Never Meant To Belong - Chyna Collins (book club suggestions .txt) 📗

and layed on my bed, I could still smell him in the room, i already miss him. What is it going to be like tomorrow, how is he going to act? Like a completely different person probably. He's probably not going talk to me, not going to look at me, act like a complete stranger even though he's my teacher. I heard the front door opening and closing, it must have been my mother. "Amerie, you here?" she said "Up here." I yelled. I got up and went down stairs to the kitchen. "How was your day?" she asked taking out vegtables from the fridge. "It was great." I said "Thats good." she said "When's dad coming home?" I said "In a couple of hours." she said "He's been coiming in late alot for a while." I said "Well he has to work late nights." she said "He's never home." I said "What are you trying to say Amerie?" she said "Mom I know and so do you." I said then went back stairs into my room. I knew my dad was cheating but my mom denies it and just thinks he working late but someone who works late dont come to home smelling like a a fresh bar of soap, why does she just let this slide, shes just hurting herself in the progress.

The next day, I woke up feeling like crap, I dont want to go to school, I was scared that Nick would avoid me and pretend nothing happened between us, but I have to suck it up and go through it, I never had a boyfriend and my first had to be my teacher, this complicated relationship full of possibilities. When i walked into my first period class I was the last person there, I sat in the only seat available in the back. Ms.Wright was sitting in her chair taking role like everyday, I was just in time. Ms. Wright got up and from her desk and started with todays lesson, I was to happy that I couldnt even bay attention. Recalling yesterday, the way Nick kissed me, the way he held me, all I want to do is be with him. I cant believe he said we cant have sex, I dont think that rule is going to say for long. I want to be with him, I love him, I can never get him out my head. I wonder if hes thinking about me, probably not. He has better things to think about right now, hes a teacher of course he would. The whole morning, Ive been thinking about him until lunch came and Anyla ask to join her for lunch and I accepted of course to get my mind of him for a while until next period when I see him.

When we sat at the table there was two girls already there, I remember them from my history class."Amerie this is Talia and Bree. " Anyla said. "Hey" I said giving a little wave. "Whats up?" Bree said. "Hi" Talia said smiling. I sat down next to Anyla on the opposite side of Bree and Talia and started eating my apple. "So you guys what do you think about our history teacher, Mr. Posley?" Bree said. I looked up in shock to the topic. "I think hes hot, wish he was my age so I can cuff him." Talia said "He Okay but hes not my type, he seem a bit dorky to me." Anyla said picking at her pizza. "What do you think Amerie?" Bree said looking at me then Talia and Anyla both looked at me too. "Hes Gorgeous to me when I first saw him, i couldnt believe my eyes at first and when he talked to me, I thought I was going to explode with happiness honestly." I said blushing. "Wow that was...umm very...wow." Bree said staring at me. "Yea" I said blushing. When I finished eating my apple I got up and said im going to the bathrooms. I lied. I went to history class to see Tyler, I was so excited and nervous. All these thoughts going though my head of what he would say or do. I opened the door and he was at his desk on the computer, he looked even more gorgeous than even before. "Hey Mr. Posley." I said walking to his desk. "Hello Amerie, How was your night?" Mr. Posley said getting up from his desk and walking toward me. "It was fantastic, Mr. Posley I said just a inch away from my face. "Why was it so fantastic Amerie." He said wrapping his arms around my waste. "Because a gorgeous man confessed to me and now we go out." I said. "Whats his name Amerie?" he whispered in my ear. "You should already know Mr. Posley, your very close to him." I whispered. "Name, Amerie." he said "Nick Posley." I said. He kissed me hard, our tongues dancing with eachother. His fingers with entagled in my hair pushing me in more, getting every taste of this man. He kissed me on my cheek moving down to my neck, he grabbed my butt and carried me to his desk my legs wrapped around him. He sat me down on his desk, kisssing me on my lips going up in down my neck. He layed me down on the desk. He put his hand on my breast sqeezing it hard, I let a small moan. It felt so good to be touched like that, his big hands covering me. I felt something hard between my legs, it turnt me on even more. I glaced over and look at his desk clock, lunch was over in two minutes. "Nick stop, we have to stop, lunch is almost over." I said. He stoped kissing me and raise off of me and turned around. "Damn Amerie, Im sorry I cant even keep my own rule, Amerie I want you so much, more like I need you. Your so addicting, its driving me crazy." he said fixing his hair.  

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Publication Date: 01-14-2013

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