Love Grows In The Dark by Eli Lowe (ebook offline txt) 📗

I said get the fuck out of here.” I didn't bother to say anything else, just pointed my finger to the door with a scowl.

Yes, I just couldn't tolerate that bitch in front of my sight even for a single second.

And this time I didn't have to say again, as she picked her clothes up to put them on and went out of my bedroom stomping on her way.

I turned to look at my bed which was in a complete mess that we created last night. It appeared filthy to me.

'Ahh I need to change the sheets, covers and everything.' I thought as I needed to wash my whole body too, because along with the bedsheets, my body became filthy as well.

I wished... I wished if I could change my past, then I would go back to the day when I decided not to wait for my mate, and gave in my first time for some one time fling. I wished to change what happened, and what I have become since then.

I sighed taking in a deep breath.

Mate, where are you?

Am I still worthy of you?

I thought all those things over again as my head started to pang as well.

So, I pulled down everything on my bed to put it aside for cleaning, and went straight to the bathroom to rub my entire body out of all the filths.

After breakfast, I went straight to school and met with my boys as soon as I entered the school corridor.

“Hey man!.” Adrian said out loud, just when he saw me coming.

But I didn't bother to greet him back, as I was feeling irritated for no reason, and of course, the scowl never left my face since morning. I guess, they saw it too.

“What happened?” Jeremy asked cautiously.

“Don't ask.” I replied in short.

“You banged her... Didn't you?” Adrian asked all of a sudden, making me feel even more disgusted. So, I furrowed my eyebrows at him unconsciously.

“I knew.. I knew since when you couldn't even take your eyes off her.” He said making me all confused..

I mean,... Excuse me?

“What? Who are you talking about?” I asked as I was clueless.

“Summer, of course, that bitc--” He said stupidly only to stop as I glared at him.

“Jeez... “ Jeremy was surprised too.

I mean, I was more surprised. What made him think that I would bang Summer? Seriously?

“No, it was not her. It's Lizzie.” I said, grinding my teeth.

Kazan was standing with us and listening from the very beginning, but didn't bother to say anything, but the last name that came out of my mouth made him roll his eyes in ultimate disgust. And with that, he made his way out somewhere else again.. saying “ I'm leaving.”

I also didn't feel like standing and talking about shit anymore, at least not when I saw Lizzie just came into school.

And my headache started again.

So without delaying further I went to my first class as per my schedule.

Maths.

I sighed.

A few moments later, when the class was almost filled up with other students, I saw Summer and Kaith walked into the classroom and went straight to their usual seat at the back.

Fuck.

I cursed under my breath, as I totally forgot that they are also in the same math class as mine. My frustrated situation didn't get any better but worsen, and I felt uneasy again. In no time, the teacher walked in too and started the period. The whole time, I couldn't concentrate and kept zoning out. The class felt like forever to end, while nothing that teacher taught got into my mind. And then, to my rescue, the bell went off announcing the end of the period as well as my anxiety. So, I rushed outside in no time.

What is happening to me?

I took a deep breath to calm myself down, but it didn't work. But I kept trying again and again.

I guess I have to do this the entire day.

Ughh...

Summer's P. O. V

I was busy arranging the books according to their order on the shelf, when my eyes fell on the boys.

Yes, I work at our school library too, during my off periods. I have to work at least ten hours a week, and the pay is good as well. I can attain classes and work at the same time, which is not at all a hustle for me. So, I took this opportunity gladly.

Anyway, I saw the popular fuckboys of our school who were sitting at the corner of the library, which was a very rare sight. Yes, Adrian, Kazan and Jeremy, and they weren't reading anything at all. They were just wasting their time, with whatever they were up to.

I kept putting books up on the shelves, worrying least about what others were doing. Cause that was none of my business.

But I wondered, not seeing Markus with them today. It was quite odd...

And just when I thought that, someone took away the books in front of me from the opposite side of the shelf, leaving a generous gap in between, that I could clearly see the eyes. Marvellous blue.

'Think of the devil and the devil appears' I thought.

Yes, it was Markus.

But just when our eyes met, he put the books back on the shelf very rudely in an instant, blocking the sight. As if I was some ghost who was chasing after him.

Heh!!..

You wish.

You think too highly of yourself, you arrogant prick.

I scoffed in my mind and got myself busy again with whatever I was doing.

“Hey, Sammy bear.”

Just when I heard someone saying just beside me ears, fanning his breath against my skin, I jumped back in a sudden shock, making the other person behind me stumble on his back.

“Kaith!.” I yelled