A kiss so dark - falicity alicha (motivational books to read TXT) 📗

know what I have to do tonight I had to do it before, since I was a kid I did it. I did a round house kick to the bag and the chains rattled in protest. I jumped on my toes slightly before hitting again and again for hours. I slowly take off the wraps on my hand and see my bruised and bloody hands. the wraps have tears I'm them from when I hit the wall after the bag gave way. I carefully touched and it didn't hurt as bad as I thought it would. I went to get more wraps off the shelf but a chest stood in front me out of nowhere, putting pink wraps in my hands instead of the grey and white ones I used to use. I was rusty and I was going to get my ass beat and I knew it but I have to try. Looking up I seen him and wanted to throw up on him. "Yes Gavin?" I sneered his name. "Do you want me to tell, your owner." He spet and I gulped trying to keep my veil up but failing badly. "No." i said through gritted teeth. "Okay, then do as I say." He said and pushed his thin crusty lips on mine. I moved around but he pushed me into his spot and my back was on the shelves. I started to make noises trying to say stop but he got the wrong idea and pushed harder. He came up for aiir and he tried to take off my sports bra and I freaked yelling and screaming for help. He back-handed me and I stayed silent. I kept fighting and then his mouth was on mine and I felt beyond pissed and scared. Out of nowhere there was a gun shot and I felt warm, sticky liquid splatter my face. His body collapsed and rolled so he was face down and i could see a hole in his head. I looked up fast as I felt a thumb pad the tears i never knew were falling, away. I looked up to see him. "Are you alright?" He said and I thought I saw his eyes flash with concern. He would never be concerned over his property, thats what i'am to him.

 

"Why would you care?" I said as tears pooled out of my eyes. He grabbed me and put me in his arms, huggging me. I was wrapped in his strong intense dark embrace and i have to admit even though im trying to get free I missed it. "Why don't you say my name?" He said and it was harsh and I flinched and went to move out of his embrace but he tugged me back hard.

 

"I thought i call you owner or master, Sebastian? What happned" I said in a voice that was asking to be smacked. Instead I got a chuckle making me look at him crazy. "Infront of other that is what you call me. We have alot of chemistry and history, so dont let everything else get in the way. I shoved him away fast and sneered at him in disgust. "Don't let it get in the way? You could have kept me as yours and you mine." I yelled. I started to spout things off and he was getting mad, until I said one thing that i never said but he always knew. "I loved you damnit, I still love you, you god damn prick!" I yelled at the top of my lungs. I gasped and his eyes went wide before he smashed his lips to mine. It was a kiss. It was dark. it was intense as, I wentto run my hands through his hair that used to be so soft. He slamed my hands above my head his right leg in between my legs and his other hand squeezing my hip. I gained my sense back and shoved him with my lower body, getting him to let go of my hands. I shoved him and looked at him with a shocked and confused look and ran out of the training room, just noticing that Gavin had ripped part of my spandex shorts and sports bra.

 

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I twirled around the pole drunkenly but still looking decent enough for a stripper, which is funny seeing as strippers aren't seen as decent, far from it really. I stumbled off the stage and back into the room and grabbed lux and cinnamon and we left I what we were in. Lux was wearing a short skirt and a cloth type thing that revealed a lot. cinnamon was wearing her bar clothes which was a white top the drapes down in between the vally of her breasts. she had a pair of white shorts on that were like a underwear. I was wearing my shorts but they were a tan color and they were like spandex. I had a weird bra on that had jewels and other weird thing I crusted into it.

 

We ran down the street not thinking about how we would be beat and have to face our owner. We were free. in that small moment, In that small gap of time we were free. We weren't strippers or property to a man we were all fooled by. We were the innocent girls we were when we were taken.

 

"Where do you guys think your going. And you orchid you have stuff to do tonight." I heard a voice it was soft but still has an edge it really was like a double edge sword. "We where just having fun before tonight." I supplied, becoming sober quickly. I straightened up and looked Sebastian right in the eye. "Who are your men?" He asked and I just looked at him. "You always choose my men." I said and he just said it was up to me tonight. "Lux and Cinnamon." I said and be nodded and he through us jackets. Well he through them jackets and gave me his. I slowly put on the suit jacket and it smelled like his wild scent that almost sent me into a frenzy. We were brought to his car were Lux and Cin were stuff as a rock and I was just there. not relaxed but not stiff either. We got out of the car and just walked to my doomed night.

 

"All of you have to get ready." He said and left. The girls released a breath and I just slumped. I watched as they shrugged into leggings and a tight shirt and sneakers. I sat there and took my time.

 

I put on my spandex shorts and ports bra, with my signature colors. I put my mouth guard in and put the gloves on my hand and flexed my fingers. I looked at my nails and seen they were long and most likely going to break. well I would rather that then my face.

 

"It's time." Some guard said and I nodded walking out with my headphones in and my jacket hiding my face. They introduced me and I remember how I got my fighting name.

 

"CRIMSON! CRIMSON! CRIMSON!" The crowd yelled over and over as I walked up. I seen my opponent as I walked up the steps of the cage and walked in. I seen lux holding my sweater that I was not going to need after this at all but just had it. I shook my head and hands out and smiled at her even though my mouth guard was in. As cruel as this will sound I couldn't wait to kick her ass. I loved the fight. I loved the adrenaline I felt in my veins as I made them bleed. The cage was the one place I felt good and complete.

 

The bell rang and she charged. I moved out of the way and smiled at her. "Come on now, I heard you were the best,"I said and. I hit he in the jaw hard knocking her to the ground and I kicked her in her stomach. "But, that was after I left." I said and kicked her harder in the face. I lifted my leg to kick her, but she grabbed it and dragged me down. She got on top of me and she hit me repeatedly. I grinned in my mind as se hauled me up. she thought she had this in the bag. She punched me in my stomach and I fell to my knees and she used that and kicked my sending me into the cage wall. I sat there and then I turned over and layer there. Well I should add a little touch of me. She kicked me in the face but I didn't move and she looked pissed I felt the blood gush in my mouth and I smiled showing her my bloody teeth and letting my blood that was mixed with my saliva drip down my face. I got up and hit her in the throat. Bo penaltys in this. I grabbed her and brought her face down to my knee at least six times. She fell back and I seen the blood gush out of her nose and mouth. I smiled big and the crowd thought I had won. My smile fell. I have to finish this. she grabbed me and we rolled around attempting to lock one another. She had landed a few good hits and my vision was being invaded by black spots. she had my head locked in her arms hitting me in the face and I felt my blood run down my face. I started to freak but as I looked over I seen lux. she yelled to me. "Flip her!" And that's what I did. With the energy I thought was gone I flipped her over my shoulder and got her head in between my legs she was struggling but I got it. I looked to lux and Cin but they looked away. I didn't know what to do. I looked to Sebastian for conformation and he nodded and I quickly snapped her neck in my legs. I kept eye contact the whole time I stood and walked out. I grinned as I seen the blood but then stopped as I remembered she was dead.

 

That's how it ends. that's how it works. different owners take there fighters and make them fight to death. I started to feel dizzy and I grabbed lux. "Hey are you alright?" She asked I shook my head as black spots invaded my bison again. Cin yelled for Sebastian and he ran over scooping me up even as I hit and spit on him. he just chuckled. i felt more dizzy and my attempts died down as I just spit on him. "My tongue as been down your throat. Your saliva that your spitting on me, I have had a larger amount in my mouth. So stop unless it's going in my mouth." He said with a deductive smirks and a husky voice. I just muttered my response before was sucked into the darkness.

 

"Maybe."

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"God, what is that beeping, my god my head is going to explode." I said after I could open my mouth. Out of nowhere there were squeals and I groaned. I