The love that could be <3 - Tasha (bill gates book recommendations TXT) 📗

your dreams and help ou train but let me tell you,you will have nice kids and it will work out there maybe up and downs but you will get threw and only you can make this happen.

I froze and proccsed what i had heard and then nodded even tho i could not probly hear it or see it and made my way up the stairs and when i was outside Kyles bedroom i paused and though if it was a good idear and when i opened the door Kyle was on his bed sat up with his pillows behind his bed nd he looked weak and it made my heart qwench and i silently closed the door and i walked over to the couch near the bed and sat down and when Kyle turned his head he groaned and he had bigger bags and me and his faced and body looked so fragile and he looked so fin and you could see is ribs through hi shirt and i had silent tears running down my face.

"This is all my fault i made you like this so im sorry and i knew i said i wasnt gonnah run back to you but i need you i havent eaten or slept in days m grades are low and i need them to pul up so i can graduate but its not about that its about that i miss you so so much and im sorry and i wish i coud make it up to you just say the words and ill do it anything im just sorry and i would never cheat on you i think of Zack and the others as brothers nothing more im just s-" I was cut off from my ramble when Kyle grabbed my hands and shushed me and i felt the famailar sparks and Kyle looked like he was slowly getting his touch back just by me touhing him so i lifted the covers and got in with him and he got the strenth to put his arms around me so i was facing him and i looked up at him and grabbed his chin and pulled him down and captured his lips with mine and it lasted as long until i was breathless but it was a slow and passinoate kiss and he looked better already.

"Its ok i should have called you but i was being selfish but i should be sorry you look like crap" Kyle said an i let out a little chuckle"

"Look at your self you look worse than me but can i just go and get a drink you want one babe" I asked Kyle as i was getting up and he nodded so i went out of his room and when i got to the stairs i had a wave of nausea and i started to loose my balance and i couldnt step backwards.

"Kyle help me...-" I said before i completey fell and i heard a door slam but it want fast enough as i had fell and when i looked up i saw Kyle trying to reach for me but he was to late and i hit my head and i smelled a metllic smell and i felt my bones crack in my leg and i let out an ear piercing scream and thats when i lost conciouness.

Tashas Dream....

I was back in the forest and there was the older me and i decided i would call my older me Natasha as that is what my real name is but nobody knows that exept my girl friends and even Kyle dont know but i snapped out of it when Natasha started talking.

"Well before you ask your questions you couldnt get to me as you were seperated from Kyle so i would not be able to contact you but now your back close to him im able to get the bond back with you now we can start the questions for this time now go on i can tell you have a lot to ask me" Natash said and i thought threw ll the questions i wanted to ask and wich i should ask first.

"Ermm well how do me and Kyle end up" Natasha looked a bit upset so i started going into panic but natasha finally answered my question.

"That is a reason why you have to unleish your powers to defeat your biggest and ultimate threat but you and Kyle should be able to get threw it if you stick together but you will go threw your up and downs but you should get threw it alive...hopefully" I looked at Natasha in shock and i started to get angry and i felt some sort of unkwown power serging threw my veins as i thought about people hurting Kyle and my friends and then the forest trees started to go up in flames.

"What am i doing im angry they cant hurt him they cant"

"Tasha your time is coming to an end you have been here for a month even tho it feels like a few minutes you will see me soon for your next training session you may not have noticed but your burnt down the trees as you got angry now go back to Kyle he has only let his wolf out twice he needs all his strenght as he will get some of your powers when you mate" I started to calm down and the fire started to die down and it started to dissapear but i had questions what is mating i didnt want to go back it hurts i want to stay i want to feel safe and numb.
Chapter 5 part 1...Awake again

I could feel my self coming back around and man im just going to tell you i so am digging a cookie right now.

When i had fully tested that i was back to my self again and not in dream land i tried to open my eyes and it hurt a little so i closed then and tried to open them again but slowly and i finally managed to and the first thing i noticed was that someone was holding my hand and i felt sparks and i knew it was Kyle so i looked to my left and he had his head rested on my bed and then noticed my surroundings and the walls were white and it had a big window with curtins on and the i looke to my right and there was cards and flowers and baloons saying get well soon and only then i noticed that i was in the hospital and the events past in my mind and the dream and the burning trees and then i noticed a big pain in my leg and i winced and moved my hand that was in Kyles and his head snapped up and i only then noticed it was in a cast and i relaxed again and looked over at Kyle and he pulled me in for a big bone crushing hug and i winced and he let go of me and gave me an apoligetic smile and i just nodded.

"Kyle i need to tell you something and i have had time to think well alot of time to think and before we broke up i had this dream and it had an older version of me that i called Natasha as that is my real name and any moving on she said that i have powers and i need to unleash them before this big threat comes and trys to break us apart blah blah blah and thats why i have been out for so long trying to unleash them but i only can see Natasha if were together" I looked away from Kyle and he gave my hand a squeese and i looked to him and he had a smirk on his face.

"Your full name is Natasha"

"Is that all you picked up out of that speech haha yes my full name is Natasha and if you tell anyone i swear to god i will not hug or do anything else with you for a long time boyo" And now i was the one who was smirking and Kyle had a horrified and scared face and i was trying so hard not to laugh but me being me failed miserably and Kyle gave me a glare and that made me laugh more and i had a mager head ache and i put my hand up to my head and i felt a banage and i figured when i banged my head and then a doctor came into the room and checked the chart at the end of my bed and then came around and stood beside me and took the needle out of my arm and put something else in then he spoke.

"Well then Natasha you were in a coma for 2months and we had though you were not going to come out of it for a lot of time and i have just put a pain killer fluid in the needle to help the pain and you should be able to go tommorow and if you need something just press the buzzer on the wall ok" The doctor said and i nodded.

"What have you been doing while ive been out then" I said and looked at Kyle and he looked the same as he did when i went into his bedroom.

"Well the normal staying here trying to run the pack my mum died and my dad murderd her and hes after me now as we were the mistake he never wanted to have and i fucked up his and my mums marriage so yeah just peachy" I looked over at Kyle and he had tears in his eyes so i got up well a much as could and pulled him to me whispering comforting words why he cried into my neck.

"Im not about to say i know what your going threw beacuse i dont and ill be here for you no matter what happens ok now you can either stay and get on the bed with me cause i need you close or u can go your choice i dont mind" Kyle picked me up as much as he could and he climbed on the bed and set me down on his lap and im so glad i didnt have one of them no back hospital gowns and i had on a bed gown thew that would have been embarissing for me.

"Im staying baby girl ill always stay ok" I blushed as Kyle said that and looked down and he chuckled and i blushed even more.

"Good beacuse i dont want you to leave and where are the guys" Kyle looked sad and i put on an confused face and he looked down and fiddled with his fingers.

Chapter 5 part 2...Zack.

"Ermm well Zack is in the hospital he was mugged and we are trying to find out who caused it" I looked into Kyles eyes and i saw that he knew more than he was letting on but i though i would drop it and let him tell me in his own time.

"You go i will be all right ok i can handle myself so you go get a shower and sleep then come back in the moring and no arguing now go now Kyle go see Zack" Kyle looked hsesitnt but he knew he couldnt win with me so he got up and laid me down and kissed me on the lips and when he tried to deepen it i put my hand on his chest and he let me go.

"Im going but