A kiss so dark - falicity alicha (motivational books to read TXT) 📗

"Shit." I curse as I drop my bag my worn ballet and lyrical shoes falling out. I quickly stuff them back in my bag and flip my air as I go to stand. I flip my bag over my shoulder only for it to get pushed off along with my hair to the side and my shirt pushed down slightly. I hear someone take whiff of the hair then nuzzle there face in my neck. Getting annoyed, I grab the persons arm and swing them around to the front of me and I gasp at the pure beauty of the mans features. his strong jawline is set hard and is working as though he is grinding his teeth. His brown hair was short but not long and was laying on his head as if he just had a night of fun. He had a straight nose and it wasn't as straight as Paul Wesley's from the vampire diaries but the kind of straight that gave him an intense look but what stood out the most was his eyes they were red but not how they look in teen wolf all fake they look real. I opened my mouth but clamped it shut after I heard his velvet like voice. "Hello, I'm Axel." He said and I gave him a look. "Am'I meant to care?" I questioned and pulled my bag up and dusted of the dirt and grim from the ground. I flung it over my shoulder and went around him. "It's not safe for a young lady as your self to be out so late. let me walk you." He said his gaze was intense and I almost agreed but got control of whatever the hell happened. "I'm fine. My place isn't that far." I said and walked towards the club that was a few blocks over. I laughed as I looked behind me and saw nothing.

For a nanosecond I thought I had imagined it, but as I walked farther to the club and shrugged off my jacket feeling hot as I was surrounded by bodies, I knew I was being dumb. Shoving my way the ought to the bouncer, I flashed my card and walked in to the dressing room. I grabbed the outfit and put it on and glad it wasn't as reveling as last nights. I hated my job. I had to dance on a pole because of, well it's better left on said or thought. If I don't dance right and get my boss his money then my boss will have fit. I looked in the mirror and looked at my outfit whice was just a skirt that was more like a belt and the bejeweled bra top and huge heels that I still fall in but manage to make it look like part of the dance. Stripping was my way of income but lyrical and ballet were my dream of income. I put my hair up in pig tails and put fake freckles on to make me look like a little girl. I was soon ushered out to the stage and I stumbled and seen the glare of my boss and made my way down dropping every now and then making it look normal.

As the dance came to a close I felt my tears brim as I collected my money. It's really funny that the girl who hates her job is the lead dancer. I went back and seen I had to dance a few more times and then work the bar. I dropped my hands to my lap as one of the girls did my hair and makeup in a sexy but classy look for the next dance. I put on the tight leather short shorts that had my bum pooling out. I thought of the women in my family had huge bums. my mom had a butt and it was out there. The top could have been used for a shelf. I slipped on the top which was a bra that had a halter top and had diamonds and jewels on it. I slipped on my heels that wear black with leather and they were at least 6 inches high. I let out a breath and practiced my next dance, body party by Ciara with the two girls, Jules or her stage name cinnamon from her skin color. Then there was Mackenzie and her stage name was lux because everyone said she was luxurious. I laughed when Kenz face planted and Jules was dragged down.

"What's funny?" We groaned and turned to see bubbly. She was short and died her fiery red hair brown and had brown eyes with bright gold tints in them. Her chest was average along with the rest of her body. I never had a problem with her but she gets jealous that she gets left out. Jules and Mackenzie don't like her for some stupid reason. Her real name was Macy. She looked at me and started to speak.

"Well? Come on Orchid." She said using my stage name. I didn't make it though Jules and Kenz did because my rare and beautiful as they put it. I laughed in there face. How could someone with a past full of demons, no I mean a life full if demons be beautiful. not to mention everything I've had to do.

"Nothing Kenz fell." I said as I was told to enter through the back on the stairs and walk in between lux and cinnamon. they both went out wearing short skirts and string like tops. they danced and then as my part came on I pushed the tears down and made my way on the stage flashing a hundred watt smile that was as fake as most of the girls here. I moved my hips and felt my moms words come to my mind.

A women respects her body. It's her virtue and god gave her that to keep until she met the one.

I was brought out of my thoughts as I was on my knees and my head was tucked in. T he sweet was pouring off of me and I felt sticky flinging my head up as the song ended I was I shocked as I seen Axel the man from before. Our gazes locked and we were stuck. I was brought out of it when a man threw a few hundred dollars at me and and the girls. We made are way off stage and I slipped off the clothes and slipped on a pair of neon green shirts and a plaid shirt. I took the ends that I didn't button and tied them very high, right under the bust and buttoned up the top even though my boss, Gavin was going to tell me to unbutton them if he doesn't make me take it off.

Walking to the bar with Jules and Kenz, I grabbed the bottle of a very expensive liquor. I took a shot out of the bottle and shook my head my hair flying everywhere. I was in my zone as I shake one if the margaritas for the college girls. Coating the rim of the class with lime then pushing the glasses rim down on the salt I laughed at the girls face at how fast I was going. I flipped it over slipping a like wedge on it and pouring the drink with one hand and grabbing a mans beer with the other, I snap the cap off the beer on the counter and slid both of them there drinks not waiting to here there thanks, as I run down the bar grabbing a bottle of tequila. I run back and grab a shiny black tray with a picture of the girl on it me in the middle, and set out 20 shot glasses. I pour them fast and put the line and salt on there and run to the V.I.P section and put on a smile and thank my dentist and god for having my teeth straight and white. walking to the booth the ropes are opened and I set the tray down and see one of the most famous boxers and his younger brother who is a cage fighter sitting there. The boxer is sitting there watching me intensely before he makes a weird noise and then coughs.

"Are you okay?" I ask and he just puts his head down. I look at the others and see them confused. He flings his head up and I gasp and they all freak and they try to cover his face but I already saw.

"What. The. Actual. Fuck." I said and there eyes snap to me. "Your eyes were yellow, no gold like pretty but when I came your eyes were blue." I said he went to open his mouth but he was cut off. "Orchid! Where are you?" I heard Gavin yell and I groaned causing them to laugh I net to the door and he burst through. He was pissed.

"Do you want me to tell your owner?" He sneered in my face and I shrank back. I shook my head fast. I didn't want him to know.

He already ruined my life. "Well to bad because he is right here." He said with a chuckle and my dad drained. and he stepped forward, wearing his Armani suit. His gold Rolex in place along with his cruel smirk. I hard him but I loved him. I hated that I loved him. I hated that I fell for the smirk the messy black hair and the vibrant green eyes. I hated that I fell for the Rolex and suit. But mostly I hard that I fell for him.

"Well Nova did you miss me." He said with a chuckle. "Even though we all no that's not your name." I just stood there. Frozen. Paralyzed.

"I missed you. Your purplish blue eyes. Your black hair that is so curly but long. Longer then when you left."vi cut him off. "I didn't leave, you put me here to sell as yours." I spat and his hand swung out and hit my face and I just let my head whip to the side I felt blood gush into my mouth. He was that strong all he had to do was smack me and my mouth gushed blood. I felt the blood coat my teeth and my mouth. I spat the blood out and one of his body guards tensed. I smiled showing him my bloody teeth.

"To answer your question," I paused and got close. "I missed you. But the old one not this one. This one can rot in the firey depths of hell for all I care." I said and got another smack but harder. most girls would be crying but I had to be tough after all he trained me. I never showed pain never cried or yelled or pleaded or begged.

"Fine want to play that way, we can play that way, all you like."

I smashed my fist into the bag and wished I was back at the strip club. I