life ?? - chelsea johnson (uplifting books for women .txt) 📗

the rest of the way it was silent when we pulled up Kevin got out and helped Tasha, dad got out and helped mum, i got out and helped secret i could see she was worried
“What’s wrong?” i ask her she sighs and says nothing i growl and we walked in the whole dinner all mum talked about was the wedding secret kept her head down and i held her hand she smiled every time i squeezed her hand and it made me chuckle we was fine until my mother started talking about hen nights and bachelor parties i spat my wine out and Kevin laughed
“That was disgusting son! Where are you manors?” mum scolded me
“I left them at home where you SHOULD have left this conversation” i said angrily
“TYLER” secret whispered angrily
“What” i hissed back tears threatened in her eyes and i regretted hissing at her she stood up
“Excuse me” she whispered and walked off i put my head in my hands Kevin stood up and went after her
Kevin’s point of view
“What” Tyler hissed back at secret i knew she was going to cry why doesn’t my brother respect people’s feelings?
“Insensitive prick” i growled walking after secret who even excuse her self while she goes to cry. I walked out and saw her get into a cab and it drove of i punched the wall and went back in to the restaurant everyone’s head snapped up but i didn’t look at anyone except Tyler.
“Why” i growled he hid his head and i growled again mum gasped
“Calm down” dad said sternly
“NO” i growled “she took a cab home because of him. A cab” i shouted the manager was on his was over so i growled loudly and turned to my mum and Tasha
“ill see you at home” i said and walked out i walked round the back and changed into my wolf and ran home i changed before i came out the forest i saw her sitting on the curb crying it killed me she was like a sister my baby sister and she was hurt by my prick of a brother
“Secret” i whispered she stood up and wiped her eyes
“Im fine” she whispered i decided i would make a joke out of it
“Yer and im superman” i said she giggled and i smiled
“Ignore him he is an insensitive pig and doesn’t understand that women are god’s precious creatures and need protecting” i said she smiled
“You know this how” she said dryly
“I know more than my brother he hasn’t matured yet but once he’s finished the mating process with you then he will and he will understand what hurts you and what he does wrong” i said she gasped
“HE’S GOING TO MATE WITH ME” she screeched i nodded “no” she whispered “im not ready he can’t” she said getting herself worked up i walked over to her and gave her a hug
“You will be ready that’s what this marriage is about” i whispered
“fine” she whispered back i took her into the house and she changed into one of Tyler’s shirt i looked away from her and she giggled “can i have a cup of tea please” she murmured i nodded and she jumped into bed after she drank it she fell asleep she looked so cute like a little girl i smiled and i herd a car pull up i shot down stairs they all walked in and i stopped them
“SHUT UP SHE IS ASLEEP” i growled quietly
“MOVE” Tyler said loudly heading upstairs no way would i let him up their with her she is an angle and he will destroy her if i don't talk to him i punched him in the arm and dragged him into dads study with dad following
“You need to learn some things before you mate with her, you don’t understand how much you hurt her tonight” i growled at him
“Im not a child Kevin i do no how much it hurt her i saw it in her eyes, thats the only way you can tell how she is feeling, you cant expect me to change if she wont let me in” he growled back i punched the wall next to his head and he shut up
“How do you expect her to trust you? You’re an insensitive pig that needs to learn just how far you can push her! Just how far you can treat her like rubbish which for your information isn’t very far!” i growled i was inches from his face
“Im sorry ok, their i said it you happy i don’t know how to treat girls ok” he spat back i sighed
“You need to grow up” i spat back he went to stand up but dad pinned him to his seat
“Listen” dad said sternly
“Do you know how i got her to giggle i made a joke something you can’t seem to do” i spat he looked away “She is upstairs asleep, she looks like a little girl so peaceful and you are going to destroy her, that angle upstairs if you don’t start to change” i growled at him he put his head in his hands
“Help me? I can’t do it on my own” he whispered
“Fine but if you mess this up i swear to god you will pay” i growled “The only damn reason im helping you is for that girl up their! If you destroy her i will personally kill you” i growled and walked out to see secret standing outside the door she looked at me then at Tyler then back to me
“He doesn’t need to change” she whispered “i need to change i shouldn’t take things to heart he just scared me when he hissed that’s all” she said walking towards Tyler she put her hand on his face and he nuzzled it i grabbed her arm and pulled her away from him
“He needs to learn how to treat you right” i said she looked down knowing i was right and she could not get him out of it this time
“He will, after we have mated, now please can i take him to bed” she said looking in my eyes i nodded she tiptoed and kissed my cheek i smiled and kissed her head i heard Tyler growl
“Night big bro” she giggled, and grabbed Tyler’s hand and pushed him out, the door she kissed dads cheek and he kissed her head, then Tyler dragged her upstairs.
Secret’s point of view
We went to bed and he snuggled up against me i giggled and he kissed my neck again and again. I woke up with a massive hicky and i punched him in the arm
“HOW ON EARTH AM I GOING TO HIDE THIS” i growled angrily he chuckled and i punched his arm again in the end i settled for a scarf we walked downstairs hand in hand i smiled at our hands intertwined and he grins i look down with flushed cheeks when we get to the bottom his mum slaps him round the face and i gasp
“What the hell did you do to her” she whispers
“What iv done nothing to secret” he yelled back, she rolled her eyes as if it was obvious
“Not secret, Jessica” she yelled his face went pale and i looked at him confused who is Jessica
“Tyler?” i asked him he looked at me and back to him mum his brother came out and grabbed my hand and pulled me away from him i screamed and put up a fight when he slung me over his shoulder and started to walk away
“SECRET, NO, STOP IT” Kevin yelled
“TYLER” i screamed again he put me down and i ran to Tyler he kissed me hard like it might be the last time we could kiss it was desperate, passionate, it made me feel scared when we pulled away we was both breathing heavy and our hearts were going 90 MPH
“Im sorry” he whispered
“What for”
“Come on ill show you” he sighed
He took me into the living room and i saw a girl standing their with her arms crossed she looked at me then at Tyler and then at our finger intertwined
“Who’s that” she spat
“His fiancé what about you” i growled back he smirked
“im his mate” i froze and looked at Tyler and back to the girl “he marked me” she smirked and pulled down her top to show me tears threatened and i ripped my hand away from him i looked at him as tears streamed down my face how could he, after everything we have been through, i mean we were supposed to get married and have a baby
“I...im...” he started to say but i slapped him hard round the face it felt like i had been ripped in two
“How could you” i shouted he looked down ashamed “i feel like a... ho .... a filthy girl because of you and you’re damn wolf!! I was prepared to give you anything you asked for marriage a baby everything” i spat everyone was watching us but i didn’t care i fell to the floor and cried i couldn’t face him or anyone, so i stood up and walked out the house and down the road i didn’t know where i was going i just had to be away from him i ended up in a forest and i tripped and knocked my self out.
Kevin’s point of view
We were all in the living room watching secret admit everything to my brother
“I feel like a ... ho .... a filthy girl because of you and you’re damn wolf!! I was prepared to give you anything you asked for, marriage. A baby. Everything” she spat at him he stood their and didn’t say a thing to her she fell on the floor then she stood up and walked out keeping her eyes on the floor at all times, i went to go after her but Jessica got in my way
“Where do you think your going” she spat
“To get my sister in law” i spat back
“Im your sister in law” she smiled
“You wouldn’t be my sister in law even if that dumb ass married you” i said, she looked at me then at Tyler then back to me and smirked
“Are you going to let him speak to me like that baby” she said to Tyler his eyes shot up to her and he walked slowly over to her
“He’s right i don’t like you i never did i couldn’t control my wolf and he claimed you, well its over!! I love secret not you!! We will be together. I will find her i will make this better and you mean nothing to me you were just a one night stand a tramp she is worth over 10 million of you” he spat i was shocked he actually admitted that he loved secret she growled and ran out the door
“KEVIN” he shouted i looked at him in disgust “I know i have been an ass hole but please help me find her i need to make this right please” he whispered i nodded and we ran out the house and changed into wolf’s and followed her sent we were running for about 5 minuets before we found her unconscious in the forest with a cut on her head Tyler changed and carried her back and i