The love that could be <3 - Tasha (bill gates book recommendations TXT) 📗

it came so i made my way up the rest of the stairs and into mine and Kyles room and got my phone out and called the one person who i know probaly wouldnt answer after the last time we had talked as it ended in us both going are sepreate ways.

i had waited until she had picked up after the 5th ring of the phone.

Me: "Courtney i need your help"

Courtney: "What you finally belive me that Kyl-"

Me: "I still dont know but please bring Emily to we can sort are friend ship out i dont want to lose you as i said"

After that Courtney had said ok and i gave her the adress and she had told me that Emily had come off of her holiday early and then i passes out as i was exhausted as the events of today had wore me out.

Morning...

I rolled over expecting to fing Kyle lying there but he was not and the bed was still made on his side so i doubted if he had come to bed so i looked over and the alarm clock said it was 6:30.

I got out of bed and realized i had slept in last nights clothes so i changed and slipped on some black skinny jeans and a v-neck top.

I walked out of the room after i changed and made the bed and i bumped into Zack as i was going down the stairs.

"Oh you scared me have you seen Kyle he didnt come to bed"

"Ermm well he ermm hes in the kitchen" Zack scratched the back of his head and waved goodbye before running up the stairs.Wierd,And why would Kyle be in the kitchen.

Chapter 3 part 1....Errr

I walked the rest off the way down the stairs and into the kitchen and there Kyle was surrounded by empty beer and vodka cans and he was passed out sitting at the counter so i walked over to him and gently nudges him and he made some groaning noises so i nudged him a bit harder and he lifted his head and he had bags under his eyes.

"What the hell Kyle why would you do this to yourself"

"You dont love me" I looked at him suprised where would he get that idear from.

"Kyle you know i love you were would you get that idear from"

"You didnt say i love you back to me yesterday and you always pull away from me when were hugging or im kissing you its obvious you dont so tell me we can go are sepreate ways no hard feelings but know this i will always love you and if you find someone else i will let you go and youll never see me or my friends again i will leave you alone to get along with your life" I looked at Kyle in pure shock and tears in my eyes.

"Y-you think i d-dont l-love you K-Kyle i d-do but i-"

"I knew it you dont love me i will let you stay here until this is all over bye Tasha i will leave you alone"

"WHY DOES THIS ALWAYS HAPPEN WE ALWAYS ARE FIGHTING YOUR DRUNK TALK TO ME WHEN YOUR SOBER I HAVE THINGS TO DO TO SAVE ALL ARE LIVES"

I walked of and whent up to my room and Zack,Lucas and Brody were all waiting outside my room and they all came and hugged me as they saw my tear stained face.

"H-he thinks i d-dont l-love him i t-think w-were over b-but he w-was drunk" They all looked angry but i blocked them out as the door bell rang so i walked to the door and it was Courtney and Emily and i was suprised to see my cousin Charlotte who knew everything about Kyle and when they saw me crying they all ran to me and i sobbed into each one of them.

1hour later.

After an hour i had calmed down and we had all catched up and Lucas,Zack and Brody had joined us and they seemed to be getting along like a house on fire and i think they had found there mates it ws Emily+Lucas and Courtney+Zack and Charlotte+Brody.

I had let them have there time together and i went back to the kitchen and Kyle was there with his head in his hands and a cup of tea on the side and he looked up at me with a face of shame and apoligey but i just looked away and went to sit on the sofa and then after a couple of minutes i felt the sofa dip but i didnt look his way.

"Im sorry Tasha im so so sorry i know i made a mistake and weve been throught them alot and we havent known each other that long but i really do love you and if you dont i mean the things that i said i will let you go just let me get this over with"

"I really dont know what to do i wish that that vampire would come and kill me so i wouldnt have to think and you would have a better mate who loves you and who wont fight and break up with you but im sorry you had me i really wish that could change but i know it cant and i will always be sorry for that but this next thing im going to say you have probaly heard from my mouth a lot of times but i need to think and i know this relationship is like a cheesy up and down relationship but my mind is so fucked up right now and i wish i could change myself to be perfect and like you but im not and i will never be and i wish i could change it i really really do"

"Ok then"

I looked up at Kyle and he looked like he was trying to hold his tears in so i stood up and went over to him and kissed him on the lips with tears running out of my eyes.

"What ever happens whlle were here i will always love you" I whisperesd to kyle then i backed away and didnt look back as i walked to the kitchen to make some brunch as i missed breakfast and it has gone past lunch.

2days Later

Me and Kyle have not talked since last time on the sofa and i have not been out of my room since and well the plan we have not had any un expected visits form vampire guy and Charlotte,Emily and Courtney have been with the guys excluding Kyle has i have no clue what he has been doing these past few days.

Eveyone has been worried about me as i have not been eating properly and i have not been talking to anybody exept the little odd lines to people.

It was 12:30 and i couldnt sleep i was tossing and turning i really missed Kyle so i decided to go search around to see were he has been staying as he has not been staying im our room well its my room now.

i walked out of my room and walked down the hall to the last bedroom as i know none of the guys or my friends were staying in this room so i walked in and Kyle was there tossing and turning just like i was and mumbling and he looked like he was sweating he had a fever.

I walked over to the bed and nudged Kyle and he shot up with sweat all over him so i touched his forhead and it was beyond hot.

"Kyle im sorry im so so sorry i love you and i cant live without you ever it feels like my heart is breaking and i cant eat im so-"

Before i could finish my sentence Kyle had already put his lips to mine to silence me and i egearly kissed him back then i pulled away as i rembered he had a fever and i was out of breath.

"You have a fever"

He looked at me and shook his head.

"No when a mate isnt around his mate for so long he starts to like catch a fever and he feels sick all the time knowing he has done something wrong until his mate comes back it will only get worse"

I looked at Kyle and kissed him and it was slow and passinote and boy did it last long lol and ten i pulled away and lied down with Kyles back agaisnt my back and his hands around my waist.

"I love you so so much Kyle"

"I love you to and you dont know how much i do" Those were the last words i heard before i fell into unconsinouse.

When i woke up i was in Kyles arms snuggled up together.

"Hey wake up sleepy" I nudged Kyle awake and he wasnt waking up hmmm lets have a little fun with this shall we then.I silently sneaked out of the room and put my piller where i was and Kyle snuggled into it.

I went down the stairs and everybody was there so i made a motion with my hands to be quiet and went over to the sink and got a cup of water and went back up the stairs and i thought the guys had picked up on what i was going to do as they all had sligh smirks on there faces.I walked back up to mine and Kyles room and went over to a safe distance from the bed and chucked the hole lot of freezing cold water over him and he immediatley sprunk up and looked around until his eyes fell upon me so i dropped the cup and made a bolt for the door down the hallway and took 2 at a time down the stairs and out of the back door and then i had noticed that there was a swimming pool so i dived in and swam to the bottom hoping that Kyle wouldnt suspect that i was hiding in here.I was waiting a bout 5 minutes and i was running out of breath but i could vaguely see a outline of a body and though it was Kyles but why would he not jump in i thought.I soon started to feel numb and i tried to swim up to the top but it was like there was a force filed there that made me not float to the surface so i started waving my arms around and i had only a limited amount of oxeygn going into my lungs and it felt like they were burning so i let go of it all and the last thing i heard before going completly into darkness was the words 'Let the games begin'.

Kyles Pov

I have been trying to fing Tasha for a good five minutes and i had no look i had looked in all the rooms and i was currently in the kitchen so i asked the guys and they said that she went out back so iwent to the back doors and opened them and there he was with a smirk plastered on his face looking into the water and when i stepped onto the hard marble floor he turned to look at me and the smirk on his face grew and then he was gone so i raced to the edge of the pool and there Tasha was her still body lying on the pools ground so