i still love you jake - based on the book by stephanie meyer (english novels to read .TXT) 📗

i still love you jake

prologue
he was still willing to die for me but i wouldnt let him do that anymore.i would die for him.the others werent here yet and i dont think that they'lle get here in time.please alice see me.see that im in trouble and come and rescue jake.please

pure hatred
we travalled the world looking for jake.sounds wierd,vampires actually looking for a werewolf.but i didnt care.all i knew was that jacob was hurting and it was all my fault.the least i could do was was say sorry.jasper didnt really want to look for a werewolf but he didnt want to leave me.he truly knew what it felt like to rely on human blood and then having to stop so suddenly.jasper acted like my shield.overprotective at times but helpful.
we were in australia when edward headr jacobs thoughts.
"hes close."
"lets go then."
"bella he knows our scents.only you can go to him or he will run away."
"fine,where is he."
"down the beach."
"is he still angry?"edward didnt answer so i knew that jacob was.i took my shield down'is it really bad?'
he nodded his head.

i ran to the beach but slowed down when i saw jacob.he looked at me and walked away.suddenly we were both surrounded by vampires.
"get out of here bella,"jake whispered
"never."
jacob was still willing to die for me.even if i was a vampire.i turned arounnd to face him.his clothes were strewn across the floor in tatters.a wolf stared back at me.a vampire grabbed hold of me and tossed me into the sea.i swam back in a matter of milli seconds.but they already had hold of jacob and as soon as i stepped on the beach they had me too.one of them bit me.i hoped that they wouldnt bite jacob.he would rather die than become one of us.i lowered my shiled again.'edward help plea-,'my thoughts were cut off by another shot of venom.then they were pulled off of me.i looked over.alice and edward were just destroying the last one.jasper ran over to me.he ripped off the bottom of his shirt and tied it round my arm.then he walked over to jacob.
"edward said that you might need these.looks like he was right."he gestured to a bag sitting just in the trees.jacob ran off in its direction.
alices face went blank."bella call your mum.its about katie."
i already had my phone in my hand and was dialling the number.
"hello,"
"mum."
"oh bella."
"any news from katie yet?"
"yeah.she came home a few hours ago.we still dont get along so shes going into care."
"no mum,"i looked up at edward and he nodded."she can come and live with me."
"bella youre too young,"
"im nearly 20."i stopped.what i had just told my mum was a lie.i would never be 20.i was frozen at 19."she can come and live with me mum."
"are you sure bella?"
"of course."
"when do you want her?"
next week i suppose,"
i hung up.jasper.edward and alice went home to tell carlisle.jacob came out from the trees.
"im sorry jacob,"
"dont bella.i changed first,"
"suppose you did."
"so,what was the phone call about?"
"do you remember my sister katie?well shes coming to live with me."


katie
we took three cars to the airport.jacob came to.i was in a car with edward and jasper as alice wanted to ride with esme.
katie came running out of the airport and flung her arms round my neck.
"hey katie,"
"hi."
katie looked round at all of the faces.
"oh.this is edwards family.carlisle,esme,alice,rosalie,emmett and jasper."
"hello,"
"oh and this is my frriend jacob black,"jacob was just staring at her.
"hi,"
"jacob.you had to."growled edward.
"what is it?"i asked
"jacob just imprinted."
katie rode in the back of jaspers car with me and jasper.for some reason jasper didnt want to drive so edward volunteered.he looked at katie like he was confused.she didnt notice but i did.i asked edward.'whats up with jazz?'
"confused,"edward whispered.too quiet for katie to hear but easy for me.when we got to the cullen house i tokk katie upstairs to her bedroom.alice had decorated it so i knew it would be over the top.but that was okay.katie was a bit more over the top than me anyway.
"so what do you think?"alice asked.
"i love it!thank you alice,"shouted katie hugging alice.we all had to act like humans around the house now.but the worse part was that if we were in the house at dinner time we had to eat human food.when i was human edward told me that human food tasted like dirt to vampires and he was right.usually me,edward,alice and esme ate dinner with katie.emmett,jasper and rosalie were always out at that time of day and carlisle was lucky enough to be working.after dinner we went into the front room and watched tv.everyone came home then and joined us.then jasper leapt onto his feet.
"stop it.were scaring katie."he shouted.
"im okay jasper."katie whispered.
"right of course you are,"jasper said sitting back down.he put his head in his hands.
"what was that all about?"emmett asked.
"i dont know.it felt like katies mind was controlling me.some of her feelings dont make sense."
"he means the way you act."esme said.
"stop it."yelled katie"i know what you all are.ive worked it out.youre skin is like marble and is as cold as ice,your eyes change colour,you never seem to sleep and you speak like your from different times.none of you are actually the age that you say you are.except bella because shes still a newborn.your vampires,"
"we're not."carlisle said.edward,emmett and jasper suddenly lunged at carlisle.i knocked him out of the way before any of them could hurt him.
"im so sorry carlisle,"edward said.
"its fine."
"ow man that hurts,"complained emmett
"only maria can get inside my head like that.but katies is stronger."
"whats wrong with me?"katie whispered.
"nothing,"i said coming to sit beside her.she put her head in my lap.
"why can she do this?"
"im not sure why or how but she has vampire gifts."
"ive seen.shes been thinking about getting one of us to bite her.she will have three powers.taking someone elses gift,breaking though shields and one that i couldnt see."alice said.
"this is one that you couldnt see.she can get peoples minds and sort of control them.but shes human and she wont be able to control it.it effects me more because i can feel her emotions.and shes trying to do it again now."jasper said wincing as he tried to keep katie out of his head.
"katie."i said
"yh,"when she looked up at me jasper relaxed.
"and it has a more powerful effect on men,"
"but what about carlisle."katie said."i do the same to him as the others but it dosent do anything."
"because his will is stronger."edward said.

"hang on.you want to be bitten."i said
katie looked at the floor as she spoke."yes,"
"no.i wont let you,"
"you became one!"
"out of love.anyway you cant.the volturi would kill you."
"the vol-what?"
"the volturi.a bit like the queen.except older.they kill child vampires.think that they will be too risky."
"fine ill wait till im 16 then,"katie grumbled.
"i still wont change you."
"you're not hte only one who can."she muttered,looking round the room.
"no,"carlisle said finally."we all became what we are for a reason.love,hatred,bad luck."
"or a bear,"emmett added grinning."
"katie i know that look.dont even think about it."
"fine.im going to bed."
"night,"i said.
"whatever"she grumbled.


repeat
a new vampire called michael johnson has joined the family.hes 17 and pretty cool.carlisle found him.michael was trying to die because he had hated what he was.hated killing people.he seems happier now.but katie can control him too.so now we watch katies every move.his gift is amazing!he can see peoples pasts.i was thinking that he might be a relative of alices and because i wasnt paying attention edward read my mind.
"oh,"edward whispered.
"what is it?"
"michael went missing in 1925.three years after alice was changed.it has been logged that he was in the same menatl asylum as alice was,at the same time.both put in by the same parents."
"so michael is alices younger brother."i gasped.
"it makes sense.he has no memory of his life before.he can see everyones pasts except alices and his own.all he remembers is looking for a missing girl who was important to him."
"we should tell them."
"no,we cant."edward said.
"edward,they have a right to know,"
"yes byt they shouldnt,"edward growled walking out of the room.
is edward right,should we keep it a secret?no.id wnat to know about katie.
i ran into alices room.she was redecorating for the 5th times this year.
"hi bella,"
"um alice,i need to tell you something."
"what is it?"
"me and edward were curious about michale so we did some research and it turns out that hes related to you.your younger in fact."
alice sat down on the leather sofa.
"i remember.michael johnson brandon.my brother,"
"no they cant.they cant lock him up in here.hes just a child."alice whispered,rocking backwards and forwards with her head in her hands.
"he alright alice.remember."she wouldnt listen to me.so i ran down the stairs and told michael everything.he raced up to see her.she laid her head on his shoulder.looking at them together like this it was obvious that they were family.

alice told everyone later that night,but edward seemed distracted.
"edward whats wrong?"i asked
"you wont like it."
"i want to know."
"michaels fallen in love with katie,"
"oh,"someone gasper.i spun round and jacob was stood in the doorway,his whole body vibrating.
"esme,keep katie back."i yelled.i looked at jacob.but he was no longer jacob anymore.he was the wolf.he growled and lunged at michael.i stepped in his path.putting myself inbetween him and michael.
"if you want want to get to him then you'lle have to kill me.we will sort this out jake,please."the wolf shook his head.not to say no,to get back his concentrtion.he left the room and reappereared a few inutes later as jacob.
everyone left the room in order for me to talk to katie.
"bella,i love them both."
"but whos do you love more.its not a choice over vaampire or werewolf.its a choice over michael or jacob."
"im in love with jacob.but i think that michael is my true soul mate."
everyone came back in.before anyone had even had a chance to speak michael and jacob were fighting.out of nowhere michaels arm went through the air and hit katie in the chest sending her flying accross the room.she hit her head against the wall.
i ran over to her but she was unconchious.i held my breath because there was a lot of blood.carlisle was at her side in an instant.he was checking her pulse.
"everybody outside."carlisle said.one by one everyone went into the garden.
"bella.go,"edward whispered."ill help carlisle.she will be okay."
i left the room.everyone was spread out across the lawn.
i went over to michael and slapped him round the face.next i did the same to jacob just slightly softer,he was still human.
"YOU IDIOTS.YOU COULD OF KILLED HER!IF EITHER OF YOU TRULY LOVED HER THEN HER SAFETY WOULD COME FIRST NOT WHO SHE WAS WITH."i couldnt control my temper anymore.jasper could feel it and walked over,placing a hand on my shoulder.i let him calm me down slightly.enough so that i wouldnt kill jacob or michael.
"we were stupid im sorry."said jacob.
"go home jake.its getting late and i dont want billy to worry."jacob nodded his head in agreement and ran off through the trees.i sat down on the porch step.my phone rang.
"bella.its katie,"
"whats happened?is she alright?"
"shes in a coma,bella."the phone slid out of my hand and emmett caught it before it hit the floor.my head spun.what if didnt wake up?i would have to make the desicion to kill her.i couldnt.i wouldnt make that