whatever im bring a guy home tonight how do like them apples." i yanked still nothing.

"no your not, your really testing me katlynn."

"leave me alone." he pulled me to him. bent down and wispered in my ear.

"no your mine and will always be mine, dont test me much more or we will have a replay of last night i promise that." i shoved him away. i stared at him. he was so twisted and rude. my heart was pounding so hard. i was starting to feel the tears coming.

"come on we got to get out of here." yells gable.

we have no question about it we just jump in the car and drive home. i had my head against the window. stefan sat in the back with me. his hand was on my thigh.

"hey man you dont care if i date your sister do you?" i shot straight up. his grip on my thigh tightend. now i know why its there.

"what?"

"your sister and me?"

"um... that will be a little akward dude."

"it alrighty is." i mumble. it tightends. i try to pry it from my leg no luck. i just sat back and listend.

"yeah i know but i like her."

"dude i dont want you toying around with my sisters feelings, like you do with all those other girls."

"i wont dude im serious i like her." he looked at me with a wink. i rolled my eyes and looked out the window. dear god, help me please.

"man...." i took him a while." i guess but she comes