The love that could be <3 - Tasha (bill gates book recommendations TXT) 📗

love him no matter what he is he is still Kyle.

I went back into the house and I cried myself to sleep thinking about what I was going to do.

The next morning I woke up and went to the bathroom were I saw that my eyes were puffy red and my hair was a mess so I got the brush of the side and started brushing it and I put it into a messy bun and went upstairs to get changed.

When I had got changed I went back to the couch and picked up my phone so I decided to text Kyle that I needed to talk to him.

Kyle its me im sorry but I don’t want to lose you and im going crazy thinking I hurt you please just call me I still love you <3

I put my phone in my hands wondering if he would read my texts or not so I thought I would give it an hour and then call so I waited.

1 hour later…

It had been an hour and Kyle hadn’t called or texted me back so I decided to call him myself.

I picked up my phone and dialled Kyle’s number and it rang and rang but he didn’t answer until it came on to voice mail so I put the phone down and got my shoes and coat on and went out of the house and to his house.

I was outside Kyle’s house but I didn’t know weather to knock or not so I went and knocked on and then the door opened and I was face to face with Zack.

Me: “Hi Zack have you seen Kyle I really need to talk to him”

Zack: “Hey Tasha yeah Kyle’s in his room go see its upstairs and the second one on your left.

Me: “Thanks Zack”

He smiled and let me in and I went upstairs and looked to the left now Zack said it was the second door so I went two doors down and I was there I put my hand on the door knob and turned.

When I went in the room was pitch black all the lights turned of and the curtains closed so I walked in and closed the door behind me.

Me: “Kyle”

I searched across the wall for the light switch and finally I felt something so I moved my hand along and it was a switch so I flicked the switch and the lights came on and there was Kyle on his bed face in his pillows I thought he was asleep so I crept over to him and sat on the edge of his bed and looked down at him he was sleeping.

Me: “Kyle its me wake up”

I gave him a nudge and he opened his eyes and the blinked a few times to get properly awake.

Kyle: “I thought you need some time apart”

Me: “Kyle I know I said that but I thought about you and me and I didn’t know were we were heading now and I needed time to think that I actually do love you and I do and I was stupid enough to think that you didn’t love me back and im sorry”

Kyle: “Tasha you thought I don’t love you I do love you more than you think and if I didn’t why would I have told you my secret”

Me: “I know that now but I was stupid and I thought wrong but can you forgive me”

Kyle: “There is nothing to forgive you for”

I looked up at Kyle and he was smiling up at me so I smiled back and he pulled me on the bed and I lied down beside him and he put his arm around me and kissed the top of my head.

Me: “I do love you”

Kyle: “I love you to”

At that moment I got a text message so I leaned up and got my phone out and it was from Emily.

Hey Tasha its Em and I was just wondering if there was anything going on between you and Kyle there have been rumours?

I looked up to Kyle and passed him my phone and he read the text and started putting something and then he passed my phone back to me and I read the text he had sent Emily.

Hey Em yeah me and Kyle are dating and I don’t care who knows.

Me: “Kyle why did you do that”

Kyle: “Im sorry”

Me: “Im going to go its getting late”

Kyle: “Why cant you stay with me”

I looked up to him and kissed him and then pulled away and then waved him bye and then walked out of his room.

When I got home I went straight up to my room and took my shoes of and then plopped on to my bed and got my phone out and I had a missed call from Courtney so I decided to text her.

Hey Courtney what’s up J

She texted back after like five minutes of me waiting.

Hey I need to tell you something im coming over ill be there in two minutes.

I got caught up in thought of what Courtney was going to tell me and then didn’t realize that someone was banging on the door so I got up off my bed and went to the door and it was Courtney so I let her in and we both went and sat on the sofa.

Me: “So what do you want to tell me”

Courtney: “Well Tasha I have to tell you something and I want you to listen”

I nodded for he to proceed and she did.

Courtney: “Im a witch”

I gasped and the looked over to Courtney and she looked sad but I gave her a smile and I thought to myself I had just only found out that Kyle was a werewolf now I find out that my best friend is a witch.

Courtney: “I have to tell you something else to do you know how im adopted and all and my real parents are dead I found out who killed them and it was…Kyle”

I gasped and then froze and I had to make myself look at Courtney.

Me: “Please leave”

She nodded and then left and when I heard her close the door I broke out in tears had Kyle actually have killed my best friends parents.

I couldn’t get my head around the fact that my boyfriend was a murderer and why did he kill them they were good people I remember me and Courtney when we were younger we used to help her mom bake and me and Courtney used to end up having food fights instead of cooking anything so I thought to myself not Kyle he is sweet and I cant do this anymore him and me.

I got my phone out and decided to text Kyle.

ITS OVER I HATE YOU!

That’s all I could bring myself to put to him no explanation and I would be happy if I never saw him again for that matter I then didn’t here my phone go off so I took it and opened up the message I had got from Kyle.

Tasha what why please I have done nothing wrong?

I could feel the anger boil up inside me and I had to let it out before I let it out on someone who didn’t deserve to be.

KYLE LEAVE ME ALONE I NEVER WANT TO TALK TO YOU AGAIN OR SEE YOU ITS OVER LEAVE ME ALONE!

3.Truth or lies?

I woke up the next morning and all that happened yesterday came flooding back to me and I couldn’t bring my self to get up so I looked at the clock on my bed side table and it read 7:00 so I hoped out of bed and decided to go to school.

I was on my way to school and I could see Emily and Courtney and when they saw me they waved me over to them but I nodded and continued on walking and went to the school library.

I got up out of my seat of the back of the library when the first bell rang signalling that we had to go to lesson and I was dreading it knowing that Kyle would have the same lesson as me but I thought to myself while walking down the corridors If he would be here or not.

When I got to my first class and that was English I glanced around and found Kyle looking at me but I just walked passed him and sat on my own at the back of the class.

All threw class I could feel his eyes on me so I turned to were he was sitting and looked him in the eyes and I could see a mix of confusion and sadness so I mimed over to him go to hell and turned back to the front of the class.

After class I went to leave the classroom but two strong arms pulled me back and I tried to get out of there hold on me nut they were to strong so I looked back and there was Kyle.

Me: “Let go of me you jerk”

Kyle: “Why did you put them things on text last night”

Me: “If you really love me as much as you say you do then let me go and stay the hell away from me I promise you I wont tell but In return answer me one question”

Kyle nodded so I went on.

Me: “Kyle have you…killed anybody in your hole life”

Kyle: “No but come over to my place later and we can talk there not here”

Me: “Ok”

He finally let go of my arm and I left the classroom and went to my next class.

The day went in a blur and the next thing I knew was that I was at home eating my dinner.

After I had washed the plates up I got my coat on and went out of the house and over to Kyle’s place and when I got there Zack opened the door and let me in.

Me: “Hey Zack what you been up to”

Zack: “Nothing much really what’s going on with you and Kyle he’s bin acting like a ghost every day”

Me: “I broke up with him but were trying to sort things out”

Zack: “I thought you were his mate”

Me: “Yeah I know but I had to break up with him Zack even know it is breaking my heart I will catch up with you later”

I waved to him and gave him a hug and then I went up to Kyle’s room and knocked and then walked in.

Me: “Hey”

Kyle: “Come and sit down”

I went and sat down and we sat in silence for a couple of minutes.

Me: “Kyle did you kill Courtney’s parents yes or no”

Kyle: “What of course not”

Me: “She told me that and she also told me she was a witch”

Kyle: “Tasha I didn’t kill her parents I swear to you”

I looked Kyle in the eye and I only saw truth but why would she lie to me.

Me: “Why would she lie though I’ve know her all my life and she has