Sanity Is Impossibility - Santosh Jha (good story books to read TXT) 📗

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By Santosh Jha

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Copyright 2019 Santosh Jha

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At The Very Start…

… To be truly and really knowledgeable and wise is a definition, shrouded in mysticism of dualism. Somehow, this uncertainty truly delineates the ultimate state of ‘Singular Wisdom’ available and desirable for we all. It is there for humble, sincere and innocent acceptance that to be knowledgeable is to internalize in all layers of consciousness that Reality Is Always PROBABILISTIC, therefore life-living was, is and shall always be Conflicted, Confused and Chaotic. This arrives humanity to singular and definitively finite wisdom that there can be and is only one Intelligence for all humans in all stages and situations of life-living. This singular intelligence is COMPASSION. All other subsidiary intelligence must fall in linearity and symmetry of the primary one…

Human history of thousands of years of civilization and cultures has been a documented evidence of how misplaced ingenuity of minority of humanity, especially in powerful leadership positions, has always ruled over this mass idealism of compassion to shove the human world to the brink of extinction, with conflicts, confusion and chaos ruling all milieus and lives in them. The current diminutive and enslaved status of singular wisdom of compassion in contemporary human world is foolproof evidence that Sanity Is Impossibility in contemporary world and collective life-living. Those who truly understood Reality, humbly accepted compassion as only wisdom and lived and died in peace and wellness. Compassion remains the only singular Possibility of Sanity, at personal levels, as at collective level, compassion has lost the chance to reinstate itself long-long back…!

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Acknowledgement

Writing for me is an enterprise in self-negation. I am in peaceful acceptance of the futility of words as carriers of intent and content. Still, I write, continuing with this 39th eBook and if life allows, shall keep writing, negating my own deep sense of futility of the exercise. I write just for the sake of my humble self-belief that whatever I have internalized in life through a long and painful process of learning and especially unlearning; must be documented, so that if probability has it, someone may save some precious time and energy in his or her own internalization process. This probably is what one may accept as an inheritance worth half a dime. Compassion is what I inherited and compassion is what I can leave as legacy. I dedicate my writings to that someone, who shares my humility for acceptance of compassion. Thanks…!

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Navigation Blues

A humble admittance – Any word, however well meant and well spelt, is a possible suspect of misinterpretation and unintentional violation. Simple reason is, people are in different consciousnesses and culturally as well as personally inclined to specific Realities and their utilities. As a writer, it is a huge temptation to take liberties, with not only imaginations but also with the words, as against their common and popular use. Do kindly accept my latitude with language and personal coinages of words, as they may not always conform to popular usages. I share with you whatever is part of my consciousness; what I have internalized in my life. This may not be mainstream stuff; but may have utility in some meaningful way. I believe you shall enjoy this novelty and pleasant awkwardness of the writing.

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A Humble Request…

It is reasonably beyond doubt now that the most difficult task for a human being is to see, understand and accept things ‘objectively’ and ‘holistically’. Why? It is because contemporary knowledge of human brain states makes us accept that human mind is notoriously poor at accepting holism of reality and is rather genius at happily ‘picking’ and accepting a ‘part’ of it and invest all his or her intellect into it. Moreover, given the very nature of mind consciousness, objectivity is impossible for humans. However, objectivity and holism are very much required for understanding some very core and critical issues pertaining to humanity and our own world. Tragically enough, no academic institution, not even society or family imparts the skill-training for attaining these two critical intelligences of objectivity and holism. It is up to an individual to strive for it at personal initiative.

The key question is; how to start the process of attainment of objectivity and holism? To begin with, it needs to be accepted that human mind is a huge potential but nothing comes automatic to it except the wired instincts of survival. Our mind consciousness does not automatically arrive at objectivity and holism. It is evolved, nurtured and persevered in a long period of time. Therefore, it is a humble request that this eBook be approached with loads of compassionate openness by consciously dumping the ‘reactionary mindset’ and being in an accommodative reception of everything, even if at first instance it may look untenable. The content of intent of this eBook shall gradually evolve and get internalized in time. Only compassion can lead the journey ahead; be with it…! Thanks.

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PREFACE

It is something probably everyone has faced in his or her life. Talk of all good and right things, which should happen and prevail in life and living and prompt comes the rejoinder, stop being a stupid and face the Reality of life! So, does it mean, Reality is something, which definitely is not good and right? Does it mean, people in general accept that Reality is so positioned and situationed that it usually leaves something desirable in its expressions? Therefore, can we definitively say that Reality of human world and life-living is always a dream, never to be realized? Reality always falling short of good and right!

The larger question is, ‘What is Reality?’ Is reality as real and actual as it seems or is made to accept? More important question is; does this question matter? It seems, it does matter and that is probably why best of human brains have engaged their lives over this question. Somehow, this happens to be the primary, core and cardinal basis of all other questions and answers of life-living in particular and humanity in general. The probability of a possible ‘Theory of Everything’, which explains all structures and functions around us beyond any reasonable doubts, rests on a singular and over-encompassing hypothesis about Reality.

However, there is still no singular definitive answer to this cardinal question for humanity. Probably, there may never be, even as passage of time keeps adding more informative dimensions to this core and complex issue of Reality. Why? Because, it seems, human brain and its potential for deciphering Reality is too insufficient to unravel the cosmic proportions of the Holism of mechanism and process of the very constitution of Reality. It is probably easy for humanity to say and even accept that two ends of the universe are over 90 billion light years apart but it is always impossible for even the best empowered brain of a human to truly and really ‘realize’ and ‘actualize’ this colossal vastness of the ‘proposed’ Reality of the size and magnitude of 90 billion light years! This is permanent and absolute limitation of approaching Reality.

If we look at Reality at its macrocosmic expanse and microcosmic bare-basics, we can have this definitive feel that there is something inherently ‘mechanismic’ or structural in the idea and realism of Reality, which ensures that humanity at best can have a singular and common hypothesis only about a humanly amenable ‘Model’ of Reality and never the real or actual reality. Naturally, if we accept this proposition, which seems the most probable one at this point of time-space situation of humanity; the next critical question is – Is that enough? Can we humans have knowledge of only a model of Reality and then proceed onto engender the Theory of Everything and other key life-living realities of human world, based on the proposed Model Reality?

Here, at this stage of contemporary understanding, people may have two basic questions –

Is Reality truly and actually effable? Can Reality be understood and then described in words? Or for that matter, can it ever be unraveled and deciphered?

Is it truly and actually option-less to first have singular and objective installation of Reality, before we proceed onto have any meaningful discussion on the issue of Human and life-living reality? Is understanding of macrocosmic Reality inseparably linked to explanations of microcosmic Reality that we humans face in our daily life-living experiences? Can issues of human world and life-living be truly and actually understood, even if we remain divorced to the finality of the idea of Reality?

In this eBook, as we are going to inquire, discuss and deliberate about ‘Reality Of Humanity’, the microcosmic portion of the macrocosmic Reality, with a proposed hypothesis that Sanity Is Impossibility in human world and life-living; it is very essential that we first have a clear answer of the above two questions. That shall prove to be the primary hypothesis, which shall energize our inquiry into human reality and a probable theory of life-living reality.

This eBook is all about that. We shall first try to detail the issue of overall Reality, install a probable hypothesis about Reality. Next, we shall examine the probability whether there can be sanity, system and order in human world and life-living. This eBook works on the humble hypothesis that Sanity Is Impossibility and therefore, it naturally also has to spell out probabilities of a possible ‘Mechanism and Process’, which still can lead us to peace, wellness, happiness, system, order and sanity at personal level, even while collectively, Sanity Remains an Impossibility. This we shall definitely attempt to do in this eBook, with humility but optimal sincerity for practical utility.

The very purpose of this eBook is to devise and design personal wellness and sanity. The very hypothesis that sanity is impossibility at collective domain and a possibility at personal levels is just to underline the dualism that Reality has. In fact, many people already believe that sanity is impossibility for humanity but what we are aiming at in this eBook, is to detail the dynamics of Reality to elaborate as holistically as possible, the structures, functions, mechanism and processes of this hypothesis that Sanity Is Impossibility. This itself shall prove to be the basis of how and why we still can have sanity and system in our personal domains.

The idea is simple – when we see and accept that there is this overall design of Reality that makes it an impossibility for a reasonable and lasting sanity and order, we actually are able to decipher those elements, which can help us install sanity, system and order at personal level. In the genetics of problem and trouble stands embedded the genesis of answers and solutions. Understanding problems is the best enabler of all probabilities of solutions as all solutions are embedded in problems itself. Almost often, solutions have similar elements as those in a problem, but arranged in an alternative ways. That is why, what we are underlining and detailing in this eBook is the elements of Impossibility of Sanity of Reality so that we have the mechanism and process of sanity, system and order installed at personal levels.

Somehow, it may humbly be accepted that knowledge has similar trajectory of journey and arriving. The first stage of knowledge is hugely unsettling. When you first know and realize how it is what it is, the primary accrual is consternation and destabilization. Knowledge begins by exposition of problems and troubles in all its dimensions and shades. This is like opening the door and getting