The Boy I Fell in Love With - rose1699 .books (different e readers txt) 📗

don't get the hell out of my house I will fucking kill you.'* I smiled back and laughed *' Do you really want to fight me Jack? I can kill you in a split second you really want to go, also I don't like how you treat Adrian.  You're abusive and I hate people like you. '* he came at me with the knife,but I dodged it and elbowed his neck and he fell. Then he got up again pissed.* ' Who the fuck are you? What I do to my boyfriend is none of your concern. I can treat him how I want to treat him,besides he's used to it.'* That pissed me off and I pinned him to the wall with my arm as he struggled to breath. * ' You don't know what he used to. Everyday he gets beat up by his fucking family.... He almost took his own life because of you and his family.  I will not let you ruin his life. I'm a trained assassin to protect him and save him. So goodbye Jack. " I let him go and he started to run, but I caught him.

I slit his throat, but made it look like a suicide. His blood got all over me as he died a slow and painful death. I left a suicide note on his bed.

"I can't take this anymore.... I've regret everything I did to people the only thing to stop me from hurting others is to leave forever. I'm sorry for everything. Goodbye mom and dad. Goodbye Adrian I'm sorry for everything I did to you. You deserve better. Bye forever."

I used his own knife to kill him and I left and went home.  

                                             

Memories

(Adrian)

Saturday,Nov 9,2013

When I woke up I could hear police cars and I could see blue and red lights. I got out of bed and looked out my window and I saw police and yellow tape where Jack lived and my heart sunk. I ran out of my room without a shirt on and I ran to his house, but two police stopped me.

"NO! LET ME GO PLEASE! I NEED TO SEE OF JACK IS ALRIGHT! HE'S MY BOYFRIEND! PLEASE YOU HAVE TO LET ME GO INSIDE! PLEASE!! ' * I got away from them and they started chasing me to stop me,but I couldn't believe what I saw when I ran into his. Jack was on the floor with his throat cut open and laying in a pool of blood. I fell to my knees and started crying.*' Please.... don't let..... this be true...NO!  JACK! PLEASE! DON'T LET THIS BE TRUE! "*I got beside his body and started to shake him to wake him up, but he was gone.

I laid my head on his chest and started crying, but then something came out of me and I took the knife out of his hand and started stabbing him over and over again that police knocked it out of my hand and pinned me to the ground and handcuffed me. I was happy/sad. Happy because he was finally gone and out of my life and sad because my heart got ripped out.  They put me into the back of a police car and took me downtown.

                                                                         Hour Later

"Adrian, we are so sorry for your lost, but why did you stab him when he was already gone? Who was he to you?' *I looked down to not meet eye contact and took a deep breath.* 'He was my abusive boyfriend. He was a jurk,asshole, and mostly controlling. Here I'll show you what he did to me yesterday.' * I had a towl over me so I took it off my upper half and showed him all the scars and cuts I got from him the last few years. I showed him the cuts and bruieses he left me yesterday. They were shocked.** ' Well You're safe now young man. We are still sorry for the lose. You're family is on their way here to pick you up. So here is a shirt so you can put on. They should be here in a few mins. We'll contact you if we find something. You have a good day boy. " I went to the bathroom and put the shirt over me.

When I got it over me I saw Sergio into the mirror and I ran into his arms. He held me close as I cried. He smelled really good and he held me closer. Then I remembered his kiss.

" Sergio, why did you kiss me yesterday? '* I looked up at him and he smiled kissing my forehead. * 'I am here to protect you Adrian and because I like you. I am sorry about Jack. I knew you loved him. ' * I got closer to him as he let me and got up.* ' I'll see you around this afternoon. I have to go and clean up. So I'll see you soon." When he was walking away he turned around and his blue eyes caught mine and I saw that half smile and I melted, then he was gone.

Three Hours Later

My father grabbed me and threw me into the wall with his hand choking me.

"You are a fucking idiot Adrian. You made me and your mother look bad in front of the police because or you stupidity. We had to leaving work because of this. Don't show up here when we come Home. Don't come home until Monday because our families are coming to visit and we don't want them to see you. Now get your ass up to your room and don't come back until Monday. " He slapped me across my face so hand he made my lips bust.

He let me go and I fell to the ground crying and ran to my room. I laid on my bed curled up in a ball as I reached for my nightstand, unlocked it and took my my journal out, oped it and started writing.  

Dear Journal 

I can't take this anymore! I just lost Jack,but as I saw him laying there lifeless all my anger came out of me and I kept stabbing and stabbing his body even through he was already dead. The police took me in and they called my parents and when they got there they were pretending to be worried and upset, but when we got in the car and came Home they beat me up once more. I'm tired of fighting with them, I'm tired of living here! The thing is I have to stay because I don't want to be put in foster care once more. Then he showed you. With his beautiful blue eyes shining down on me and that smile that took my breath away. He was so perfect and so mysteries that I felt safe with him. With Sergio. I can't get that kiss out of my head and I can't stopped thinking about him either. Why? I just met this guy and already I can't get him out of my head. How his lips touched mine was the nest feeling. I just want to die, but I can't leave now because Sergio was in my life. Please give me strength to keep moving forward in my life. Please don't let Sergio be like the others.

Saturday,Nov 9,2013

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I put my journal in my bag as I got off my bed went to my bathroom and looked in the mirror and I saw I still had blood on me from Jack. So I got out of my clothes and turned the shower on and got in and started washing myself. I couldn't stop thinking about Jack. I always have nightmares about him, then I remembered one dream where he was in front of me laughing and hurting me. I tried to get away from him, but it was no use. He kept beating me until I was half dead and he took a knife and stabbed me in my chest. I snapped back into reality and I fell to my knees as I could feel that knife in my chest, but why? Then it went away and I got back up and finished cleaning up. When I got out of the shower I put the towel around my waist and wiped the fog off the mirror and I saw the bruises going away finally. I smiled and doctored my lip and started to get ready. I went into my room and got some clothes ready to put in my bag. I never leave my journal when I go over to a friends house because my family goes through my shit. Anyways I put clothes in my backpack, then took the towel off and threw it into the hamper.

First, I put my black boxers. Second I put on my black and red Skinny jeans. Third I put my BOTDF T-shirt on. Fourth I put my socks and purple converses on.

After I got done getting dressed I went back to the bathroom and started to dry my hair and put my hair over my right eye. Then I put my black gloves on with some of my bracelets on each wrist. I put my backpack on my back and got my keys to my room and I locked my doors. As I went down the stairs my father was watching tv and when he turned around he saw me. His eyes showed me he was still pissed off and he got off the couch and came towards me and hit me in my stomach and I fell to the ground out of breath. He didn't give me time to get up and he grabbed me by my arms and slammed my ribs into the stairs and I cried out in pain. I couldn't handle this anymore it took all my strength to get up and right hooked his ass as he fell to the ground. I was so angry it took him no time to get back up and throw a punch at me,but I stopped it with my hand and grabbed it tightly and bent it backwards. He was surprise to see me grab his hand. I twisted it and I heard it snapped and he screamed in pain. I let him go,but he wasn't done yet and he put me in a headlock. I elbowed him in the ribs and he let me go. We started to fight and he took me by surprise and picked up a bat and slammed it into my gut I fell to my knees as he elbowed me in the back of the neck and I spirit put blood as I hit my face to the ground. I was down for a long while. I got right back up and hit him in the middle of his neck and he couldn't breath. I left my house limping and feeling dizzy. I got into my car and drove away. 

 

When I arrived at Sergio, I couldn't move I was so