The love that could be <3 - Tasha (bill gates book recommendations TXT) 📗

at Kyle quiet suprised and he again was stararing at my dad so i looked at my mum and she was looking at me so i mouthed the words 'stop this now' and my mum looked to my dad and whisperd something in his ear and i looked at Kyle and he looked like he was on the verge of laughing and i had figured he had heard what my mum had said to my dad and i just gave him a confused look then i heard his voice in my head.

Kyle: Your mum just said if your dad contunies with interagating me she wont give him any later and she will get the wips that your dad dont like out so yeah

I looked at Kyle and put my hand over my mouth and he let out a small chuckle and i was half suprised and half disgusted as they were my parents and i really didnt want to hear about there sex life.

Me: Omg Kyle i dont want to know about my parents sex life its grss there so old it should be illegal over the age of 40 to have sex it gives me the shiver.

"Mum ermm dad can me and Kyle go i still have some packing to do" I looked over and my dad had a big grin on his face and i couldnt help but shiver at what he ws thinking about.

"Yeah go ahead sweety" I sent a thankfull glance at my mum and nearly ran out of the room with Kyle hot on my trail.

As i got up to my room i closed the door and went to sit down on the bed and Kyle sat oppisite me and i looked around my room for one last time and got up and got all 3 of my suitcases out and put them near the door and went to sit back on the bed oppiste Kyle.

"Im gonnah miss home"

"Youll be able to come and visit and stay if you want Tasha im not stopping you" I looked at Kyle with tears in my eyes and Kyle pulled me into his chest and i sobbed into his neck while he hugged me and whispered conforting words into my ear and soon i stopped crying and we just sat there.

"You ok now babe" I nodded into Kyles chest.

"Yeah im just gonnah miss home but im looking foward to it to moving in with you" After i said that before Kyle had even started his conversation my mum and dad walked in and we both turned our heads to the door.

"Darling we are going now we just wanted to say bye and we willl see you the next time you come around bye honey we love you" I nodded to my mum and dad and they left and then my phone went of and i looked at the caller id and it said Courtney so i picked up.

Courtney: Hey we are with the guys do you want us to come over

Me: Yeah and tell the guys to bring the booze yeah k love you bye

I put down the phone and went into the bathroom and reapplied my makeup wich i left in here icase this happened and when i went back into my room Kyle was spread out like a starfish on my bed so i walked up and crawled on the bed and lied In bertween Kyles legs and my head resting on his chest.

"Courtney and the guys are on there way now k but i really want to spend time with you"

"I do to but things never go as planned" I chuckled at that beacuse i knew it was right and Kyle even cracked a smile before we heard the door go and i sighed and wiggled my way out of Kyles hold and he pouted and i just smiled at him and ran down stairs and opened the doors and there was all the guys and my girl friends so i ran up and hugged each one of them and nearly getting crushed by Zack as his hold was so tight i fet like my air supply was getting cut off and he just LAUGHED HE JUST LAUGHED NOT EVEN ASK IF I WAS OK SERIOUSLY MAN DUDE WHO DOES THAT!.

"Thanks im ok yeah i just didnt nearly get my air supply trapped off but all in all im fine" Zack laughed and i gave him a death glare and he just laughed harder and then Kyle came down the stairs in all of his glory and when he saw me he looked away and wouldnt meet my confused eyes so i looked at Zack and he had the same face as me on so i shrugged

"Ermm guys put some music on and drink as much as you like and Kyle can you help me a second" After i said that Kyle snapped his head around and gave me a small nod and i could faintly see a small glare in his eyes.

I walked into the Kitchen and shut the door and i could hear that the guys had put music on from my stero and i went around and sat on the kitchen counter and i looked up and Kyle was facing the door so i couldnt see him so i decided that i would be first to break the awkward silence.

"What have i done we were fine 10minutes ago" As i said that Kyle turned around and he had anger in her eyes.

"What have you and Zack been up to then with all your secret texts and meetings" I looked at Kyle in confusion.

"We are friends nothing more why would i be with you if i supposly like Zack in wich i dont so get over your self already and man up and ask me propely not with all your anger problems and crap so please enlighten me what prove do you have" Kyle walked over to me and passed me my phone and he put me in my inboxs nd i looked and it said 1 message from Zack.

Zack: Hey darling what you up to d you want to meet up later today and talk about stuff if you do then text me ok bye darlings .

I looked back at Kyle and laughed and he looked like he wa getting angrier ad i stopped then.

"We do that we are friends so think what you want im not that type of girl so do what you like think what you like but you know this is why we always break up so why would fate put us as mates i dont know but sometimes i hae you but you know that know matter what ill always love you so much so you can think that im cheating on you but im not and now im going to have fun with my friends so are you coming or going but if you are im not going to come running back to you in a haist" I snatched my phone off of him and walked to the kithen door and when i looked back Kyle was just walking ou of the back door so i sighed and went back into the lving room and got the shot glasses and poured 3 and downed them all and did another 3 and did them and then i was a bit tipsy.

1 hour later...

Ok so im totally smashed but i do not what i have been doing ive been dancing and drinking and more drinking so you get it so i looked at the time on the clock and it said 4:30 and i could tell we were running out of beer so i decided to end this party

"Ok guys get a bedroom each just not my parents so please now go weve had enough and im smached but im not that smached so now go" I said and all the guys and gals quickly rushed up the sairs and whe i looked around it was a tip so i walke up the stairs trying to walk straight and not to fall over but i made it to my bed an snuggled up to my pillow wishing Kyle was here.

2 weeks later...

It had been 2 weeks and me Courtney had started back school and sadly Emily moved away and found out that Brady wasnt her mate and it was just that they found eachother attractive and me and Kyle have not spoke but Zack has been saying he has been cooped up in his room and he said he has not been cheeting on me wich i am thankfull for and he has not been eating and has big bags under his eyes and Zack has had to been handaling the pack as Kyle is to weak and dosent know what he is doing anymore but i felt guitly cause i have not seen him in 2 weeks and i cant bare to be without him but i told him i would not go running back to him and i would let him come to me but he is being selfish enough to put us both through this.

I was currently sitting on my bed with my phone in my hands and thats all i have mainly been doing all these 2 weeks exept for when the guys came around and try to get me to talk but ive not been responding just nodding or grumbling my words out and my parents have not yet been back to see how im doing but at school i only talked when asked a question and Courtney was worried about me and Charlotte has been cming round everyday even tho she has to sudy but as she says she is worried about me.

I decided i was going to visit Zack and i dont care if i see Kyle ill have to deal with it so as i was already dressed i put my hair into a high ponytail and i didnt put any makeup on today beacuse i would have still looked a mess with bags under my eyes so i got my phone and went out and into my car and i drove the 10minutes to Kyles house and when i got there i parked in the drive way behind Kyles car and i got out and looked my car up and just went inside and when i did it was only Zack there and Lucas has been going back to his docotors course and Brady had been trying to find his real mate.

I sat down on the sofa next to Zack and we looked at eachother and then Zack pulled a funny and i couldnt help it but laugh.

"Wheres Kyle" I asked Zack and his eyes went sad seeing his bestfriend like that beacuse of me.

"In his bedroom not eating he wont talk hes fin and i mean really fin and his wolf is begging to get out and its dying day by day as it doent have your mate with you you need to see him he only has about 2 days until his wolf dies and then evetually he will die" Zack said and i was on the verge of tears so i wiped my tears away and nooded and when i was half way up the stairs up i heard a voice in my head that was not Kyle.

Older me from dream: You need Kyle for me to be in your dreams again thats why i cant come in