The Boy I Fell in Love With - rose1699 .books (different e readers txt) 📗

dizzy that I almost wrecked while driving here. My head was getting lighter,but I got out of my car anyways and I slowly started walking up to his door and I knocked on it and my eyes grew heavy and I fell,but someone caught me the last thing I saw were Sergio's light blue eyes with worry and anger showing. Then I passed out in his arms. I have to tell him.

Two Hours Later  

(Sergio)

I heard the knock at the door anger I smiled because he was finally here. As I opened the door I got scared he was badly beaten and he was holding his side and he started to fall, but I caught him and he looked right at me. He started to close his but not before I heard him whisper 'I have to tell him.' Then he was out cold. I moved his hair from his eyes and he looked peaceful, but I can see he had a rough life. I pick him up and then something fell out of his backpack. It looked like a notebook he has had for a while. I could see dried up blood and tears on the cover. I took him to the couch and laid him down gently and covered him up. I went back to the door and picked up the notebook and I opened it. There was dry blood and tears on the pages as well. I know I shouldn't read it, but I needed to do I can protect him. So I started to read page one it was dated April 23 2011

It's been four days since my parents died. Right now I am at the funeral home where they both laid in coffins. I've been non stop crying ever since. Why take them away, why couldn't it be me? Where will I go now? I have no one who wants me because I am gay. The only two who accepted me was my parents. They loved me for me,but enter take them away? If none of the family wants me I'll be sentence to go into Foster care. I already know I'll be sent to a foster home, so why bother. I miss you Mother and Father. Rest in peace.

I looked at him and I frowned and I looked at the pages there was nothing,but tear stans. When I got to the next page there was blood drops on it. It's dated May 4th 2011

I can't handle this anymore! I need you guys here:( since your passing everything went to Hell for me. I started cutting again. I just got kick out of my first foster home because I told them I was gay. I been in the home for just a week and they brought me back. They told them they would not have a gay son in their house ever. I'm back in my old foster room. My heart is broken and I'll never be loved ever. I'm sorry mother. I love you and I'll be with you soon. Goodbye.

The blood was over the I'm sorry part. Good God Adrian, if I would of known you before you will never have to suffer again. I looked to where he was laying and he was waking up now. I shut the notebook and put it back into hid backpack that I laid beside the couch and he opened his eyes. I smiled down at him as he tried to get up.

(Adrian)

I opened my eyes and I saw Sergio looking down at me smiling and I tried to get up,but when I did a sharp pain went down my ribs.Sergio stopped me.

"Adrian, who done this to you? Also you shouldn't try to get up you are badly hurt , what happened?'* I could feel the tears going down my face. I was so scared to tell him. I have to tell him though it's the only way.* 'It n was my foster father Sergio. He beat me so bad,but I couldn't handle it anymore. I got angry and we fought. I broke his hand and then he grabbed a bat and beat me with it. I couldn't let him hit me again. I got up and punched his in the middle of the throat and he couldn't breath and I left.....Sergio I was so....scared.... I couldn't take it....anymore' *he pulled me into his embrace and kissed the top of my head thene he jsut let me go.'* I'll be right back Adrian, I'm going to take care of you I promise.'* He left and all I could do was just lay here while in pain. This guuy is different from the others. He treats me like a person and not a reject. What is he? No Who is this blue eyed boy? I know his name, but not his history,and where were his parents? Then he came back with first aid kits.* 'Let's sit you up so I can help you get better. '* He said as he helped me sit up. I closed my eyes because of the pain I was in. He saw that and put a needle into my arm and I started to feel numb. He smiled up at me with his eyes.*' If you dpn't mind me asking, but where are your parents? You said you moved here with them.' * He took my shirt off and looked at my body for a few seconds then his face became a frown as he saw the scars.* ' They died a few months ago. Someone murdered them, but I was happy/sad when they were killed.'* I looked at him frowning.*' Why were you happy?'* He took a needle and started to stich up my wounds. When he touched my right side and pain just hit me and I started to cry.* ' It looks like you have a few brusied ribs,but you got lucky that he didn't break them.' * I looked up at him and in his eyes I saw the pain and angerin his eyes and he was clintching his fists. He punched the couch with a lot of strength. His face became red with anger.* ' The reason why I was so damn happy was becasue they desevred it! They were upset when I told them I was gay! They  kicked me out becasue I was in love with my ex! They didn't want me in their house! When they finally took me back in my father started ti hit and beat me so he can beat the gay out of me!' * He stood up with anger in his voice and eyes. His eyes were dark blue. He was shaking bad, but I didn't want to be around him becasue he was pissed.* ' Every time I would bring my boyfriend home he let them in prtented to be all happy and proud of his son! Then when it was time for him to go home and leave I didn't want him to, but he had too. When he left my father would come into my room and hit me!! You're not the only one that had a fucked up life you know!!! I have to leave to get some fresh air!!!!!" I felt a needle go into my arm again and I started to get sleepy, then I saw him leaving and I passed out.

 

                                                                                                                                                                   (Sergio)

I put the needle into his arm and watched him passed out and then I left. I had to calm myself down before I hurt someone once again. I can't tell him I killed my own parents, becasue if I do then he will never trust me. The reason why I killed my parents was because I had to and the people that live with me now are my teachers. They are trained killers. They found me and brought me into their world. I'm not like the other kids. I'm trained to kill and protect the people I have to protect. I really, really like Adrian. He's sweet, kind, sexy and well very very cute. He had the perfect body. With his abs....Oh my god. He was perfect for me. The images of my dead parents poped into my head and so did Mark's and i fell to my knees and the flashback started.

                                             (Flashback)

It was just a normal day with my teachers and I was just now getting used to killing people. My main teacher called me into his office and i sat down. He had sad eyes and was fighting the urge to not tell me what he wanted to tell me.

  "Sergio, I have some bad news son. You're next and final mission is to....*He hesated and I saw in his eyes that it was something I wouldn't like, but I have to do it.* "You have to kill your own parents.... I'm so sorry, but this is not my rule, but out leader. I'm sorry son.' * When he said that I wasn't happy about killing my parents, but if it's my mission then I have to. Even though I hate them with all my guts for hurting me like thay do it's going to be hard for me. I might have to take a break for a while. So I stood up and looked into his eyes and frowned.* 'If it's my mission, then I will not fail sir! I am not going to fail, even if it means to kill my family then I will do it with horror! Like you said sir, "Not everyone is ment to live on this plant. They all die at one point in life." I will not fail sir! I will be on my way now. I will seeyou when I get back.Goodbye sir, until the next time we meet." I walked out of his office.

I went stright to my room and started to pack up my thingsup to do my mission. My heart sunk into my guts. I have to be strong. I heard a knock on the door and it was one of the guys that trains me. He came up beside me and then we sat down on the bed, becasue he was my first boyfriend. He held my hand because I was shaking so bad.

"Mark, I don't know if I can kill my parents.I am so scared. I have to do though or i won't gradurate and i have to take the classes all over again. Do I have to kill my parents?' * He held me close to his chest and kissed my lips and then looked at me.* ' Yes my love you do. I know you won't like it ,but look at how they treat you. Your father beats you. Your mother doesn't even talk to you anymore. What do you have to lose Sergio? Even though they beat you and ignore you, you'll never quite loving them.Sergio you deseve better. If you do this then you stand up for yourself. You can do this, I believe in you love. I will see you when you get back. Remember......'* He pulled my ear closer to his mouth and he whispered.* 'I love you Sergio.No matter what if I die I will still love you.'* He lends in and kisses my lips and I kissed back then I looked at him with sadness.* "Why are you saying that like I'll never see you ever again, Mark? Why do you sound so sad???' * He looked at me with tears in his eyes and smiled.* 'You will see me again I promise you Sergio, but I have to go on a mission myself. I might not never come back. This mission I have is the one I've been telling you about saying that I didn't want to go and do it, but they are forceing me now. So you may or may not see me ever again. Like i said I will love you until the end.'