Renesmee - L.Perez (beach read TXT) 📗

damn what your father says, and if he doesn’t like it, Esme, and Rosalie will back me up,” She smiled widely. I opened my eyes in false surprise and said “Really Aunt Alice? Really?” She nodded and smiled at my “excitement”. I threw my arms around her and said “THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU!” She laughed and smoothed my hair, pulled me back and looked me in the eyes and said “We start shopping today. Bring your little friend home today and I’ll have some dresses alright?” I nodded quickly. “Now hurry up and get out, I have some shopping to do,” She said with a smug smile. I nodded and kissed her cheek and started getting out and turned around and said “Thank you Aunt Alice. You’re the best.” She laughed and said “Have a good day at school,” And drove off. As soon as she disappeared, the guilt wave hit me and made me unsteady. I was using Aunt Alice…and that wasn’t very nice…but my less noble side said “Shut the hell up! You get to see Jacob and Aunt Alice gets her fun. Everyone’s happy.” I nodded and said out loud “Aunt Alice does get her way…” and walked off to find Luna. Luna was over at the benches when I arrived. “Hey,” She said as I sat down. She looked me up and down and said “Where’s wolf boy?” I glared at her but said “At home, why?” She looked at me and said “Well you’re dressed all extra so I figured he would be somewhere close. By the way, he is hot,” And grinned at me. I laughed and said “Wow Luna, you are soo bizarre.” She laughed and said “It’s about time I find me a “boyfriend.” She did the quotation marks. Technically she couldn’t use the term “boyfriend” because the vampires she dated were always older than her and they really couldn’t be called “boys” when they’ve lived longer than your grandparents. I rolled my eyes and said “Luna, go out and date but don’t ever and when I say ever, I mean EVER, date a loser like Mitch again okay?” Mitch was her ex; he was such a annoying, whinny, brick stupid, douche bag. I hated him and almost beat the crap out of him too. She sighed, her thoughts with my, and laughed and said “Yes I know. No more losers allowed.” The bell rang and I nodded and then we got up and walked towards the main building. As we entered, everyone gawked. “You’re the center of attention now, with that outfit and your boyfriend embarrassing Phil,” Luna whispered. I grimaced but continued to walk. The whole day went like that, I would hear my name and sometimes good things but often, I would hear my name and words you didn’t hear much out of at a truck stop, but I didn’t have time to think about it because I was looking for Blake. How was he feeling right now? Was he even more hurt? I constantly scanned the rooms or halls looking for him but he just wasn’t there. “He’s here, I saw him come in this morning,” Luna told me. I nodded and knew that even if I didn’t see him now, I would see him in Mr. Mason’s class. Luna and I walked and talked about the homecoming and she kept complaining about not having a date. “I don’t wanna miss this year’s homecoming! It’s our last year!” she whined. “Luna, just accept one of the human boys here as your escort.” Her nose wrinkled and she spat. “Never.” I sighed. “See Luna, that’s why you don’t have an escort, your way to picky.” She sighed and said “But there all the same!” I rolled my eyes and said “Luna, I’m sure there’s someone here that isn’t so repulsive to you.” She jabbed me in the ribs and I flicked her nose and we both giggled and locked arms and turned the corner to my locker and froze. My locker was completely ruined. The door hanging off, all my books and papers thrown all over the hall, some of my pictures ripped, red paint coated everything I owned; Luna hissed, low and fierce. I stared at everything, trying to grasp what had happened. I walked forward and went to the broken locker and picked up a picture of what used to be Jacob and me; there wasn’t much you could see anymore. Luna walked over and patted my arm and said “Phil did this, I can smell him.” I could too and my breathing picked up and I felt the blood rush to my head, my hands shook; he had crossed the line. I whirled and was about to run and find that SOB but stopped when I saw him standing there, smiling. I breathed in deep and slow breaths. He looked around at the mess and said “What happened here?” I glared at him and said “You have no idea what you have just gotten your pathetic self in.” He snorted and said “Yeah right, your little boyfriend is soo scary, ooh” And laughed. I smiled a vicious smile and said “Yeah, you know the one who scared you shitless yesterday? The one who made you look like the pathetic loser you are? You remember don’t you?” His eyes blazed and his nostrils flared. I started walking towards him and he tried not to move back but he did. I walked right next to him and leaned in and said in a whisper as light as the wind but as threatening as a vampire “Phil, if I were you, I would watch myself,” and walked away without glancing around. No one else heard a word, otherwise Luna. Phil’s face must’ve been a sight to see because someone whispered “He’s so white, wonder what she said to him.” Luna was instantly beside me and hugged my shoulders and whispered “I’m so proud of you ma petite soeur, you didn’t even hit him.” I laughed and she kissed my cheek. We went to the office and I talked to the new Principle, Mrs. Boyd. I told her that Phil ruined my locker and all my personal belongings. She shook her head and said “I’d love to believe it but I need some evidence.” I rolled my eyes and said “Mrs. Boyd, if you were to walk down the hall where my locker is- well was located, you would see the evidence, no doubt.” She nodded and said “Alright, let’s take a look at this mess shall we?” I nodded and walked her to the hallway where my locker used to be. When Mrs. Boyd saw the mess, her eyes bulged and she looked horrified. She looked at all my things, closed her eyes and shook her head, slow and long. She went to examine my things closer and sighed loudly. She turned around to face me and said “Renesmee, I am so sorry. I will speak to Mr. Hampton and his father this afternoon and I will make certain that everything is replaced and all your damaged property will be paid for.” I nodded but still felt pissed off, I wanted him to get in more trouble but it was time to go to Mr. Mason’s class and I was anxious. Luna tried to calm me down but didn’t succeed and suddenly we were at the door; I froze. Luna tugged on my arm, I didn’t budge. “Look if he’s in there,” I whispered. She rolled her eyes and ducked in and was back out within a second. “Yep, he wasn’t looking up when I poked my head in so he didn’t see me.” I sighed and said “How do you feel about skipping this block?” Luna laughed and yanked me into the class room. I stared at her, bewildered, as she laughed and walked away. I closed my eyes for a second then snapped them open, kept my composer, and walked toward my table. As I sat down he turned to look at me and smiled, and I sighed quietly. He acted more like himself as he walked over and sat down in Adams chair which for the moment was empty. “Hey,” he said softly. “Hey,” I answered just as soft. We sat for a minute until Mr. Mason stumbled in, looking quite different; sweat dripping down his face, eyes red, cheeks flushed. I jumped up, worried until he yelled “My daughters having her baby!” Everyone clapped, I sat in relief. He rushed around searching for his briefcase and said “A sub should be coming, please behave; I don’t have time to leave any assignments so just stay seated and try not to cause trouble alright class?” Everyone agreed. He nodded and said “Renesmee, could I please speak to you outside?” I nodded and walked out with him. “I understand that you all are seniors but I still can’t trust many of your classmates,” he said. I rolled my eyes and said “Yeah I know.” He nodded and looked at his watch and said “I really have to go, he could be born any minute and I’d miss it, so please just watch the class, just make sure nothing explodes or is broken or vandalized or whatever and no one leaves the class.” I nodded and said “I have it all under control, you don’t have to worry, now go on, you have a grandchild being born!” He nodded and sprinted toward the doors. I watched him, thinking about my future. Where did Jacob fit? If I was somewhere, probably on the other side of the world, how would Jacob and I see one another? Would our relationship fail because of the distance? Would we break up? Pain constricted my heart and made me breathless. We couldn’t, I knew if he ever, ever left me, I would die, maybe not physically but mentally for sure. I blinked a few times and tried to get my mind back to reality. I looked around and took a deep breath and opened the door to the classroom. Everyone stared at me and I wondered how my face looked. “So Mr. Mason is gone and he left me in charge of you children,” and smiled, hopefully, a pleasant smile. There was so much chaos in my head that I barely heard myself finish and answer questions and go to my seat where I didn’t even remember Blake. I stared out the window, trying to imagine my life without my sun, my Jacob, and came up with nothing. Jacob was my life; he had been from the very beginning, always my knight and shining armor. I loved him so much and couldn’t even see myself with anyone but Jacob. I brought that picture of me and Jacob, holding hands under thousands of lights saying ‘I do’ and imagined my life after that. Who knows, maybe we would stay here, in Forks, in La Push and in ‘we’ I meant my family and friends. I could see it all, Mom, Dad, Emily, Sam, Kim, Jared, Quil, Claire, Embry, Sarah, Seth, Amber, Billy, Sue, Uncle Jasper , Aunt Alice, Uncle Emmett , Aunt Rosalie, Grandpa Carlisle, Grandma Esme, Grandma Renee, Grandpa Phil and Grandpa Charlie, all of us together enjoying life as it passed by. And then I saw a scene that shocked me; I cradled my large stomach as Jacob bent down and kissed my stomach and we both smiled at one another, so happy. I was glowing and so was Jacob. He wrapped his arms around me and our baby as the blinding sunrise rose and stole that beautiful scene. I stare, bewildered and utterly shocked. Another image that stuck so hard, I couldn’t pull myself back. I thought nothing would ruin this beautiful picture, until someone tapped my shoulder. I whirled, shocked, to find Blake staring at me again. “You okay?” he asked worriedly. I nodded and settled closer into