life ?? - chelsea johnson (uplifting books for women .txt) 📗

by the pool and dipped my feet in and i relaxed
“What are you doing out hear miss” dean asked me i looked up and, he ran over to me “no don’t cry please” he whispered stroking my back i burst out crying
“Im sorry” i whispered after i sat their crying for 5 minuets
“Not your fault” he said he was playing with my hair i smiled
“It is im a half blood” i whispered in disgust
“So there is nothing wrong with a half blood” he yelled
“Im not aloud near their kind” i said looking at the pool
“Don’t say such horrible things about your self” he scolded me
“Why it’s true” i yelled back
“Miss your eyes” he whispered
“I know their black, it happens only when i mad or upset” i said shaking my head i relaxed and they went back
“SECRET” someone shouted i looked down “COME ON I NEED TO TALK TO YOU” he yelled again i shook my head
“Secret he wants to talk to you, come on let him” i growled and he walked off
I sat their and cried my eyes out
Tyler’s point view
I sat their and watched secret walk out in tears it hurt me i grabbed my chest and stood up
“Sit down” my dad ordered me
“No she’s upset” i whispered looking at the door
“James his mate is hurting so he is hurting to” my mum said all the boys gasped
“Richard, Charles, John, Bruno, and Justin calm down i will explain” he yelled they all calmed down
“TYLER” my dad shouted i took my eyes of the door and my dad saw how much it was killing me “i will be quick but you need to stay” i reluctantly nodded “right secret is Tyler’s mate so you all have to protect her yes she is a half blood but do not treat her different or you will be punished understand” the nodded “she is going to be more powerful than anyone imagined and trust me you do not want to be on her bad side so if i was you i would go and apologise for the way you have just treated her” they nodded and we all walked out i called out for her and as we haven’t bonded yet i couldn’t feel where she was but all i know was that she is hurting
I bumped into dean he smelt like her so i pinned him up against the wall until he told me she was by the pool i let him go and ran to the pool the boys were following me we stopped out side and saw her sitting by the edge crying a mumbling about being a disgrace because she a half blood i ran over to her and picked her up i pulled her close and she push me away from her
“Stay away from me” she warned all of us it hurt me to be pushed away
“Secret calm down come hear baby” i whispered
“Go away from me im not your baby” she shrieked my dad shot out side
“She’s changing” he murmured she grabbed her head as pain shot threw her she stepped back and fell in the pool she started drowning Justin dived in and pulled her up and put her on the side of the pool i was frozen in shock then out of nowhere she let out another higher pitched shriek and we fell to the floor she was crying and it felt like fire shooting threw her body she was thrashing around and i grabbed my phone and phoned Tommy
“Help us she’s changing” i yelled down the phone
“Im on my way” he yelled he would be an hour so i dropped the phone and picked her up and took her to our room and locked her in i sat outside the door dad and mum came over to me and secret was throwing stuff at the door i winced and dad put his hand on my shoulder
“Tommy’s hear” i nodded and he came up the stairs
“Where is she” the was a loud crash and his eyes went wide
“Help her” i whispered he nodded and walked in the room i felt as helpless as she was my mate
Tommy’s point of view
I walked into the room and she froze i shut the door so nobody would get hurt she threw the lamp on the other side of her bed towards me but i moved i flew across the room and pinned her to the bed she screamed and i laughed
“Give in honey” i whispered she stopped thrashing about her eyes went back to sapphire and she smiled i hugged her and she giggled
“Tommy” i nodded and she smiled
“go to sleep and when you wake up you wont be in pain anymore” i said she nodded and climbed into the mangled bed she laid down and shut her eyes i grabbed four ties and tied her to the bed her eyes opened and she started thrashing around again but she couldn’t move Kieran and Tina and Tyler opened the door and some other boys came in
“She will be better when she wake i suggest someone keeps an eye on her” i murmured i got evils from the other boys “problem?” i asked them they smiled
“Yer vamp” they laughed
“God you stink” i said they stopped laughing and glared
“Get out” they said
“My pleasure” i spat and walked out but someone stopped me
“Thank you” Tyler said
“no problem let me know when she wakes up and how she is doing give me a shout if anything goes wrong and hey don’t keep her from us yer she is our sister” i said then walked away
Sasha’s point of view
I woke up and saw 9 sleepy people round my bed i giggled and the one next to my bed woke up
“Sorry” i whispered he smiled
“S’okay im Justin” he smiled and held out his hand i shook it and smiled back “oh err sorry for scaring you earlier” he whispered i noticed that he was a bit damp
“Why are you wet?” i asked him he smiled
“Well you fell in the pool and everyone else seemed frozen so i dived in and pulled you up” he said i flushed scarlet i sat up and kissed his head
“Thank you” i mumbled
“S’okay” he said shyly he kicked all the boys and they all moaned soon they all started to wake up
“Secret this is Richard, Charles, John, and Bruno” he said they all smiled and walked over to me
“Hey erm call me Richie rich” he said smiling i giggled and another boy came over to me
“Hey call me Chaz” i giggled i like nicknames
“Hey im Bruno but call me Ben” i smiled at him
“Im john” the last one said looking away from me
“I remember you, you don’t like me because i am a half breed” i whispered looking at him in the eyes his eyes flashed between hate and pain
“Sorry” he mumbled i went to get up but Justin got in my way
“Move” i whined
“Not likely” he mimicked my voice and i growled “didn’t think girls were supposed to growl” he sang i punched him in the arm
“That’s because im a lady and hun if you want food move” i said
“Fine but im not getting the blame for you leaving” he said sulkily
“You wont she will” Tyler said behind me i grimaced damit how did i get caught all the boys laughed “and Justin we have a chef” he said i spun round and smiled at him (the smile when you know you have been court and you hope you wont get punished)
“And where do you think your going” he said tapping his foot
“Bathroom?” i said with a smile he shook his head
“BED” he ordered
“Yes mum” i mimicked his voice all the boys laughed and i climbed in to bed he sat on the chair and i pouted
“What’s wrong now?” he asked
“What! aren’t you getting in with me” i asked him he shook his head “fine ill ask one of the boys” i turned my head and grinned as he climbed into bed with me “thank you baby” i said snuggling closer to him he laughed i didn’t sleep though i heard them all snoring so i got out of bed and had a shower and got dressed in a short black skirt and a white tank top and my black ugg boots, i straitened my hair and did my make up then i brushed my teeth and walked out the bathroom to see all the boys starring at me i flushed and carried on putting my stuff away
“Baby is that you?” Tyler asked wrapping his arms around my waist i giggled
“No its bob Marley nice to meet you” i tease him he sighed
“Go change” i froze and turned round and stepped away from him nobody has ever had a say on my clothes let alone tell me when to change
“What” i said in disbelief
“Change you look like a tramp” well that hurt i grabbed a t-shirt and put it over me and stormed downstairs and outside
“Secret” someone yelled i growled
“What’s wrong sweetheart?” James asked me i wiped my eyes and leaned against the car
“Nothing” i whispered
“Let me guess Tyler” he said i giggled and nodded
“He said i look like a tramp” i whispered hurt filling my voice
“Why would he say such a thing” he said shocked
“Because of my skirt” i whispered “i just wanted brown legs” i said looking down
“TYLER” James shouted and Tyler came out with a blanket and rapped it round me i pulled it off and put it on the floor
“Please baby” he said picking it off the ground
“NO” i shouted he slapped me round the face and i fell to the floor in pain
“Tyler jay wolf how dare you lay a hand on a young lady” James spat standing in front of me Justin came out and helped me up and stood in front of me too
“What the hell” he said when he looked at my face i touched it and winced
“SHE disrespected me” he defended himself
“Now she’s leaving you” i spat and walked down the road to the park i sat on the swing thinking until someone tapped my shoulder i looked down and it was a little girl
“Can i use the swing please” i smiled and nodded standing up she got on and started swinging i sat down on the hill and sun baved until it got dark i sat up and shivered
“Miss Johnson what are you doing out hear” a familiar voice said i turned round and saw Lorenzo i stood up and jumped on him he laughed and spun me around i felt safe with him “what happened” he asked turning my face so he could see it better
“Nothing what are you doing hear” i asked him
“Im on holiday with my family” he whispered i hugged him close my head was in his neck and he rapped his arms around my small frame “I’ve missed you baby girl” he whispered in my hair i giggled then kissed