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It seems like forever since Iā€™ve seen Micahā€™s face, but I truth itā€™s only been ten years. A decade, 5,258,487 minutes, ten years since Iā€™ve seen Micah. Some days I just want to bite his head off, he hasnā€™t came for me, and some days I still hold on to the hope that maybe he will. Maybe I just have to give him some more time, but then my wolf screeches at me most of the time she says things like, itā€™s been ten years how much longer does he need? Other times sheā€™ll just curse at me, but she apologizes later. Theyā€™ve kept us here, a place called California, for these ten years. Every day I wish something would happen, they would find us but it never happens. Mom hasnā€™t been much help, since after the fifth year she just broke down. She doesnā€™t talk much now; she does her chores, and eats her food cries and sleeps. I donā€™t think sheā€™s trying to believe daddy will come for her, I think sheā€™s just given up on hope completely. I let out a sigh as I sew together grass clothes, itā€™s hard to do this because you canā€™t rush it through the loom because then youā€™ll rip it. But after 5 years of doing this I think I can go pretty fast. I start to hum, itā€™s an old song but Iā€™ve heard Cora humming it sometimes. I think it was old back then, the thought of Cora makes my eyes sting with tears so I just hum louder. I hear a whimper and I turn to look at mom, her looks have drastically changed, her brown eyes have become sad instead of happy, her hair has dulled and the only brightness in it is the green stripes. Her face is a constant frown so she doesnā€™t have the laugh lines she had 10 years ago. Sheā€™s trying to make the grass go through the loom but her hands have become shaky so itā€™s difficult, I let out a frustrated sigh and lean over her,
ā€œRelax, itā€™s going to be ok,ā€ I tell her as I realign the grass so itā€™s not sideways, ā€œMicah and daddy will come, and weā€™ll be out of hereā€ I tell her. I plant a kiss on her cheek and sit back where my loom is,
ā€œSoon,ā€ I say with happiness, and because I donā€™t believe myself ā€œhopefullyā€ I add.

Hope is a funny thing isnā€™t it? When you need it, itā€™s there but itā€™s only a charade and when you donā€™t need it, there it is ready to fake you into believing that everything will be alright. Right now I have absolutely no hope, my life has been a living hell, and as soon as those five minutes started I knew that it would last forever. We have been trying to find them for ten years, and for ten years we havenā€™t succeeded. Her father seems to always be upset and the pack has gone unsettled. My mother died 2 years ago, but I havenā€™t had time to mourn, Iā€™ve become alpha so as my first motion I moved the pack closer to the dens. Good thing Oregon is like wolf central because there are plenty other denā€™s nearby. We tried tracking her scent, going to where sprites normally are but so far we have nothing. I just want to hold her in my arms now, just rock her back and forth and never let her go, I think her father is the same way about her mother. He shut down after the eight year so heā€™s no help with the pack or helping finding them. His blond hair has become dirty his eyes dull and his face grim. Why canā€™t hope actually be on my side for once?


ā€œMom,ā€ I shake her up, sheā€™s fallen asleep again ā€œzhafar wants usā€ her head pops up and she fixes her hair. Itā€™s best if we not go to zhafar bad-looking. I learned that the hard way, he got to punish me and I donā€™t like being punished by him, no more than I like to be punished by momā€™s dad. I am not to call him grandfather because a grandfather wouldnā€™t do what he does to me to his granddaughter. She stands up and together we walk up the stairs, out of the basement and into the darkened hallway. She stops me and fixes my hair, puffs up my cheeks and wipes off some of the dust off my clothes; I do the same for her. Together we walk into the living room and together us smiles. This is standard procedure when it comes to zhafar, he doesnā€™t like to see us sad, and at first I thought it was nice but later on I realize heā€™s a monster. And his face isnā€™t handsome at all; itā€™s ugly and disgusting, just like the soul beneath it.
ā€œHello ladiesā€ he says smoothly, heā€™s sitting on one of the leather chairs that are in the living room. I never liked this room; it has that whole grunge thing that I donā€™t like.
ā€œHelloā€ we both say, this is the only time I hear my motherā€™s voice, and even then it sounds broken, he has to have noticed and just doesnā€™t care.
ā€œWell Iā€™m sure youā€™re wondering why I called you?ā€ when we both nod he points to the main door,
ā€œOpen itā€ he says lightly. Iā€™m afraid to, grand mom says we are never to open the door, and weā€™re never to leave, this could be a trick. To get s to be punished again, I look to him and he raises an eyebrow. I know what this is, a silent question, asking if I dare to defy him. Instead I smile and walk to the door with slow careful steps. I look up the stairs to grand mom and momā€™s dad rooms, thereā€™s no sound. They must be sleeping, it is pretty late, and I wonder why zhafar is up. I close my hand around the knob and turn it, nothingā€™s happening, no alarms are going, nothing is attacking me. I open it and breathe in the night air, oh how much Iā€™ve missed the night air!
ā€œWhat do you think youā€™re doing?ā€ I hear grand momā€™s voice hiss at me and I slam the door closed. Her eyes are red, and her hands are on her hips,
ā€œI thought I told you no opening the door and no leavingā€ she yells at me, I put my head down and sneak a peek at zhafar. Heā€™s fighting off a smile and tries to look furious,
ā€œSorry grand momā€ I say low with my head down,
ā€œYou donā€™t know the meaning of sorryā€ she sneers, then from the corner of my eye I can see her look to zhafar. Oh no,
ā€œTake her to her room, and punish herā€ her voice is cold and unloving, I put my eyes back down and I hear her walk up the stairs. He walks to me and grabs my arm roughly, he drags me all the way down the hallway to where I and momā€™s room are and he pushes me onto the mattress on the floor that belongs to me. I get up and kneel on the bed,
ā€œPlease you donā€™t have to do this, just please let us goā€ I beg, he has to see this is wrong. He has to see he canā€™t do this.
ā€œYour mother should have been with meā€ he says angrily ā€œyou should have been my child, and because of her whorish ways you belong to anotherā€. Iā€™m hurt by his words; my mother is not a whore!
ā€œIf you cannot belong to me by blood you will be mine another wayā€ he pushes me on the bed and climbs on top of me, I kick and squirm trying to get away from him trying to grab anything, anything that will help me escape. That earns me a slap in the face, it stings like a million spears of ice shooting at my face, and that was the last straw. I howl, but this isnā€™t a normal howl, this howl moves heaven and earth, it shakes the ground, it explodes ears. While he covers his ears I push him off of me and snap his neck, the punisher is no more, I run into the living room and hold my momā€™s hand. Her face is confused she doesnā€™t know whatā€™s going on, I donā€™t have time to explain so I settle for,
ā€œWeā€™re leavingā€ I say fast and short me run and open the door. I donā€™t have time to bask in the air that hits me or the smells that waft into my nose instead I run onto the lawn. I take a breath and howl, a searching howl, I donā€™t think weā€™re that far from Oregon and maybe they can hear me. I listen hard; I hear grand mom and momā€™s dad getting ready to come down. I canā€™t hear anything else, I howl again longer and louder this time, I think I hear the faintest sound of a howl, not well enough. I howl again an angry searching howl and this time I hear a reply. Itā€™s to the north of me and there is nothing but land there. I look to mom again,
ā€œCan you flyā€ she nods her head and I spread my wings,
ā€œThen get readyā€ we fly away just as grand mom and momā€™s dad comes out. I happily think hahahahahahaa weā€™re leaving.


ā€œTheir comingā€ is all her father says after he shifts back, his face is clearer now and I can see his smile,
ā€œShe called me and their comingā€
ā€œWhoa whoa whoaā€ I hold my hands up ā€œyou mean to tell me that a wolf can howl and you think that itā€™s Elizabeth?ā€
ā€œOne, I know my daughters howl, two have you heard any other howling in the past ten years?ā€ his face is understanding bordering on anger.
ā€œI guess your rightā€ Iā€™m giddy with hope now, but the question is when will they get here, will they fly, will they walk, and do they have money? So many questions so little answers.


This air feels amazing, especially when weā€™re so high up,
ā€œCan we fly any faster?ā€ mom asks being a little annoyed; this is the 8th time sheā€™s asked this
ā€œYou know for a person whoā€™s been catatonic for almost 5 years your very chattyā€ I spit back at her, I want this moment to last forever but sheā€™s right we should fly faster. I howl again and this time I hear him, that low throaty growl Iā€™m too excited to hold in my happiness,
ā€œDaddy?!ā€ I yell and I listen
ā€œElizabeth!ā€
ā€œMichaelā€ mommy yells and she jets off toward the direction of his yells
ā€œAlexis!ā€
ā€œMicah!?ā€ I yell
ā€œAlexis!ā€ and soon Iā€™m flying fast with her too. Weā€™re giggling and holding hands all the way to the clearing, where we see Micah and daddy. We land and we start running, we havenā€™t run in a while so weā€™re kind of slow but they run to us too. Micah has gotten older and more handsome but I donā€™t really care about how he looks, as long as heā€™s there. I wrap my arms around his shoulders and wrap my legs around his waist. He holds me close to him, nearly squishing me

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