Bullet's Riley: Ruthless Renegades by Kat Cameron (best motivational books of all time .txt) 📗

the fuck has gotten into you?” Oh, he was pissed now. He was seething in his anger. I was trying to figure out why he was so mad when he flipped me on my back and ripped the knife from my hand. Throwing it across the room, he strapped my hands to the bed with a belt he got from who the fuck knew where and left me there while he paced the room.

“Why in the fuck are you acting like this?” he grounded out. I guess he really didn’t approve of me. Well, fuck him.

“If you would quit acting like a fucking fool and listen to me, I would explain what is going on. Then I will give you your precious fucking Riley back.” I snarled at him. He was still pacing.

He stopped in the middle of the room and demanded, “Fucking explain.”

“Riley is a sweetheart, and she is too… how do I say this nicely? She is too soft. When we were little, her dad didn’t show any love for her at all. He was cold as fuck and her mother disappeared. Then her dad was even worse and he only wanted to use her as a pawn, so she had the thought that maybe she could love whoever was going to marry her. Riley couldn’t have been more wrong. That was the mistake that had me the most present in her life. I mean, I was there, but she needed me the most the one night I was finally able to get rid of that fucker. He tried to force her to give him a blowjob. That was the last straw. Riley was disappearing more and more every time he pushed her.” I could still remember the way she felt that day and that vulnerability was how I was able to push her aside so easily.

“I will kill him. I will use him as fucking target practice,” he growled.

“Oh, I enjoyed the fuck out of killing him. He squealed like a pig when I used my knife on his dick. That was great. It was a perfect example of how soft Riley is. She was quiet the whole time, blocking out everything I was doing. She didn’t want any part of it.”

He was still looking at me like he didn’t know what to think about me. Or maybe us.

You asshole! You fucking ratted me out! God damn it, Reese!

I guess I needed to hurry the fuck up, once she’s fully awake she would be strong enough to push me back down again. Damn it, I wanted more time to get to tell our story.

“You don’t have to like me, but you sure as fuck better not hurt Riley. She is gold and you will find yourself cut up, much the same way Jared did. I will be back and this will be a much better experience. Toodles for now!” I blew him a kiss and Riley was back in charge.

Riley

Shit! Shitastic, motherfucking, goddamn, Reese! I can’t believe she would do this to me. I was just beginning to think I could possibly have a normal life. Taking a deep breath, I slowly opened my eyes, expecting the worst. Bullet possibly even kicking me out and marching his way down to Snake’s office and letting him know what a freak I was. Stana not wanting me as a sister anymore once she found out.

Fuck! I didn’t want anyone to find out this way. Needing to find out what was lying in the aftermath that was Reese, I opened my eyes fully. Taking in the naked sight of Bullet’s body took my breath away every time. His body really was a work of art with all the tattoo’s and his sinewy muscles straining against his skin. His hands were roughly dragging through his hair and he looked exhausted. I knew when I went to bed he wasn’t in his room.

“Bullet,” I gulped watching the tension build in his body. It was like watching someone pull a rubber band wider and wider, stretching it with the stress of trying not to snap. He stopped dead in his pacing tracks to look at me. Here I was, still in my tank top and panties, tied to his bed, and he was looking at me with an unrestrained amount of lust and a shimmer of anger shining through his eyes. I didn’t know whether to cry or be pissed. I wanted to cry because I was so happy he still wanted me but I wanted to be pissed because that meant he was either attracted to me or Reese, and I couldn’t tell the difference. Maybe my indecision showed on my face because he stalked over to me and grabbed my chin to make me look at him.

“Riley. Why did you hide this from me?” he demanded. How to explain this to someone who doesn’t know what it was like to have another whole being shoved inside your body. Someone else who can read your mind even when you don’t want them too. It was so unnerving to not have any secrets to myself.

“You think this was an easy choice for me, to hide her from everyone? Let me be clear about something, I will never be ashamed to have Reese in my head. She is the only one that has ever been there for me when no one else was. She is my best friend and if I didn’t have her, I probably would have been in the psych ward by now. No fuck that. I probably wouldn’t even be alive at the moment if it wasn’t for her. But you know what? I wouldn’t trade her for anything. Not even you, so if you have a problem with her then you can just go right along and fuck some clubwhore for all I care and I will be on my merry way. Believe me, I have been through worse.”

Awe. I love you too. God, you are going to make