Diary of a Broken Girl - renee rawlings (free ebooks for android .txt) 📗

i told him i had to go so i left.

love,
shannon


Dear Diary,

Its school day again and this morning nick told me that he wanted "a break" from our relationship and he left.I looked at his phone becuz he left it.I knew it jessica told him i kissed jason thats why he was so mad at me.I just wish i could go back and change everything i just want to take back everything.so im takeing a walk with jason today hopeing to get everything "straight" with him i just hope everything works out but we will just have to see.

love,
shannon

Dear Diary,

It's jason i found the book i also read everything but now we are at the hospital we took the walk.But we were playing in the road and i ran to the tree so i could climb it and maybe have fun.Then a car came around the cornor and it hit her i ran to her quickly and grabbed her in my hands,i held her tight.So i picked her up and put her in the grass i ran to the persons door.i knocked in ringed the door then they answered the door i quickly told them to call 911 and i turned to see the driver who hit her looking down at her on his knees.so i ran up to him crying lightly and grabbed him by his shirt and threw him in the street i got on top of him and started punching him.Then the cop's came and pulled me off of the guythey threw me in the grass.So i grabbed shannon and held her.The ambulence came and put her in the back i told them to let me in but they said no so i ran home and drove there.I ran into the hospital and ran to the front desk i asked what room Shannon Bradey was in they told me and i imeadiatly bolted down the hall to her room.I walked in the room slowly i saw shannon sleeping.oh how beutiful she sleeps so i walked to the couch and sat watching her sleep.

love,
Jason


Dear Diary,

i had the weirdest dream last night.I was with jason at a big house, and i saw him standing there.He was so handsom he was wearing a suit.I walked in the room he was staring at me with his beautiful blue eyes and i was wearing a pink gown with flower prints on it.I stared at him for a moment then walked up to my and held me by my chin.He kiseed me than whisped in my ear and said "i love you shannon and i will always love til this day on".Then i woke up and saw him by my bed in a chair sleeping with his head on my bed holding my hand.I wonder what we did last night i remember wakeing up ,and i asked him to sit by my bed because i could't fall back asleep.I had a bad dream before the good one.^_^ He looks so cute when he sleep's.I can't stop looking at him.My head hurt's rly bad i just got a bad hit in the head.but i promise i will love him forever even if nick hurt's me from jason.As i would say it and my mom ust to sy "Im you gaurdian angel and i will look over you when your sad i will be there when tears fall down your face i will cheer you util i see you smile,but i will never ever leave you alone even if it kills me".My mom told me that every night even now.i still cry when i don't see her and i hope she never die's trying to get to me.I ust to sit by a tree every afternoon and watch the sun go down and think about what she says.I would laugh and cry at the same time.

love,
shannon


Dear Diary,

Its almost Holloween only a couple day im so happy i get to hand out candy.My mom is back she said she had a good time at her job but she was kinda tired from working, she said she also missed me.I told her everything that happened, I also showed her my broken leg, My leg had got almost ran over by the car but i did twist my ankel. We are gonna have a party for Holloween i will invite who remembers me and who knows me so far it will be fun. I've met alot of people so far i have strait A's. I made some friends their names are Kyl,Jada,Mia,Brandon,and Jordin.They are all great friends. Im supprised my dad hasn't came back yet. So im hopeing he comes back, he's realy makeing me worried.I heard Nick got a new girlfriend so i will invite them. I will also invite Jason he could be my date. I think i realy like Jason I think i might date him, instead of Nick.I called Brandon today also we talked about random stuff like we always do Brandon is like my big brother that i never had he is great, so is Jordin and Kyl.Jada is a good friend she cares for people and so does Mia, Mia is the same age as me but she dates a 18 year old.His name is Robin he is nice he gave her and me golden rings but he game Mia one that he got from his mother.Well it's late so good night and sweet dreams to all my friends.

love,
Shannon


Dear Diary,

OMG, Holloween is tomorrow im so happy i sent invites to all my friends.I also asked jason if he wants to be my date for the party.He said yes im so happy.Nick said he broke up with his gf so i asked if he would come to my party.he asked me to be his date but i told him i was going with jason.He seemed realy mad so he left. I sat on my bed for a while listening to my ipod then i heard a big crash downstairs.I ran downstairs to see jason on the floor bleeding,then i spotted nick running away.I grabbed my phone and called 911 and started crying,so i dropped the phone and layed my head on his chest.As i cryed i felt his heartbeat. He put his arm around my waist and i layed by him.My mom was out buying party stuff when she got home she saw what happend at that time the police and ambulence were there.i didnt got to the hospital at that time. I went strait to Nicks house.I knocked on the door, kiana answered the door.
"Kiana can i talk to Nick?"I said
"Yes he up stairs" she said cheerfully.
wow she realy worked on her talking.I walked upstairs to his room. He was laying on his bed looking at his ceiling.
"Why did you do it? Why did you hurt him?"
"I didnt want to loose you shannon" then he laughed.
"You know maybe you didnt have to hurt him like that because you were disappointed in me.I love him and some times you just need to lay off." I argued.
"Now why would i do that?" he got up and moved a stand of my hair behind my ear "You know you wont leave me,and if you leave me something terrible will happen to you and you lover"
A tear ran down my cheek "You wouldnt."
"oh yes i would." He laughed a evil laugh.
I ran back home before i left i gave kiana a hug bye and left.then i cried on my bed all that night.

love,
shannon


Dear Diary,


My mom called me before i fell asleep.she said jason was gonna be out the next morning.I was so happy i get to hear his voice and see his face again.Jason was a great looking guy, he had abs,blue eyes, dirty blonde hair, and a great personality.Much better than Nick.But there was a secret Nick had he told no one he told me that he was a vampire the firt time i saw him but i didn't beleave him until he showed me.I was astonished to be dateing a vampire.But he wants to kill jason because i love jason. I dont know why i ever trusted Nick, he always acted like a total asshole. I heard mom walk in she was talking to someone, then i heard the other voice, it was jason.I quickley brushed my hair and ran downstairs. He looked at me as i was walking down the hall to the kitchen he turned around and i hugged him. H rapped his arms around me and i had small tears coming from my eyes. I pulled away for a second to see his face. He gave me a confused look of why i was crying then i hugged him again and i put my ear close to his heart to hear it beat. He put his arms back around me and laid his chin on my head. After a minute passed we stopped hugging and stared at each other for a while. He noticed a bruse on my arm from Nick last night.
"what happend to your arm?"
"Nick got mad and hit me."
Jason's face became red and his eyes were filled with anger. I told him to come with me and i took him to my room and we sat on my bed. I told him everything about Nick that i knew. He hugged me and said srooy for everthing that Nick had done to me. I got him some of my dad's cloths so he could change into something new, He wore a suit so we made him look like a ricgh man for the party. I put on a beutiful dress that fit over every curve in my bod it was long and poffy at my waist down. I wore pink heals to match my pink ball gown. I also wore my crown and a bun in my hair. i walked down the steps it was 8 already and he waited for me down stairs.He stared at me like i was a new person. I blushed and walked down the stairs. then we went to the party.

love,
shannon


Dear Diary,

When we got to the party there was millions of car there so we had a long walk. I took my heels of and put on my flatts and we walked. Then i saw a car i remembered it was Nick's. I shook my head to stop my thought it was probaly his sister useing it.Nick had two sisters it was kiana and carrie they were nice girl but i like kiana the most.Kiana was only 4 she talks realy good now she's going to kindergarden next year. She beeged me to pick out her outfit for her first day. Their mom and dad died in a bad accident they were all devistated and kiana was only a baby at the time. There mom was the vampire of the family they found a wooden pole in her chest it had hit her heart and killed her. We walked in the room and everyone looked at me, I felt like i was in one of those princess movies. H went in front of me then stopped faceing me he kneeled on one leg and held out his hand. I smiled and put my hand on his he kissed my hand and held it. So he walk with me holding my hand. Kyl and Jada walked up to us and started laughing and then i laughed. Jada said nice acting you two. We laughed and i said thank you so us two girls picked the table then. We all sat the boys