A kiss so dark - falicity alicha (motivational books to read TXT) 📗

usually bleed out on Sebastian's carpet for not listening. Sebastian. How I want to make him pay.

 

"Will my strength be higher? Agility? Speed?" I shot out and he chuckled darkly. "Yes speed, strength and agility." I smirked. "Well what if I kill someone?" I asked and my smirk slipped into a horror filled face. "Then we bury it in the woods." he said and my eyes went wide. "WHAT!?" I yelled and he just stared at me blankly. "Okay, here." He said and tossed me the black bottle. "No." I said and tossed it back. He shrugged and took off the cap and poured it in the glass. A metallic and coppery smell filled my eyes and my body went rigid. I pressed hard on my gums and watched as the thick crimson red liquid slipped out of the black bottle in to the crystal clear glass. my eyes narrows on the glass, as he set the bottle down and put the glass to his lips. His eyes dancing darkly, he took a sip. His eyes went dark and soon a look of lust and desire shit through there eyes. I don't know if I want to be a vampire if drinking blood makes lust shoot through your eyes.

 

In lighting fast movements I grabbed the glass and moaned loudly as the liquid hit my taste buds and went down my throat. I slammed slammed the glass down on the table and leaned over my head I the edge. I made a noise and squeezed the glass so hard it shattered and shards went in my hand. I looked as my blood ran down my hand and everything else was gone. I watched as the dark liquid that was like gold on my taste buds. It trickled down onto the glass that was sticking out of my hands. I- I was stopped mid thought when Axel was in my face. "You have to think of something else. You were a vampire the second you thought it might work, now do what a vampire does. Curb the urges." He said and I tried to think of something else. I looked at him and got I trances by his looks. His eyes were a green blue and his dark brown hair was slicked with gel. "There, I know your hungry, but you have to curb your urges. And you have to stay here until you learn to resist sinking your fangs into a random persons neck." After he said that I gasped."Oh god, Sebastian will kill me." I said and he just huffed. "Can we just do a quick lesson and let me go." I said and he just chuckled. "Fine you can leave tomorrow or the next day, I have to see how you do feeding on an innocent, and if you can stop feeding asFreda certain amount, how well you curb your urges without me telling you." He explained. I nodded and he grabbed the black bottle. He unscrewed the top and the smell came rushing out. I went to leap for it but he set it down and grabbed me in fat blur like movements. "Curb it. Resist." He said and I tried. I really did, but it was intense. "You are trying to hard. You just have to think about one thing." And I found my thoughts going to Sebastian's Dark brooding eyes. I closed my eyes. And I had flash 'a of when we were 'together'.

 

Sebastian's hands were roaming my body, his eyes filled with admiration, love and desire. I felt sudden pain, and he didn't stop. "Find the line between pleasure and pain. Find the line." Was Sebastian's words. They were dark, husky and desirable and it sent me over the ed-.

 

"Hey," I was soon pinned to the wall. I blinked harshly and seen Axel. "What the hell did you just think about? I changed you meaning I can feel your emotions if you don't cap them. And it felt like you were thinking about fifty shades of grey, only a billion times worse," When he said that I blu-. I touched my cheek. Why, what? "What?" Axel asked and I looked to him "The blood it isn't rushing to my cheeks. I'm not blushing." I said and he looked at me with pity before masking it. "Your dead, you can't blush." he said and then it hit me. In dead. Even though I was walking around I was still dead. He took my hand and put it to my chest and I gasped, tears threatening to fall. "My hearts not beating." I said quietly. "I'm dead, and it's your fault." I said, rage overcoming me. "Hey!" He yelled standing over me. I hiss getting into a defensive stance. "I hate you. I mean if don't have a great life, but it was mine, and you snatched it away from me!" I bellowed and his eyes went dark. "Don't make me snap your neck." He threatened. "Oh your going to kill me," I laughed my eyes going darker. "To late you already did." I yelled and clamped a hand on my mouth, his body pushed me into the wall, a candle next to my head. His body encased mine and his right leg was in between both of my legs. I bit his hand and hissed. his eyes went wide, I tasted blood. He went to snatch his hand away and I hissed louder against his hand. I felt my gums prick, and soon I felt like I wasn't in control but I was. I latched my teeth Into his hand and drank from him. "This is considered blood sharing. Only intimate couples do this. The pleasure your causing me is not a good thing." He said. At the end it sounded like he was trying to convince himself. I just ripped my teeth out and lunged for his jugular. He wasn't expecting it and I dug my teeth into his neck and he groaned, I couldn't tell if it was pain or pleasure but, I didn't care. His blood was intense, addictive. I was soon pulled from him and held in someone's arms. I thrashed violently. His neck looked like it was healing rather fast.

 

"RESIST!"

 

He yelled and my mind went blank. I could feel my body and mind on to different pages. my body wanted to sink my teeth into something and feel it's blood drain down my throat. My mind felt like he had to listen. "God, That's the only good part of her feed off of you, I can't believe you didn't stop her from linking you though." the man behind me said. "I didn't mean it." Axel hissed out. "What do you mean I linked you o-or I feed from you?" I asked feeling groggy. I felt tired. Vampires can sleep, that's amazing, no Dracula shot over here. "It an intimate act, that vampire couples do. We feed from each other and it's personal and link them. Now I know you didn't mean it but now, I'm going to be able to feel your emotions and it's going to be hard to cap emotions. I'm going to feel a primal urge to feed from you and pink is completely link us." he said and I groaned. "God, I just want to go to work and see Lux and Cin." I said and sniffed the air and scrunched my nose up. "Get off of me, you smell like wet dog." I hissed and he growled. " a werewolf, I don't smell like wet dog." He said and pushed me. I felt dizzy and my head started to spin. "I thought being a vampire meant that we were dead. The dead don't get dizzy." I said in annoyance. "You were just changed, you still have human in you, my venom will kill it off. Well it's yours now." He said and I sat on the floor. I huffed and felt dazed. "Great, I feel so amazing being linked to a vampire I met a week ago, not even." I said in a drained voice. I was going in and out and when I came to I was on a black bed with silky sheets that shined in the candles glare. I looked down to see I was in a mans button up shirt. I felt like a princess, with the canopy above the balcony doors open with the chilly wind hitting my shaven legs. I looked around the room and everything looked old. Getting up I looked around the room. The book case was amazing, the detail of the engravings was so different but truly beautiful. The floor was a dark wood that shined lightly. the walls had been painted a black, and the sheets on the bed were draped carelessly and it made it look like something from a movie.

 

I glanced around and seen Axel leaning on the wall watching me. "I felt your curiosity. What is it?" He asked and I told the truth. "This may seem weird but, I feel like a princess. With the candles, silky sheets, balcony doors open just a tinge." I said and blushed under his intense gaze. "You should always feel like a princess." He said and I flushed a dark red. "Well the things I do make me anything but a princess." I said and he shook his head. "I watched you dance and serve people, You don't like it. I want to know why you so it if you don't like it but that will come in it's own." He said and I felt a pull towards him. "I can tell you, You just can't say a word, I'll be a dead man walking if you utter a word." I said solemnly. "I wouldn't tell anybody if you told me too. This is your business I'm honored for you to tell me." He said and I snorted. "It's not anything honorable." I paused and looked towards the balcony. The doors were glass with black drapes. The rail was a black marble, smooth to the touch. I walked and leaned my elbows on the balcony, watching the night sky.

 

"Two years ago, I was 19. A child. my parents were, well that's another story. They weren't there. I woke up with a needle in my arm. I didn't knew what it was but I knew I was addicted. I later found out it was boiled cocaine. I was doing anything for just a little high. Well anything but selling my body.

 

"My mother, she told me a girl body is her temple. God blessed her with it to protect until the one man she new was everything came.

 

"And believe me, he came. Sebastian. He was dark, brooding, handsome. He found me on the street making a buy. He looked at me like I was gold. And I was, only I thought I was his everything.

 

"He had lied to me, told me he loved me, told me I would be his one true love. And I believed him. I remembered my mothers words and knew he was the one. I have him everything I had to offer and we took it with greedy, open arms. One night he told me to get ready. I did and what he did was so horrible.

 

"He was the owner of the club that I work at, and he forces girls to dance and serve. All the other girls were lured in the same way as me, only I was different. He said he never felt anything for the other girls but lust. And for me he felt love for a brief second. He pushed me towards the girls and held a slinky outfit and said to get ready. The girls, Cin and Lux they've been my sisters since." I paused and looked to see him gripping the marble balcony.

 

"That's not all. He makes me fight. Said I had a firey attitude. Said I was a fighter. There's men, they own women. They take